Disclaimer One: Any likeness or use of the characterizations of those in Xena: Warrior
Princess do not belong to me but the MCA/Universal Pictures. Everything else including the
story is mine!
Disclaimer Two: This story contains lesbian sex (uh huh, thats what I said). If it
is not for you dont read cuz your eyes may burn. There is also use of harsh
language, but dammit, dont we all use it once in a while? Furthermore, be prepared
for what is large amounts of violence, at least for one of my storys. Oh, and one
more thing. This is sort of a hurt/comfort piecesort of.
Dedication: To Camille (Catt) my own little kitty, who Catt is affectionately named after,
and thanks again to Steph. Oh yeah, throws a wink at Celine. I didnt forget about
you.
The love scenes were inspired by DeAngelos song How Does it Feel? For those
who havent heard it or dont like R&B, you dont know what youre
missing.
Under Her Spell
(Part II)
By
Minerva
I knew it then and I know now. We belong together. I wont let you go. ----Steve
She tore the card into small pieces, letting them scatter in the cold wind and looked down
at the flowers in disgust. Picking them up, she heard Lil approaching.
"Hey, who was it?"
Gabrielle cleared her throat, hoping her voice wasnt shaking like her insides.
"Uh, delivery guy with flowers. He got the wrong address."
Lil glanced at her sister, sensing something was wrong almost instantly by the way she was
avoiding eye contact.
"Uh, okay. You sure?"
"Dammit! Isnt that what I said?!"
Okay something is definitely wrong, but I dont know what. Strange.
"Calm down. It was just a question."
The older sister rubbed the bridge of her nose and blew an exasperated breath into the
air.
"Look, sorry. Why dont you give those to Catt? Im sure shell love
them. Im going for a shower."
Shoving the flowers in her sisters hand, she walked away without another word.
Blinking rapidly, Lil stared at her back. "Wonder what put her in such a shitty
mood?" Closing the still open door, Lil headed back to her room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Steve almost jumped with glee as his lens clicked, catching the beatific smile on
Gabrielles face. See told you she would like them. He watched on as the
flowers fell to the pavement along with the torn up card. Anger quick and seething boiled
through his blood. How dare she reject his gift! He continued to observe as she gave the
roses to the other woman. He hit the steering wheel with a fisted hand, not feeling the
pain. Calm down. The floral shop made a mistake with the card. They must have. There
is no way she would reject us. No way!
The man rubbed his temples at the dull ache. He bit down on his lip drawing blood, trying
to detract from the pain. Yes, yes, that must be it. He picked up his cell
phone to call the florist, promising himself that he would make sure the woman that took
his information was fired for making the mistake.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Gabrielle stood under the shower head, steeling herself against the ice cold blast in an
attempt to ease the panic and fear from her veins. It worked for the most part. Able to
think again, her mind intervened. It was just flowers, but he does know where I
live. Still, given enough time, hell figure out that Im not interested. He has
to. This is my problem. My past. I cant worry T with it. This will pass. I just have
to wait it out. She shivered as she turned the knobs, stopping the flow of ice.
Feeling that her head was clear, she exited the stall to get dressed and apologize to Lil,
telling her something. Anything.
Lil opened the door to her bedroom and smiled affectionately at her daughter tangled up
and playing in the covers.
"Hey you!"
The little girl squealed at the sight of her mother, making the woman laugh.
"You ready for bath time? Howd you like to take a bath with mommy?"
Jamie squealed some more as if she understood.
"Good girl, let me call your new friend first to wish her a good morning."
Lil sat on the bed near her daughter, who immediately stared using her back as a ladder.
Picking up the phone, she looked over her shoulder and grinned into the eyes so much like
her own as she dialed a familiar number by heart. After three rings, the phone was
answered.
"Hello?" Catt said groggily.
Lil beamed welcoming the warmth that spread through her at the sound of that voice.
"Mmm, you sound sexy in the morning."
There was a light chuckle, "And you sound sexy all day long. Wish you stayed with me
last night, seeing as though youre leaving pretty soon."
Lil smirked into the receiver. "Im not going anywhere. Im all yours, and
Im even gonna see you off at the airport."
The blonde shot up out of her bed surprised. "Oh, really." Her voice deepened
becoming huskier. "When can you come over?"
The younger woman bit her lip at the rush of arousal that flooded her body. "Uh, as
soon as I get Jamie situated. Gab is going to keep her for me."
Feeling disappointment simmer through her, Catt replied, "Oh, shes not
coming?"
"No, did you want her to? I thought we could spend the day alone together go to lunch
and dinner later, but shell be there to give you a kiss at the airport."
"Oh, okay thatll work."
Jamie chose that moment to be heard.
"Ma brrrr!"
Lil giggled, making Catt grin.
"I suppose thats her now vying for attention?"
"Oh yeah, shes crawling all over me!"
"Brrrrrr!" The little girl said in response to being talked about."
"You want to talk to her? I bet shell recognize your voice."
"Uh, sure put her on."
Lil picked up her squiggly child, placing her on her lap. She put the phone to the small
ear and rolled her eyes when the toddler tried to lick the phone. Caitlin waited until she
heard someone breathing to speak.
"Hey J. How are you sweetie?"
The girl turned her head to look at the phone as if wondering where the voice was coming
from. Catt repeated herself. The childs eyes widened, recognizing the voice.
"Agoo!"
The blonde laughed. She could get hooked on this kid. She really could. Lil took the now
wet phone back, laughing herself.
"See, told you. Shes mommys smart girl."
"Aww, you two make quiet a pair."
Lil bit her lip again and smiled.
"No, its the three of us now."
There was a brief silence.
"Yes, it is," the blonde executive replied with a voice full of emotion.
"Hey one more thing before I go give the little terror a bath."
"Sure, whats up?" She said after clearing her throat.
"I love you."
The lump returned, taking the older womans breath away.
"God," she whispered softly, away from the phone. Bringing it back to her ear,
she said louder, "Love you too. Ill see you later."
"Okay, bye."
Lil stared at the flat toned phone goofily. She loved throwing this woman off guard,
knowing she was the only one who could. With a quirky smile on her lips, Caitlin shook her
head as she hung up the phone. She does that on purpose.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Tara moved her lovers car from the garage to the street in front of her shop just in
case she actually got some work today. She sighed as she walked back into the quiet
garage, heading to the office. She had a feeling that it was going to be another slow day,
having already called her employees to tell them not to bother coming in. Just then and
there, she decided to do a little cleaning up and knock off early to go be with two of her
favorite women, Red and Jamie.
The tall woman smiled to herself. She loved watching the two of them together, knowing
that her lover would make an excellent mother. She shook raven locks, accepting that this
was something that had been shooting across her mind for awhile. Nothing would be more
perfect than for them to complete their family with a child. Hands filtered through hair
to get the back of her neck, scratching. She blew out a puff of air.
It was scary, as hell, and represented a lot of responsibility. Would she be able to
maintain the shop everyday and raise a baby? There was no way she was going to put the
bulk of responsibility on her lover, just because she was home a lot. She had a dream, a
career, she loved also. The thing was to decide which was more important to them both, and
if they had room in their lives right now. Her thoughts strayed to Jamie, knowing that she
was the reason for this reverie. Look at Lil virtually doing it all by herself, and
she's raising a great kid.' Tara leaned back in her chair and propped her feet up as she
watched people walk by. It was all too much to think about without some advice from
someone unbiased. Leaning forward, she picked up the phone and dialed her brothers
number. After a couple of rings, he answered.
"Hellooo?"
"Hey Jakie, whats happening?"
"Oh, nothing sis, just laying around the house relaxing before the show tonight.
Whats up with you?"
"Bored as hell. Its been slow for the past few days, and its giving me a
lot of time to think let me tell you."
One of her brothers dark brows raised. Uh oh, something is up.
"Hey, you okay? You and Red arent fighting are you? You two seemed fine when we
moved you in."
"Whoa, no, no, everythings fine there. Its just that Lil is leaving in a
couple of days and---"
"Ah, and so is Jamie?"
"Uh, damn youre quick. How did you know?"
"Ive seen you around her. I can see you love that kid."
Tara smiled into the phone and her voice softened, "Yeah, I do. I havent been
around children in a long time. I miss it."
Jake's other eyebrow shot up.
"T? Whats going on here?" He said worriedly.
There was a few seconds of silence.
"Uh, well, Ive been thinking maybe somewhere down the line of having children
of my own. I mean Im not getting any younger, and Red has been hinting at it,"
she said nervously with a slightly shaking voice. "I think she is the one I want to
start a family with," Tara said quickly.
She swallowed and waited. Where he had been standing before, Jake plopped down on the
couch.
"Whoa, me an Uncle Jake? I wonder. Have you really talked to Red about this?"
"Well, not really anything concrete, but the issue has come up. Dont get me
wrong. I dont mean right away. We just discovered each other, so Im talking
possibly a year down the road."
"Hmm, you know what sis? I say think about it some more and talk it over with Red.
Then go for it. Im behind you."
"You think? The only thing is that I wanna be there for my child everyday. I
wont do her like mom did us. She comes first not after my job not anything."
"Yeah, its a good thing I had you growing up. I dont know what I would
have done otherwise. You really have been thinking about this."
"Oh yeah, I dont want my kid to grow up like we did you know? I was worried
before with everything going on in the world. Why bring a kid in it, but after watching
Lil with Jamie, Im convinced with the right home and love it could turn out
alright."
"Mmm, you know what I say to that sis? Go talk to that woman of yours."
Tara smirked, "Yeah, I was thinking about closing up early anyway. Thanks Jake."
"No problem sis. You listen to my problems and support me on whatever. Its the
least I can do."
Tara grinned into the receiver. "Yeah, speaking of which, how are things going?"
"Oh, what can I say? Im hot again. With the new year comes a whole bunch of
curious people, so Im booked up. So far so good."
"Uh, huh, should have known you would start packing them in again sooner or later.
You know if you still want to go back to school---"
"I know that youll help me out. Its still heavy on my mind. I
havent forgotten about it."
"Good for you."
"Yep, thanks for supporting me. Oh yeah, and thanks for introducing me into your
little clique. Shannon and Wayne are something else. Weve been hanging out a lot,
and they come to most of my shows."
Tara laughed, "I knew those nuts would like you. Im glad you guys are becoming
friends."
"Its nice to have the right friends for once, not backstabbing gossips."
"Yeah, tell me about it."
Tara looked up at the jingle of the doors as a potential customer walked through.
"Hey Jakie, Im gonna have to let you go. Looks like I may have a
customer."
"Okay, T listen, call me and let me know what happens."
"Okay I will."
Hanging up the phone, she gave the man a small smile.
"Can I help you sir?"
The sandy haired man turned to the woman.
"Na, just looking. Always wanted to see a Harley up close and personal. You got some
I can look at?"
Tara rolled her eyes heavenward. 'Great a non-potential customer.' "Sure."
After a long boring hour, the man finally left. The brunette sighed in relief. She drove
her lover's car back in the garage, locked up, and put the closed sign on the door. Home
is where she needed to be.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Gabrielle took a deep breath to steady herself then walked out of the bedroom, heading for
the living room. She could hear the sounds of play between the little girl and her mother.
The older woman had already though of an excuse for her behavior that even sounded lame to
her ears. It was simple. She was upset that the flowers weren't from Tara. Yep, lame it
was. Gabrielle made it into the living room and smiled down at her animated niece, who was
clapping along with the song on TV.
"Hey punkin. You ready to spend the day with Auntie Gabby?"
"Agoo?"
"Uh huh we're going to have some fun together. " Lil looked on at the exchange,
smiling. Gabrielle glanced up at her sister with what she hoped was a sheepish expression.
"Listen Lil, I didn't mean to take my mood out on you earlier. It's just that I was a
little disappointed that the flowers weren't from T."
Lil's eyes raked over her sister's expression. It was a likely story that didn't really
make sense, but it was obvious that she wasn't going to tell what was going on. Biting her
lip, Lil nodded and smiled tremulously.
"Okay Gab, if you say so."
"Thanks, I appreciate this."
Trying desperately to change the subject, the older woman examined her sister's
appearance. She took in the black slacks, beige sweater, and her countenance that seemed
to glow. The look was understated and casual, and it fit her perfectly.
"Oooo, you look nice. All made up. Love the new lipstick. It looks good on you."
"You think so? I thought I would do some experimenting with the color." 'Nice
move Gab, changing the subject.'
"Well, trust me you look good. So, what do you guys have planned?"
"Oh, I 'm gonna go pick her up, and we're gonna have lunch at the same restaurant as
our first date."
"Oh, fancy. How romantic."
"Mmm hmm, then we're gonna go to a matinee. Anna and the King is still
playing, and I've been dying to see it. Then back to her hotel for some chit chat and
dinner later. After that, who knows." Lil wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.
"Ah, sounds like a full day. Lucky you, and I bet it's going to be a full
night." She raised a russet eyebrow and smirked. "Sure you don't want
Larry?"
Lil smiled wickedly, "I'll call and let you know if I need to come pick him up."
Her older sister's mouth snapped shut as she glared. "God, I just some weird pics in
my head." She shook her head. "Eww, I don't want pics of you like that rattling
around in my brain." She shook it harder.
The brunette lightly slapped her sister on the shoulder as the both laughed. Jamie looked
up at the two women and began giggling too, making them laugh harder. After a minute or
so, Lil's mirth tapered. "Okay sis, I'm gonna get out of here." She wrote down a
number on a nearby piece of paper. "Here is the number to the hotel just in case
something happens."
"Okay, okay get out of here will you. We'll be fine. See you tomorrow."
The brunette bent to kiss her daughter and wave bye. In return, Jamie raised a chubby hand
and wave it into the air, slowly, trying to mimic her mother. Lil grinned, "That's my
smart girl." Slinging a small bag over her shoulder, she blew a kiss and was out the
door. The flowers were forgotten.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Steve sighed and watched as another woman left the house. 'I wonder if she's alone now or
if she'll come outside soon?' He studied the other brunette with the same dismissive eyes.
His jaw worked with mounting impatience as he scanned the outside of the house for further
activity. The blond man's heart fluttered when he saw a curtain move to the side. He
snapped up the binoculars quickly hoping to get a peek. He wasn't disappointed. His
breathing hitched as his heart thudded pleasurably against his ribcage. Red gold hair
gleamed in the mid-afternoon sun, taking his breath away. He saw painted lips form into a
smile and felt lightheaded, knowing she was smiling at him. Only for him. Just as suddenly
as she appeared, she retreated. 'So beautiful. All for us.'
Steve made a contented murmur in agreement with the voice. 'We have to see more. Go to
her.' "Yes, yes," he said aloud. Grabbing his camera, he got out of the car and
ran across the quiet street. The man scanned the perimeter for nosey neighbors. Then,
ducking low, he ran briskly to the side of the house and breathed a sigh of relief to see
the curtains pulled back, giving him a clear look inside.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Gabrielle returned to the living room after disposing of the roses in a garbage bag.
Sitting on the couch, she giggled and clapped along with the little girl bouncing in her
lap. She loved spending time alone with Jamie, especially now that they were leaving soon.
Calling before breakfast, their mother had a fit when Lil told her that they were staying
an extra day. She hadn't let her oldest daughter get a word in inch wise when she told her
that she convinced her younger sister to stay. She shook off those thoughts. Looking at
the child did remind her of Lil, but the dark hair and blue eyes made her think of another
brunette also. 'This is what her child would look like if she decides to have children,'
she said to herself. 'She would make a great mother. We would make even greater parents.
God, we need to talk about this T.'
Thinking of her lover brought up feelings of guilt. She had promised not to lie again, but
this wasn't a lie really. 'It was just a way of protecting her from one particularly nasty
chapter in my life. She knows about it, but there is no reason for her to get involved in
something that's not even relevant.' The strawberry blonde refused to admit to herself
that simply having someone to talk to about this would go a long way in alleviating her
growing fear.
She leaned her head against the back of the couch and scrunched her brow. The hairs on the
back of her neck prickled, causing chills to curl down her spine. It was like someone was
watching. She glanced up toward the uncovered window as a precaution. Seeing nothing, her
wariness persisted. Keeping her eye on the window, she turned the TV down and tried to
quiet Jamie, in hopes she could hear if someone was out there.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Steve tried to control his breathing as it came deep and heavy. He didn't want her to see
so soon. He looked down at his camera and checked the film again. She was so beautiful.
Her had to get a few more shots. She seemed so natural with that baby, who he could only
assume belonged to one of the dark haired women. 'That could be our baby. Our family.' He
closed his eyes envisioning a pregnant Gabrielle, round, soft, and vulnerable. Another
picture came. It was one of Gabrielle holding a tiny blonde capped head to her breasts in
an attempt to nurse his son. Her cut off a whimper as arousal shot through his blood,
making him hard and thick.
Opening his eyes, he tried to shake off the mental picture and regain control. The man
scooched over to get a better positioning, wincing a little at the pain of his arousal.
Raising himself to his knees, he peered just over the window sill. Positioning his camera,
he snapped freely, shuddering constantly as his engorged penis refused to deflate. 'She
will be ours soon, and she'll welcome us in every way.' His mouth opened in a silent moan
as he continued to snap picture after picture.
~*~*~
Gabrielle cocked her head to the side, thinking she heard a tiny click. She waited for the
noise again, but it didn't come. Scolding herself mentally, the writer tried to rid
herself of the paranoia. 'He's not here. He's not here,' she told herself over and over
again. Looking down at the playful toddler, she tried to shake off the eerie feeling by
rejoining the play. After a few minutes, her even temper returned, but no enough for her
not to jump at the sound of a car outside. Getting up and placing Jamie on her hip, she
went to look out the front window. A slow smile spread its way across her face upon seeing
the form of her lover unfold herself from the driver's seat of her car.
"Look Jamie, boo boo's coming."
The little girl squealed and smiled, showing pink gums and two small teeth. Opening the
door, Gabrielle grinned at the dark woman.
"What are you doing home?"
Tara bent to give a quick kiss to her lover before responding. "Oh, I don't know. I
got bored so I decided to come home and play?" She smiled toothily as she ruffled
Jamie's hair
"Why by all means, come in and play!"
"Why yes ma'am!"
"Boo boo!" Jamie almost screamed in delight.
Tara took the little girl from her lover's arms and swung her around as she entered
further into the house. The two of them ended up in front of the TV, their favorite place
together. Gabrielle sat on the couch behind them watching, loving, smiling as Tara clapped
and sung along with the Sesame Street theme.
~*~*~
Heat and pain shot through Steve's head and the anger sifted through his veins. His
erection was forgotten. She had kissed her. The voice screamed in his head, feeling the
betrayal. His hands sunk and dug through the soft, cold earth. Was it their baby? He had
seen it on TV. The perversion of it. Sick and unnatural. Leaving him had confused her. she
seduced her at her weakest moment. Bile rose from his belly to his throat, filling his
mouth with sour acid. Where he was smiling before, he could feel the hard set of his chin
as his teeth ground against each other. The grinding added to the throbbing pain in his
head, making dull spots appear before his eyes. He growled inwardly.
The sound slowly forced its way outward turning into a viscous animal snarl of pain, of
betrayal. Hands dug and dug into the soft earth, overturning worms and weeds. The sound in
his head was deep, throaty, and evil. 'Take her. Make her ours in every way. We must do
what we need to do. She belongs to us. We must think.' A quiet calm settled over him. He
knew what he had to do now. Extracting his hands from the soil, he gathered his
belongings. Crawling to the edge of the house past the window, he straightened and walked
slowly to his car.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Caitlin opened the door to the restaurant, letting Lil pass first. The cool blonde was as
chivalrous and courteous as the next person, but as she stood back and watched the woman
proceed her, she admitted to herself a selfish reason for doing it all. She simply liked
watching the young woman glide across the room. It was everything. It was the soft foot
falls that belayed an economy of motion as well as infinite patience. It was the gentle
sway of curvy hips that arced through the air from one side to the other, creating a
seductive dance. It was the swing of round, muscular yet delicate shoulders that signified
confidence and presence of mind. It was the bounce of chestnut curls that released a rich,
sweet scent she had yet to identify at each step and turn. It was all this individually,
in combination, and more that made Caitlin crave this woman, need this woman, give into
this woman.
The blonde licked ruby lips, hoping to retrieve the taste of the brunette still on them.
She closed her eyes, remembering kisses of welcome that had turned to fire as their lips
met, having already been hungry in self-imposed absence. She still tasted the whimper as
tongues danced and lips devoured. As well as, feel smaller hands than her own tracing over
her sensitive scalp. Abruptly, she was yanked from her reverie. Gray eyes looked around
for the disruption then smiled when she saw it.
"You coming or are you gonna stare all day?" Lil asked with dark brows raised
over violet eyes.
Stormy orbs gleamed wickedly as a slow smile formed. "I can do both," she
replied as they walked further into the restaurant, removing their coats.
Strings had been pulled, so the couple received their usual table. After being seated, Lil
busied herself, trying to ignore the intensity in the gray gaze. The depth in them made
her feel naked, exposed, and wanting. Finally, she looked up into the storm, swirling with
emotion. Catt gave her lover a small smile at her acknowledgement of her and began to
speak.
"I'm feeling. . . . rather intense today. I don't mean to rattle you."
Blue met gray as Lil took the larger hand in her own.
"It's not that completely. What I mean is that I didn't want to get lost in them. Do
you understand?"
Catt shook her head.
The younger woman sighed, "Uh, when you look at me like that. I can't control the way
I act. I cant control anything not even my body. It throws me off when we're in public.
I'm not sure I want people to see what you do to me."
The older woman was silent for a moment. Eyes looked downward onto the table. Looking up
again, she spied the waiter coming towards them. As he reached the table, she replied to
her lover's comment.
"Let them see. Let them be jealous. I won't hide you, and I feel too much for you to
keep it inside. . ."
The waiter tried to turn a deaf ear the conversation but failed. Her looked from one woman
to the other, feeling like an intruder. He turned to leave but heard a velvet voice
command him.
"No, stay. Give us just a moment."
He glanced at the women confused. Neither one had looked his way, so he was unsure of
where the command came. Staying in his spot, he continued to observe. The blonde's other
hand covered their already entwined ones, and their gaze never broke. Her could feel the
electricity surrounding the women. It teased him; caressed him; and almost aroused him. He
could see it now, the blonde was about to speak, and he listened to see if the voice was
familiar.
Caitlin traced her lover's wrist with the pad of her thumb, cherishing the pedal soft
skin. If it was possible, Lil watched gray eyes become more luminous. They beckoned her.
Biting her lip, she waited for the sentence started so long ago to be finished. Finally,
it was.
"I love you, and you know what that means coming from me."
"Unable to speak, deep blue flashed in acknowledgement. It was enough for her.
Caitlin turned toward the waiter, who looked remarkably flustered. He peered down at her.
"Uh, w-would you like to know the s-specials ma'am?"
Catt glanced quickly at Lil, noticing the woman's attempt to hide a smile. She followed
suite, thinking the young man would bust a gasket if she did smile.
With the arch of an eyebrow, the older woman asked, "May I?"
"Sure."
"I think we'll be ordering light. How about grill chicken Caesar salad with the
dressing on the side, lightly toasted Tucson bread, Cobb salad with dressing on it, and a
bottle of white zin."
"I-Is that all ma'am?"
The blonde smiled at her lover. "Was that correct?"
Lil grinned back, "To the T."
"Then yes, that will be all."
The waiter nodded. "Thank you ma'am," and walked away.
"You really shouldn't unnerve the help Caitlin." Lil said, amusement shining in
her eyes.
"Just trying to make a point. I think he'll be alright with an extra tip." The
older woman paused to spread the napkin over her lap. "Well, here we are where we
started."
"Yes, it is."
"Do you want to know something?"
"Everything."
Catt smiled sexily. "I knew then, the first time here that you were going to cause a
change in me."
Lil ducked her head, unsuccessfully hiding the blush. She cleared her throat and replied,
"Tara and Gab told me so many things about you, but I just couldn't believe it. I
felt so much then that I could only see and hear you."
"I know the feeling, believe me. I had never had anyone react that way to me before.
So honest. You didn't even try to hide it. It took my breath away. It still does."
Lil studied the other woman in silence, watching as she brought the water glass to her
lips.
"Catt? Can I ask you something?"
"Yes, go ahead."
"When did you know. . . I mean uh how you felt about me?"
Gray eyes flashed back at her over the water glass. She sat the glass down with a muffled
thud.
"That day in my hotel room when we almost made love I suspected, but it was when you
held me while I slept that I knew. I think it's why I couldn't keep my hands off you at
the club."
Lil blushed again, reliving the sights, sounds, and smells of the only time they made
love. "God, it was so intense. I felt like I was being torn apart and re-made."
Caitlin nodded with eyes that darkened with lusty memory.
"I don't think you're far from the truth. We we're both re-made that day. Re-made to
fit and belong to each other."
Lil squeezed the hand under hers in agreement and understanding then removed it as the
waiter returned with their meals.
He wanted to blow out the breath he had been holding when he noticed they weren't talking,
but sweat broke out on his upper lip regardless as the energy around them seemed to
double. Positioning their plates and pouring the wine, he left the table with a new
understanding. The intensity of love between women was an entity by itself.
The lunch was full of secret smiles, touches under the table and laughter as Lil related
some of the antics of her daughter to her lover. They talked about themselves and argued
differing views in art, music, and literature. Hour after hour had passed before Lil
excused herself and headed for the bathroom. Caitlin waited a few short moments and
followed. Lil washed her hands and stared into the mirror, making sure her lipstick was
still decent. Deciding it wasn't, she pulled out the tube and applied some more. Her mind
wondered to Jamie, causing a smile to form, and she wondered if she should call to check
up on her. Caught in her own reverie, she barely heard the door swing open. Looking up
surprised, her face glowed with a smile, realizing who it was.
"Do you want me to wait for you or
?"
Caitlin shook her head no and moved slowly forward. Still not catching on, Lil continued
to apply her lipstick until the form of the tall blonde stopped behind her. The brunette
glanced in the mirror to get a look at the other woman's face. Her hand immediately
stopped it's task when she realized gray was focused totally on her lips. She pressed her
lips together and reached for some paper with a suddenly shaky hand to dabble. The eyes
never left her. Her insides began to sweat with the effort to stay aloof. Although, she
didn't know why she was putting forth the effort in the first place. Perhaps, she just
enjoyed the game of cat and mouse.
Her heart slammed against her chest, making her breathing slightly jittery. Her own eyes
went to the red lips of the other woman in reaction, and she almost moaned out loud seeing
them wet and slightly parted. The syrupy tendrils of arousal moved slowly up her spine,
giving her gooseflesh. She licked her lips self-consciously and watched the gray track the
movement of her tongue. The woman was so close she could feel the increasing body heat and
the imprint of breasts on her back. It was slowly but surely becoming overwhelming. Trying
to break the spell, she spoke.
"Um, okay I'm done. We can----"
She initiated the motion to walk away. Long arms wrapped around her waist from behind,
imprisoning her against the woman's body. Lil whimpered as the damn of arousal broke and
flowed through her body like warm slush. Caitlin cherished the whimper and smiled in
triumph. She DID so love this game of cat and mouse. Watching her fight it tokenly and
then give in whole-heartedly. It was intoxicating as well as arousing. She could feel her
blood heating to a slow boil, moving from the simmer it had been in all day. She had
watched her, wanting to touch her; wanting to hold her; and wanting to hear her. She knew
this wasn't the most appropriate place but to hell with it. To hell with it all. She had
to taste. She had to touch.
The air in the bathroom became heavy and dark with sexual tension, and the start of uneven
breathing. Molding her body perfectly to the one in front of her, Catt leaned in and
purred throatily like a jungle cat in the obliging ear. She felt the shiver and heard the
breathing catch and increase in the chest of her lover. The blonde woman went on, licking
the ridges of said ear and breathing hotly to cool the moist trail. She kissed it and then
whispered huskily, "Do you have any idea what you do to me? Watching you makes me
ache."
Each syllable and the meaning behind each word, shot to Lil's groin, making it swell and
moisten. A little sound of need exited her throat, and hands that were positioned on the
counter top before, now moved to cover the larger hands around her waist. Her breathing
became slow and ragged. She licked her lips and tried to speak. "We can't do this
here. Someone will see."
A sexy growl was the only reply.
Lil whimpered at the sound then cried out at another flick of the tongue. "Oh God,
please."
"Please what? This?"
One elegant hand disengaged itself from around the brunette's waist only to cup her hidden
mound in the palm of it.
"God!" Lil cried out in earnest, trying to control hips that immediately began
to grind against the stimulation with a mind of their own.
Caitlin welcomed the rush of arousal that pooled thick between her legs, leaving her
swollen, throbbing, and making her own breathing hitch and accelerate.
"Tell me you don't want this. Tell me you don't need this," she said
breathlessly.
One strangled word was her answer. "Please!" It was enough to take as an
admission. With one hand firmly in place in her crotch but using the other, Catt turned
the younger woman around to face her. Smaller hands grabbed hold on shoulders to steady
herself, while the free larger hand roved up and down her back. Both heavy lidded and
glassy with need, blue stared into gray. With only a microsecond of hesitation, lips
crushed against each other, releasing twin moans of gratification. Tongues plundered and
fought then moved in synchronicity. The buried hand flexed and caressed causing the
younger woman's hips to jerk and renew their wild movement. Lil groaned raggedly and gave
up trying to steady her shaky legs.
So caught up in each other, they didn't hear the loud laughter as two women entered the
bathroom. There was a loud gasp and an 'oh my God.' Not deterred, Catt slowly ended the
kiss and flexed her hand once more for propriety's sake. Lil shivered and whimpered hotly
into her lover's neck. She was beyond embarrassment only knee deep in want, in need.
Looking up into gray again, she traced a cheek to swollen lips that smiled back at her.
"Let's go," the brunette whispered.
Caitlin nodded. With their arms wrapped around each other for support, they made their way
out the bathroom door. Lil grinned wickedly at the gaped mouth women. "Excuse
us," she said, making their mouths hang open even more. Kissing an ear, Caitlin
remarked, "You my dear are the naughty one." Her voice lowered acknowledging the
arousal she knew still flowed between them. "Come with me to my room. We need to
finish this."
Lil smiled slowly, sexily. "Yes. Now."
Throwing some bills on the table and grabbing their coats, they were out the door,
thanking the Gods that Caitlin had moved to a nearby hotel in town.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Tara closed the door quietly and made her way back to the living room.
"She's down for the count."
"Well, I think the both of us pretty much wore her out," Gabrielle replied.
Tara sat her lanky form on the floor and eased her back to the couch. Looking over her
shoulder, she gestured with her head. "C'mere Red." Spreading her legs, she made
room for the petite woman. Gabrielle scooted and shifted to make herself comfortable.
After she stopped moving, she felt long arms envelope her. She sighed contentedly and
leaned back into the offered shoulder.
"I wish we could do this more often. I love it when you come home early, and I enjoy
spending the day with you just as much as the night."
Tara settled her chin on top of the red-gold head and squeezed the woman in her arms
slightly. "I wish I could too, Red. Who knows, with it being slow like this, I may be
coming home early a lot."
The strawberry blonde frowned in concern. "Is it that bad? Aren't you going to start
hurting financially after a while?"
"Maybe, but we go through this lull every year. It picks up eventually though. So,
I'm not too worried. It's winter right now, but at the start of Spring things will pick
up."
"Jesus, T. That's months away."
"I know baby, but I actually meant during February."
"Oh, okay, but I still can't help but worry about you."
"I know baby."
There was a few minutes of semi-silence filled only with quiet murmurs and sighs. Tara
pursed her lips. 'I should bring up the subject now. It's the perfect time. No
distractions.'
"Hey Red? Can I ask you something?"
"You know you can ask me anything."
"I've had time to do a lot of thinking lately. With Jamie here, I've been wondering.
How do you feel about having kids? I mean really having them?"
Gabrielle's heart leapt then thudded quickly. She turned around and tried to look into sky
blue. Unsuccessful, she changed her position, and ended up straddling the other woman. Now
facing her lover, blue eyes looked down nervously.
"T, look at me." She tilted her head upward with a finger under the chin, and
blue eyes stared back warily. "Are you trying to tell me that you're ready?"
The dark head nodded silently with eyes full of hope. Gabrielle laughed softly.
"You know this is kinda funny because I've been thinking about that too." Soft
moss green eyes stared back at her.
"Oh my God, you're kidding?"
"Nuh uh. I guess with Jamie here for such a long time. It stirred up some
feelings." She blew out a breath, disturbing her bangs. "What I'm trying to say
is. . . that I would love to have a baby with you."
Tara wanted to dance a jig, but she settled for a cheek splitting toothy smile instead.
Gabrielle traced the beautiful features with small, gentle hands.
"I would love to have a child if she's as beautiful as you inside and out."
Hands followed the path of the impending blush. The brunette shook her head.
"No, you are the beautiful one. So beautiful. Here," she touched her heart,
"you helped to make me into the person I am now, and I love you so much for it."
Gabrielle bit her lip against the grin she could feel forming. "I only did what you
let me. You let me into your heart, and you've shown me so much. I had no idea my life was
so empty."
Gazes held and lips descended, whispering across each other as if revealing and telling
secrets. Foreheads touched as the kisses ended.
"Mmm, we have so much to talk about Red."
"Yes, we do."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Steve stared at himself in the mirror. He studied his naked form, overlooking the glassy,
maniacal eyes. "I can give her what she needs. Only me," he said aloud. He
picked up the now dry, newly developed pictures and one by one placed them in front of the
mirror. Pictures of Gabrielle smiling, clapping, dancing, and laughing with the baby. He
studied each one. His confidence growing with each glance. Remembering his vision, his
penis began to grow also. He moaned as he let the vision over take him. She would love
only him. She would come to only him at night so that they could make child after child.
He was young, strong, and knew he could give her what she needed.
His erection elongated as he envisioned a naked Gabrielle under him, calling out his name,
taking in his seed.
Idle hands became active as they stroked erect flesh. He groaned louder. His hips jerking
as they gained momentum. Short minutes later his body tensed, and he screamed as the
pleasure in his loins mingled with the sudden throbbing in his head. His seed spewed over
the pictures, leaving them soggy, sticky. Hands moved from his groin to grab his head.
Pain shot through it, making him feel faint.
Louder and stronger than ever, the voice shouted, 'We will wait. We will watch. We will
take or we will kill!' The man fell to the floor. A high pitched whine escaped his lips
that quickly turned into peels of laughter. Finally, falling over the edge into dark
oblivion.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Tara carried the sleeping Jamie into their bedroom, depositing her snuggled behind her
drowsy Aunt. They had talked until the wee hours of the morning, agreeing on the time
table of at least a year and a half. This would give Tara time to train a part time
manager for her shop, to save money, do some research into how, and decide which of them
would carry the child. Smiling to herself, she got into bed behind her two favorite
females, including them both in her embrace. Gabrielle murmured and covered the hand with
her own.
"Mmm, you think she'll be okay sandwiched between us like this?" She asked
groggily.
"Oh yeah, she should be fine. Neither one of us are big movers."
"Okay, if you says so. Love you. . . Mom."
Tara could hear the smile in her lover's voice and chuckled. "Love you too." She
reached over to set the alarm to ring in a few hours then found her spot wrapped around
them both. Somewhere in between dusk and dawn, they both fell asleep.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Lil opened one eye to look around the unfamiliar room. Momentarily, she forgot where she
was until she tried to stretch that is. She felt a long, lanky body molded to her from
behind. She grinned and opened the other eye, squinting in the dull sunlight, coming from
the curtains. The grin widened, feeling the warm even breath of her lover caress her ears
and throat. She wiggled her body experimentally. It ached pleasurably and hummed at being
filled and touched so thoroughly. Her stomach clenched in delight as the woman behind her
whimpered and held her tighter. Still, slowly, she was able to turn, facing her. With her
heart in her eyes, Lil studied the relaxed features of her lover.
She took in the moistly parted lips and the sleep flushed skin. Never had she seen her
looked more vulnerable. With just one night, she had gotten used to being held and waking
up next to the woman she loved.
She closed her eyes, hoping she could bare their weekend agreement. Opening them, she
raised gentle hands and began to lightly touch the skin that lay in front of her. Catt
moaned lightly as her eyes fluttered open. Gray met blue, sinking into each other. Caitlin
ran her hands through dark curls and kissed the shiny forehead. 'She is so beautiful, and
all mine. Thank you for giving her to me. I will never let her go,' Catt prayed in thanks
to whatever deity was listening.
"Morning, Sparky. Been up long?" She asked in a sleep roughened voice.
Lil smiled, "No, just watching you sleep. This is our first time you know."
"I know. It's the first time for me period. I've never slept with a woman in my arms
before. You made it feel right."
Lil's smile trembled sadly, "As long as I'm the only woman from now on. I know you've
been with a lot of them, but---"
Long, tapered fingers covered her mouth.
"You are the only one that counted. The only one that will ever be. I know because I
feel it right here," she covered her heart.
Two heads leaned in for a kiss. Lips brushed softly and clung. Naked skin touched and
slid.
"Mmm, so sweet. You say the sweetest things."
Drawing back, Catt smirked, "What can I say? You bring it out in me."
"Love you."
"Love y"
The phone rung piercing their moment and the surrounding quiet.
"Ohhh, don't answer that, please." Lil asked pleadingly.
"I have to sweetie. What if it's about Jamie? It's awfully early to be a normal
call."
"Oh God, you're right. Hurry."
Caitlin reached over to pick the phone up from it's cradle. Lil waited and listened. She
leaned in a little to see if she recognized the voice. When she didn't, she moved back not
wanting to intrude. It wasn't about Jamie. Some guy named John was on the line. She heard
things like 'we need you' and 'next flight out.' She watched as Catt diverted the interest
from her asking them if someone named 'Jill' could handle things and that she was just
going to be here one more day. She swallowed as she thought she heard the inevitable
'orders from the big boss,' and by the look of Catt's face, Lil knew she had lost the
battle. The brunette swallowed down the sudden sense of loss.
Caitlin set the phone in the cradle softly.
"FUCK!"
The younger woman flinched.
"You have to go back today don't you?" She asked trying to stop the impending
sob.
"Sparky, I"
"No! It's not enough time! Can't you call them back?" Tears ran freely out the
corners of deep blue.
The older woman's heart stopped. She had never seen a look of such anguish on the other
woman's face, except when she told her to get out. Her heart started again triple time.
'I'm hurting her, and I just realized how much.' The emotions ran rampant inside her,
making her feel uncontrolled like she was flying apart at the seams. She had to get away
from this. This feeling. Closing her eyes, she steeled herself against the look in blue
eyes, and whispered, "I'll be back this weekend. I promise."
She saw the younger woman visibly flinch the second time. Lil tried to swallow the lump in
her throat. 'I have to be strong. We can make this work.' She blinked, and when lashes
raised again, Lil was completely taken back by the dullness in them. She chose to ignore
it.
"Okay, it's better than nothing. When do you have to leave?" The brunette asked
steadily.
"In about four hours. John said he checked and the next flight is at noon. That means
I actually have two hours to pack and get to the airport. Dammit, I still have to return
the rental."
Galvanized into action, Lil answered, "Leave it. I'll take care of that."
She displayed a smile that was shaky at best before leaning over to cover soft lips with
her own. A harsh whimper was torn from the younger woman's throat that ate away at
Caitlin's soul. Lips clung for a moment before the kiss ended. With the same dull eyes,
Lil looked into gray. "Listen, you start packing. I'll go home and get Jamie, so that
we can take you to the airport."
"Sweetie, you don't have to---"
"No, but I want to. Give me this."
The blonde nodded her ascent, and the brunette got up to pad naked into the bathroom. The
air was heavy with words that hadn't been said and feelings that weren't revealed.
~*~*~
Lil drove back to her sister's with a quiet mind and a raging heart. It hurt so bad, but
if this is what she had to do to make this work. She would gladly do anything. Anything.
The good thing was that they would see each other this weekend in her own apartment in her
own bed. No more hotels, and maybe she could spend some quality time getting to know
Jamie. Yes, that was a good thing.
Caitlin threw the clothes angrily around the room. 'You're a self-centered bitch Caitlin.
Just like your mother. You don't deserve her. You just keep hurting her.' She shook her
head. 'No, I love her, and I will find some way to prove it. I will fix this.' Hefting the
large suitcase on the bed, she filled it with the balled up items of clothing. She had to
get ready to go.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Steve was an early riser, especially this morning. He had plans to carry out. He watched
the familiar house in silence with his binoculars, camera, and a new addition. He had the
last item hidden carefully in his jacket. Lights were on, so he assumed the dark haired
pervert would be leaving soon. He giggled gleefully, knowing he would be waiting to take
what he wanted, what he needed. Steve frowned as another car drove up near the house. The
other brunette got out. He had forgotten about her. His breathing deepened in panic. He
had to do this today. They told him so. What was he going to do. 'We must calm down and
watch. You will see.' "Yes, you are right." He waited patiently for the flower
delivery boy. He was going to do the delivering himself today.
Lil rushed in, scaring the other brunette sitting at the table sipping coffee.
"Gees, Lil scare a couple years off me why don't you!"
Tara looked down, making sure there were no coffee stains on her t-shirt.
"Oh, hey I'm sorry. I gotta get Jamie. Catt has to leave in a few hours, and we are
taking her to the airport."
"Huh, I thought you two were leaving on the same day?"
"Yeah, someone from her company called. Apparently, she's needed right away."
Sky blue met violet. Tara saw it. The wild, hurt look swimming in her eyes. This was
tearing the younger woman apart.
"Hey," she said softly, "it's gonna be okay. Just be patient."
Tara reached out grabbing a shaking hand. Lil sobbed and nodded.
"I know, but it's so hard."
She wiped the dripping tears with the back of her other hand.
"Just hang in there."
She gave the other woman a watery smile.
"I am. I really have no choice in the matter." She squeezed the hand holding
hers. "I'd better get ready. Thanks."
"Anytime, you know that. Oh, she's in our bedroom, just go on in. Red, is dead to the
world."
Lil laughed lightly. "Okay, see you later tonight Big Blue."
Lil walked into the bedroom to find an irate blonde with a very active child, crawling all
over her. The younger woman laughed. "Well, I see she got to you early."
Gabrielle glared back. "Unh huh." She grabbed for Jamie who giggled and squirmed
in her hold. "What are you doing here so early?"
"Um, Catt has to leave today. Somebody high up in her office called." Her head
hung.
"Hey, you okay?"
"I will be. It's just gonna take some time. I came to get Jamie, and we're going to
take her to the airport in Indianapolis. I was thinking maybe we'd stay, and do some
looking around. I need to get my mind off things."
"Okay, no problem. So, you're still not leaving until tomorrow then?"
"Yeah, I guess a make a go of it mid-morning or so."
"Okay." Gabrielle moved the giggling toddler toward her mother. "Here, take
your bundle of joy."
"Agoo, ma!" She said happily, causing her mother to smile and her aunt to laugh.
"Yes, Auntie loves you too. She would love you even more if you would go to your
mother so that I could get some sleep."
"Ga!" She said to her mother, who scooped her up in waiting arms. Lil kissed her
on the side of the head. "Hey there honey. Did you have fun last night?"
"Goo?"
The brunette laughed as she headed toward the door, leaving Gabrielle shaking her head and
burrowing into the covers.
Minutes later, Tara walked into the bedroom and pulled the covers back.
"Ugh!"
The other woman laughed softly.
"Come on, Red. I don't get a good bye kiss?"
Green eyes looked up.
"Are your lips warm?"
"Uh huh, just had some of your coffee, so they taste good too."
"Oh? Mmm. C'mere."
Tara leaned in and was greeted with a little growl as the smaller woman sucked in her
bottom lip. Her eyes crossed, and she could feel her body start to melt. She jumped when a
busy little tongue began to trace it. Gabrielle pulled back with a plop and smacked her
lips.
"Mmm, I think I need another taste."
Giving the other woman just enough time for a breath, the younger woman licked and lightly
kissed waiting lips. Tara let a breath out in a whimper, making the strawberry blonde
smile into the kiss. Finally, pulling back slightly, she chuckled at the sight. The older
woman's eyes were closed and breath came quickly from her open mouth. Gabrielle leaned in
again, kissing her on the cheek.
"You were right. Mmm, amaretto."
Blue eyes opened slowly. "You like doing this to me don't you?" She asked
huskily.
She was rewarded with a dazzling smile for an answer.
Tara smiled slowly, saucily. "Remember paybacks my dear. I might be home early, and
I'll drive your car back just in case you need it."
With that, she left the room and was out the door, leaving a grinning strawberry blonde
behind.
~*~*~*~
Steve watched with barely concealed excitement as the tall, dark haired woman exited the
house and folded herself into one of the cars. "Perverted bitch," he whispered
under his breath. "It's okay I'll make her right again." One down, and one more
to go.
~*~*~*~
Lil grabbed the baby bag, hoisting it over one shoulder and had Jamie safely wrapped in
the other arm. She moved silently through the house, not wanting to disturb her sleeping
sister. As she neared the living room, she heard a familiar voice. "See you later
Lil!"
"Okay, " she called back with a smile and made her way out the door.
~*~*~
Steve laughed throatily as the other woman left with the baby in tow. "It's just you
and me now Gabrielle. Not long now." 'Yes, she will be ours soon. One way or the
other.' He joined in with the laughter in his head, welcoming the mind numbing pain. They
were in charge now. He reached deep into his inside pocket, pulling out the gleaming
instrument, tracing it idly with a finger. 'Her heart will be ours.'
~*~*~*~*~
The car was somewhat silent with only the gurgling of the toddler and the slight hum of
the music. Finally, Lil could take it no more.
"Do you know what they're calling you back for?"
Caitlin glanced at her lover surprised that she asked. "Yes, we are in danger of
losing a multi-million dollar account that I procured for the firm a few years ago. They
think I'm the only one who can fix it."
"Mmm, I can understand that. I'm sure you'll convince them. Something tells me you're
a force to be reckoned with."
Catt laughed. "Maybe so. We will see."
"There's a McDonald's up ahead. Do you want to stop for some coffee or something?
Luckily, I had time to feed Jamie before we left, but I'm kinda hungry."
"Okay, sure I could use some coffee and a little food. Had a late night, you
know."
Lil bit her lip and grinned. Once to the window, she ordered a couple of hash browns, two
sausage biscuits, coffees, and a small orange juice. On the highway again, Lil turned
slightly to Catt, "Can you give her this juice? You'll have to watch her though to
make sure she doesn't choke on the straw."
Caitlin put down the coffee she was sipping, having already eaten. "Sure."
Turning around to the toddler, she was rewarded with a toothy grin that she couldn't help
to return. "Here you go J. You want some juice?"
The little girl reached for the cup.
"I'll take that as a yes."
She leaned forward some more to get closer, and watched carefully as the little girl
sucked the juice through the small straw. Lil observed in the mirror.
"She really likes you, you know. I hope you two get the chance to really know each
other. I think we'd both like that."
"I'd like that. Maybe we could go out . . . I mean the three of us one weekend."
"I don't know. It would be hard. Her dad gets her two weekends a month usually. We
just worked something out over Christmas, since he was out of town anyway."
"Oh."
There was an awkward silence again.
"Lil, I know this isn't the best situation, but it's all I can give right now."
'All you're willing to give,' her inner voice whispered. She mentally shook her head.
"Listen, please try to understand. It won't be like this forever. I promise."
'Yeah, just until you push her completely away.'
"I am. I'm trying, but you have to realize how hard this is for me too. It took so
much out of me to come back to you, and now it feels like I'm losing you again. It just
hurts. Give me some time okay?"
She looked into the blue eyes of the toddler, so much like her mother's.
"Okay." 'Idiot.'
Lil turned to look at her lover as they pulled into the airport parking lot.
"Why don't you get your bags and go on in? I'll get Jamie and be there in just a few
minutes."
"Okay."
Caitlin got out and hefted one bag over her shoulder then went around to the trunk to get
the two suitcases. A man on the curb was nice enough to rent her a cart to attach the
luggage and push easily. With a look back, making sure her lover was indeed making
progress, she entered the busy airport.
Lil kissed her daughter's head before unbuckling the car seat. "Come on sweetheart,
we have to go say bye to Catt." She bit her lip, trying to hold in the sob. Balancing
the little girl on her hip, she walked through the doors. She saw the beautiful blonde
waiting near a nearby ticket booth.
"Hey , you long time no see," the blonde said smiling.
Lil didn't try to hide her own grin. "Mmm, so whatcha doing up here?"
"Oh, I have to exchange the ticket for an earlier flight. They're getting ready to
board in fifteen minutes."
"Oh, so soon?" Lil asked disappointment coloring her voice.
"Yes, sorry. I thought we'd have more time."
The conversation was interrupted by the clerk saying Caitlin's name. She gave her the
ticket and told her to hurry. The blonde grabbed her carry on luggage in one hand, wrapped
the two females in the other and ushered them toward the gate. Finally, getting there in
the back of a somewhat long line, they stopped. Caitlin turned to the younger woman.
"I guess we'd better say our byes here."
Gray gazed into the sad blue. The little girl seemed to have taken on her mother's somber
mood. She was quiet.
"Okay," Lil answered.
Caitlin engulfed them both in a hug. Pulling back slightly, she looked down at her lover
and glanced around at the crowd. Not caring, she leaned in for a soft kiss. Her heart
contracted at the whimper she swallowed. She deepened the contact, refusing to end it.
Lips clung. Lil was the one that finally stepped back, wiping at the tears forming in her
eyes. "You need to hurry. Their waiting."
The blonde turned around to see that the line had thinned considerably. Kissing her again
quickly, she whispered, "I love you," trying to ignore the spasm of her heart at
the tears falling unchecked. Bending down, she ruffled the small curly, dark head and
kissed Jamie on the cheek. "Love you both."
With one last smile, she turned and disappeared out into the airfield.
"Love you too," she said as she licked the tears from the sides of her mouth.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Gabrielle stretched and headed for the kitchen. She definitely needed a caffeine fix,
especially since she needed to get some work done today. She groaned groggily and headed
for the ringing doorbell instead. Not bothering to look into the peephole, she jerked the
door open. Her heart stopped and into her stomach. Steve grinned back at her holding the
pink roses. Frozen to the spot, her eyes raked over him, noting the glazed look in his
eyes. Blood thundered in her ears, and she didn't even try to hide the panic she was sure
was showing on her face. His smile got bigger, and he started to giggle like a school boy.
Handing her the flowers, he spoke.
"You know you belong to me not her. She can't give you what you need."
Her brain jump started. He had been here all along, watching. The realization galvanized
her into action. She tried to push the door closed and screamed when a strong hand reached
out beating her to it, swinging the it open instead. Turning quickly, she headed toward
the phone by the couch. Her feet moved as if they were in water, slow and clumsy. Sheer
terror fueled her heart, beating out of her chest. The breath burned in her lungs. She
seemed like she had been running forever, never getting any closer. Like the dream where
the devil chases you, she could hear his breathing in her ear as well as his steps closing
in. Diving for the small in table, she hit the floor face down instead. Pain made her cry
out, and she felt the wet, stickiness of blood come from her nose. A vice like grip held
her ankle. She kicked out, trying to release it.
His grip got tighter, and she felt the delicate bones of her ankle grind and throb. She
kicked on, finally connecting with soft flesh. He growled in pain. Suddenly, she felt whip
like burns on the backs of her legs and heard the whooshing of something moving through
the air with force. He reared his arm back and continued to whip her with the roses. He
licked his bloodied lips with joy upon seeing the bloody welts starting to form on the
soft flesh. Gabrielle jerked her legs upward, trying to escape the pain. She whimpered as
it continued and increased in intensity. She felt the lanky, muscular body moving upward,
covering her. He had gotten the leeway he needed. Straddling her hips, he threw the roses
to the side and wrapped both hands in red-gold hair. She struggled, bucking her hips like
a wild horse and screaming all the while. The screaming was too much he couldn't
concentrate. Pulling her head back, he slammed it once, twice, three times to the floor
until she was quite.
'She's ours now.'
Gabrielle could feel the radiating pain burst throughout her head as well as the rough
carpet under her. Her head felt heavy. She moaned and made a move to touch it, coming away
with a hand sprinkled with blood. She whimpered as she opened her eyes to look around.
'This had to be a dream. A really bad dream.' It wasn't she saw him sitting on the couch
as she laid against the wall. 'How could have I had been so wrong? I saw it in his eyes at
the bookstore, the lack of connection to reality. Now, no one knows. God, please don't let
Tara come home early. Take me if you have to, but please leave her be. It's my fault. My
fault!' She told herself. She moved cautiously, trying not to draw attention. She could
see him sitting there, mumbling to himself.
'We should take her now. Not wait for the dark haired one. But, we must possess her and
get the stench of that woman off her. Fill her with our seed, our baby.' Steve rocked back
and forth, letting the pain take over. With the pain came the voices with instructions and
knowledge. They always knew what to do. 'If she resists, use the weapon. Use it to give
her what she needs to get what we want. Her heart.' He laughed. "Yes, yes."
Turning his head, he looked over the still form, but saw the green eyes flash.
"I know you're awake. Don't try to trick me."
Gabrielle swallowed. The man was insane that much was sure. She was probably going to die
today that was a possibility, but she didn't want to revel in his madness. Therefore, she
remained quiet.
"Why did you leave me? She seduced you didn't she? She knew you were vulnerable
without me, and she seduced you. Didn't she!?" He screamed.
Getting up, he walked toward he menacingly, stopping just in front. She whimpered as she
tried to move. Her head was so heavy.
"Answer me!"
She watched in horror as his leg moved back. Then she knew nothing but blackness.
~*~*~*~*~*~*
Lil felt as though she had been driving around for hours, going into store after store in
an attempt to ease her mind. In actuality, only an hour or so had passed. She turned up
the radio as another love song filtered through the airways and peered through the mirror
at Jamie who was steadily nodding off. She scowled as the song was interrupted by a news
report.
We are interrupting this broadcast for a breaking news report. Flight 281 Delta
Airlines has crashed near the Akron area in Ohio. I repeat. Flight 281, Delta Airlines,
heading for Philadelphia, Atlantic City, and New York has crashed. No one appears to have
survived, although rescue crews are still working. We will be updating the public when
further information is available. We now return to the Jake and Jimmy Show.
Lil felt ice enter her veins, numbing her to the outside world. 'It had to be a mistake.
It had to be. Wasn't that her flight? I can't lose her this way.' "Oh, God no, "
she cried as the pain flashed through like wildfire, taking her senses. The road was a
blur. She pulled over, sucking in lung fulls of air as her body was racked with wrenching
sobs.
"Ohgodohgodohgod," it was too much. Her hands shook over the steering wheel. She
leaned her head against it and tried to think. Gabrielle would know what to do. I have to
get back there. Sniffing for a few minutes, she steeled herself against the pain and drove
on with a sleeping Jamie oblivious to the turmoil of her mother.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Tara winced as she picked up a particularly heavy tool. She couldn't complain too much.
She finally had work today, and it was bound to keep her busy for the bulk of the day.
'Well, so much for going home early and exacting some payback,' she murmured to herself,
'but there's always the night.' She smiled toothily and began to whistle as she thought
about last night.
They were going to be a family. She couldn't believe it. She had to call and tell Jake
soon. With her thoughts about babies, her mind turned to Lil , Jamie, and Catt. 'God, I
hope it works out for them. They've been through too much for it to fall apart now.' She
sighed. 'I'm sure gonna miss little bit. We'll have to go pay them a visit every once in a
while.'
Caitlin blew out a breath, disturbing the immaculate bangs. She hated bus stations, but
she needed to get back quickly, not wanting to go here and there for the next plane. With
one bold move, things had changed. She smiled remembering the strangled sound of Perry's
voice when she asked if their were executive positions open in Chicago. 'Yes, and why,' he
had asked. She answered that she wanted to be transferred effective immediately. She could
hear him choking as he started to beg. "It's finale Perry. Do this as a favor. I need
this," she had said softly.
The older man heard something in her voice he hadn't before a pleading note, letting him
know she was human after all. He knew it was either this or lose one of his best.
"Alright, Jill will have to handle the Dorfmans. I'll set up a meeting with Tim in a
couple of days. I'm sure he'll be glad to have you, but you know you may not get that
position you wanted for a while."
"I don't care. Something more important came up."
With that, she had hung up the phone and changed her life. She would give up her condo and
change her life just for her, just to be with her. It was the dull look in the blue eyes
that did it. She couldn't hurt her anymore. She had to learn to accept that this woman was
her weakness and her strength. Hearing the announcement over the loud speaker, she grabbed
her things and headed for the proper gate. "Three more hours baby. Boy, are you going
to be surprised."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Gabrielle slowly opened her eyes. The pain was intense. She wanted to cry. She slowly
moved her aching head and fought against the darkness. She saw him standing there not far
away, waiting. He walked over to her.
"I've been waiting for you. I mean to make you mine. One way or the other."
He reached down and pulled her up. She cried out in pain and swallowed down the nausea.
Pinning her against the wall, he removed the robe, leaving her clad in a t-shirt. She
winced on the inside, and her psyche screamed at the invasion sure to come. 'Don't let him
touch what doesn't belong to him. Don't let him make something beautiful you learned to
share with Tara into a nightmare!' Her conscious screamed. Her body listened. With
adrenaline induced strength, she kicked her legs and swung her hands outward, hoping to
connect with flesh and hoping to get away.
He growled as some of the punches connected. She was fighting. 'Show her. Take her!'
Banging her against the wall with one hand, he pulled out the large, sharp blade, showing
it to her. Arousal pooled in his blood. Gabrielle whimpered and felt the fight slowly
leave her. He laughed and spit in her face. "You're mine!"
Stepping back, he spun her around to face the wall, holding the knife to her throat.
Assuming that she was scared stiff, he unbuttoned his pants with one hand then twist and
tore her panties with the same one. His erection thickened at the urging of the voices.
'We have her now.' Gabrielle swallowed as the blade sliced lightly into her skin. Panic
flared through her at the feel of her underwear being removed. Her hands trembled against
the wall. Fear made tears fall, stinging the cuts on her face with the saltiness, and bile
rose in her throat at the feel of his engorged penis in the small of her back. She cried
out in pain, in fear, not wanting to give in. Pictures flashed through her mind, pictures
of Tara, Lil, and Jamie. They would find her like this. Violated, lifeless, bloody.
She was sure he meant to kill her now. There would be no children. She wouldn't feel the
strong arms around her anymore. She wouldn't feel her anymore. She cried out again. This
time in anger. He was taking her away from everything she loved, everything she cherished.
The anger boiled through her blood, replacing the fear and the pain. She couldn't let this
happen. She just couldn't. Reaching down deep in the well of reserves, in her soul, she
raised her hand and wrapped it around the blade at her throat. Grasping it, she felt it
cut through layers of skin.
She didn't notice the burn or the drip of blood. She heard a gasp and felt his grip
loosen, and with her other arm, she elbowed him deep into the stomach. Hearing a dramatic
oof, she got a better grip on the knife and yanked it away. He stumbled back, giving her
the room to turn around. Anger grew, seething through her body and making her shake.
She studied him for a second. Still seeing the glazed look in his eyes, she saw something
else. Fear. He stumbled back. Gabrielle followed. The knife loomed above her head
menacingly. He would take nothing from her today, and he wouldn't ever again. Blood roared
in her ears and her mind continued to flash pictures of the ones she loved. In slow motion
as if time was teetering to a stop, the knife plunged suddenly, ending up in the middle of
his chest. She felt the blade pass through bone and mash into organs. The strawberry
blonde did not hear the scream reverberating against the walls. All she saw was him
falling onto the floor, grasping at his chest.
She watched on detached as the life drained from his body. His last broken murmur was,
"We
mine." Time righted itself as the lifeless eyes stared toward the
ceiling. Gabrielle could feel the tears coming again. Backing up, her back stopped against
the wall, and she slid to the floor. Her body throbbed with one pain after another, but a
calm settled over her. She had won. She had protected what was hers. The tears still came,
and she was so tired. She pillowed her head into her arms crossed over legs and allowed
the sobs to rack her battered body.
~*~*~*~*~*~
The back of Tara's neck tingled, and a chill settled over her spine, taking her breath
away. She shook her head in an effort to clear it, but the feeling wouldn't go away.
Something was wrong. She felt it. She grabbed the phone on the garage wall and dialed her
home number. It rang and rang until the voice mail picked up. Wiping her hands, she
grabbed her keys from the peg and locked the door. The sense of foreboding increased.
Jumping into her car, she sped off in the direction of home.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Lil turned onto her sister's street. The numbness went all the way to her fingertips. She
had heard the announcement again. It was true. She was gone. Just like that. She had to
pull over twice to throw up after the second announcement. Now, pulling into her sister's
driveway, she felt nothing except numb. She detached her still sleeping daughter from the
car seat and headed into the house. Opening the door, the sharp smell of copper hit her
nose. She scrunched it up and looked down. Blood. Lots of it littered the carpet. Scanning
the room, she spotted the bloody face of a woman looking up at her. 'No, it can't be. It
couldn't be Gabrielle.' Softly the woman said her name. Thrust into action, she ran over
to the woman, kneeling down, touching her.
"Oh, God Gabs, what happened here." A bloody hand pointed toward the dead man on
the floor. Lil covered her mouth and stared at the knife sticking out of his chest. She
turned back to her sister, seeing the so much blood. "Are you alright, Gab? Gab? Talk
to me!"
Green eyes looked up at her and a smile formed despite it all. "No, I'm bleeding all
over the place. Can you call the police and an ambulance please. My hands. . ." she
said softly.
Lil nodded and hugged her now awake and whimpering daughter to her. Her hands shook as
fresh tears fell from her eyes. This was too much. Catt's gone and Gabrielle is hurt. Her
mind threatened to shut down completely, but the woman on the floor needed her. The girl
clinging to her needed her. She swallowed and dialed 911.
Tara pulled up to ambulance and police cars surrounding their house. Panic flared through
her body making her jittery. She jumped out of the car and ran for the door. A burly cop
stopped her. "Let me the fuck go! I live here! Gabrielle! Where are you baby!?"
The small woman peered around the EMT trying to stop the blood flow from her hands.
"In here," she called out as loud as she could.
It was loud enough. Tara broke away from the man and ran in. She scanned the room and saw
Lil first, rocking Jamie, trying to quiet her. Blue connected with blue, and Tara noted
the completely desolate look in eyes darker than her own. 'Oh, God, what has happened?'
She said to herself. She heard a familiar voice again, small and weak, and saw a battered
face peek from around a man's legs. "Over here, T."
Long legs followed the voice, then stopped short when she saw the battered face. Anger
thick and sour bleed through her. She swallowed it down for the moment, kneeling in front
of her lover. She touched her face with gentle hands. "Baby, are you okay? Who did
this to you?"
"Calm down, T. I'm fine. It's over." She pointed with a shaky finger. "He
did this."
Tara turned her head and couldn't control the gasp that came for her mouth. Police
surrounded the body, taking notes.
"It's that guy. The one that gave me the creeps."
"Oh god baby, why?"
Tears fell from the green eyes. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I thought I could
handle it. He seemed so harmless."
Tara leaned in and kissed an unbruised spot on her lover's forehead.
"Shh, it's okay now. Everything will be okay." Bile rose in her throat as guilt
took over the anger. She wasn't here to protect her. She wasn't here. Tara vaguely heard
the front door open again, but she did hear Lil's scream. She turned and found her in
Catt's embrace. She looked back at Gabrielle for understanding. The other woman looked
just as confused.
Lil sucked in a breath and hiccuped. "They said. . . you. . . the plane
crashed."
"Shhh, I know I just heard. I got here as soon as I could. Took the bus. I'm so
sorry, and you know if I'd known I would have called."
"What. . .what are you doing here?"
Catt smiled. "I now work in Chicago."
Lil screamed again as the tears flowed freely. Caitlin held them both close, soothing the
simpering child. She looked around the room. "What the hell happened here?"
Hours later, the four women remained at the hospital. Three in the waiting room and one in
a bed, staying overnight. By that time, they had all exchanged stories. It was a day that
could have turned into great tragedy, but ended with four women closer together than ever.
Lil sighed and took her hand from her lover's. She placed a hand on Tara's shoulder.
"I'm gonna go call mom and tell her what happened before she hears it on the news. I
need to call Mrs. Tibidault too. I need to know how Jamie is doing."
Tara nodded and Catt watched her walk away. They looked at each other. "God, what a
day," the blonde whispered.
Tara shook her head. "Tell me about it."
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