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okay, they get a little worn, but hey
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VIOLENCE WARNING: There is violence (come on
its the Conqueror). The nature of the story is not nearly as dark as some Conqueror
fiction, but its essence is still the slave / master relationship that exists
between Xena & Gabrielle.
TIMELINE: My own making. Xena is the Lord,
Conqueror of Greece, but she is almost forty-five years old when she meets the slave,
Gabrielle. Many of Xenas evil ways have been sedated, but not all. I call this Xena
the thinking womans Conqueror. She is a woman who wants to try to do the
right thing, but doesnt always know how.
SEX: Yes, Ill have some, thank you. Ooops! I mean, yes there is. It is our favorite
two Soulmates, after all. Its not gratuitous, but it is quite explicit when it gets
going. This story shows consensual as well as non-consenting love (master/slave), sex and
yes, even some light bdsm between two adult females.
HIGH ANGST WARNING: I was threatened within an
inch of my life if I didnt start putting this disclaimer on some (all?) of my work.
I will henceforth rate the angst content with sad faces, one being the lowest and four
being the highest. This story earns: L L
(2 sad faces for those without TT Fonts)
UNDERAGE WARNING: Hey, the Supreme Court said in Reno v. American Civil Liberties Union (1997) that
laws against making available, online, certain indecent materials for those
under 18 was unconstitutional
look it up! Besides, this is perfectly
decent. J
I only know
how others feel about my stories from feedback. Let me know what you think...homophobes
need not apply, however. Im at: Devlin@xenafan.com
**Special thanks to Jim Kuntz for his permission in using any Lion of Amphipolis references.
The Conqueror Series
Tale One: Journeys End
By LJ Maas
Ayah!
I yelled out, raising my sword up and over my head to block the attack at my back, pushing
the metal blade away from my body.
Hey,
youre supposed to be watching out for me back there! I shouted to Atrius.
I could see
that my Captain was having difficulties of his own and I tried to keep from laughing at
our predicament. We were old enough to have sired any one of the young men and women who
surrounded us, but we were doing a damn good job at not getting our butts kicked too
badly. Atrius was currently battling against two female soldiers, whose swordplay I would
have stopped to admire, had I not been otherwise engaged.
Look,
its a little hard to build up a lot of sympathy for you right now. Atrius
panted. Frankly, youre on your own Conqueror! he added, taking a wicked
right boot to the jaw, then making the future officer pay dearly for it.
I laughed
and continued on, finally feeling my years as fatigue set into my muscles. Although I knew
I would pay dearly for this over-exertion tomorrow, I was actually enjoying myself at this
moment. Above all else, I was a warrior, and although I rarely admitted it, nearly nothing
pleased me as much as a good fight.
I worked
with two swords, thrusting with a short blade, while parrying blow after blow with my long
sword. I kicked out to my left side, not seeing yet feeling my booted foot sink into soft
flesh. At the same time, I heard a grunt and a whoosh of air being forcibly expelled from
a set of lungs. A young soldier fell into my peripheral vision, sinking to his knees.
The recruits
finally realized they needed to work together. This was the whole reason for Atrius and I
putting our bodies through this agony. Officers in training tended to be an arrogant,
often immature lot. This little exercise taught them that you had a better chance at
victory if you worked with your men. Suddenly two and three of them started banding
together for their attacks, and before I could avoid it, I felt my legs swept out from
under me.
When my back
hit the ground, the impact caused me to lose my short sword, while at the same time; a
kick to my hand knocked the other blade a few feet away. The young man smiled in victory,
I would tell him later why that was his undoing. I was on my back, trying to regain my
breath when he raised his sword in both hands to bring the blade down to my throat. One
can only hope in these types of situations that adrenaline doesnt get the better of
the young recruit, and he does indeed, stop the downward motion of his sword, before it
pierces your skin. I watched his style and form as the blade came at me, instantly
assessing where his weakness lay.
I clapped my
hand together, trapping the flat of the blade in between my palms. I moved quickly, before
the young man even knew what was happening. With all the strength I could muster in my
arms and shoulders, I pushed back and upward sharply. The hilt of his sword came speeding
back up at him and cracked him under the chin.
I flipped
his sword around, grabbing the hilt, and with just enough spring left in my legs, I jumped
up from the ground. The man was still staggering backwards and my jaw tightened in
empathy. His whole face probably felt like one huge, exposed nerve as blood spilled from
the gash across his chin. I would be surprised if he hadnt bitten the tip of his
tongue off. Dropping to a bent knee squat, I swept one of my long legs into his feet and
he toppled to the ground.
One-two-three
times, I twirled the broadsword in my hand, screaming out a blood curdling battle cry. The
fallen mans eyes went wide as the blade came down, aiming for his head. At the last
heartbeat, I veered right, sinking the blade into the soft turf, barely a hair away from
the soldiers ear. My chest heaved with the exertion, adrenaline pumping throughout
my system, and then there were the cheers. The other recruits stood back and applauded.
I
immediately motioned for a healer to attend to the fallen boy. As they lead his unsteady
figure from the field, he paused in front of me. I wiped my mouth of the water I downed
from a nearby waterskin and took the boys arm. He smiled, displaying a missing tooth
and a bloody grin.
It was
an honor, Lord Conqueror. Everything they say about you is true; you are a mighty warrior.
I thought I had you, though. The young officer shook his head, looking perplexed.
I squeezed
his forearm and congratulated him. You came close, young man. Never let your
opponent see the fact that you know youve won. I saw that look in your eyes when you
raised your sword. The thought of defeat made me try harder.
Aye,
Lord Conqueror. He smiled a little shakily, and was taken off the practice field.
The
remaining officers gathered around Atrius and I, and we gave a critique of their
performance. Thats when I heard it and it made my blood run cold.
*********************
Gabrielle
spent a few candlemarks writing in her scrolls after the Conqueror left her, to attend
business elsewhere. The young slave already knew when she saw Nicos, what the news was
about. She knew, as every other slave in the palace did, her Lords clever plan to
catch the headman, Demetri. Most free men and women werent like her master. They
treated slaves like chattel, property to be ignored until it was needed. Because of this,
they spoke freely before their slaves, never realizing that intelligent human beings
resided within the body of one held in thralldom. Slaves knew more about what was going on
in this palace than the Conqueror herself. Gabrielle already knew that Demetri fled. The
young woman experienced a jumble of feelings regarding this.
The truth
of that mans actions struck this small slave for very personal reasons, but she
never told anyone. Why bother? She was a slave after all, the Lord Conquerors
slave
well cherished, but a slave nonetheless.
The small blonde now walked the familiar hall on the way to Anyas rooms. She thought about belonging to Xena and all that she so recently came to know of the Conquerors feelings for her. Gabrielle dared not tell her master how hopelessly in love she was with her. For a moment, when they were alone in their room, however, she felt certain that Xena was about to declare that very thing.
Gods, am I losing my mind? Xena the Conqueror, as beautiful as
she is, would never fall for the likes of me
Would she? Besides, arent you
forgetting that youre her slave?
Gabrielles
thoughts carried her to last evening. She wept so hard, but when Xena could not profess
her feelings, the young slave felt it would be wrong, if not actually dangerous, for her
to make the first admission. If the Conqueror were never able to confess to those
feelings, then Gabrielle would indeed be committed to a lonely life. Loving and being
loved, but never able to speak the words
Gabrielle dreamed, her whole lifetime, of
someone saying those words to her. She knew that whatever course Xena chose for their
relationship, she would serve and love the Conqueror gladly.
Often her
dreams turned prophetic, never in exactly the same way, but since she was a young girl,
she would gather snippets from her time in Morpheus realm, that would occur in her
waking moments. Sometimes, many seasons passed in between the visions, but since she
entered the palace, here in Corinth, she began having the most confusing revelations.
Never before had she received a premonition from an object, but that happened too. She
dreamed the gentleness of this woman, known as the Conqueror, the attentiveness. Gabrielle
recently saw Xena proclaim her love to her as they lay together, but being it hadnt
happened, she now questioned the reliability of her dreams. One nightmare, in particular,
frightened her beyond imagination. She dismissed it as Morpheus disturbing her sleep, but
the disconcerting scenario was repeated on the day she held Xenas dagger in her
hands. Carrying the blade to her master, Gabrielle saw her nightmare again, this time
played out in lurid detail in her minds eye. She saw Xena, her back facing the small
slave, suddenly turn, and thrust the dagger toward the blondes throat.
Gabrielle
shook off the memories of that mental picture. Right now, she was the happiest she could
ever remember being. Xena was very good to her, and the tall woman admitted that there was
more between them than merely the relationship involving a master and a slave. Xena made
the small blondes hopes and dreams come true by giving her the materials, and
allowing her the freedom to write. Perhaps, in time, Gabrielle mused, she could persuade
the Conqueror herself, to tell of her own life. Xenas greatest gift hadnt been
material, in Gabrielles estimation. The finest present was to give Gabrielle a sense
of herself. Some would call it confidence, even pride, but whatever it was, the young
slave enjoyed the feeling that she was worth something, if only to her rather
uncommunicative master.
The young
slaves deliberations occupied her attention so completely, that she never saw the
figure that blocked her path, until she nearly ran into him.
Ahhh,
the Conquerors whore.
The voice
stopped Gabrielle in her tracks. She raised a terrified gaze to the man in her path. Her
eyes darted throughout the expanse of the hall, as if to find someone who might help her. Athena,
please dont let me die
not yet
not when Im so close.
No
sense looking for assistance, my pretty whore
youll find none willing to help
you here.
Gabrielle
observed the look in Demetris eyes. Shed seen that look before, a combination
of madness and mirth, a volatile mix. Again, she looked around, searching her mind for a
way out, even a way to appease. She was so close to Xena. The open-air columns on the
second floor led out to a parapet that ran the length of the palace wall. She could hear
the sounds of the village and the soldiers training on the field, just below.
Before
she had a chance to make a move, Demetri reached out and grabbed her by the throat,
squeezing until Gabrielle began to gasp for air, clawing at his hand. He released his
handhold, twirling the girl around, and pulling her against his chest. He pressed his
groin into her backside suggestively.
Im
going to make you mine now, little slave. He leered.
Gabrielle
squeezed her eyes shut tight. Men like this had taken her before, but it only hurt for a
short time and then it was over. If she gave Demetri what he wanted, perhaps that was all
he would do. She felt the man pawing at her chest, trying to pull open the blouse she
wore. It wasnt the rough touch; shed felt worse, or the idea of being taken
against her will; that happened before, too. It was the fire that unexpectedly permeated
her entire being. The feeling that this was wrong.
Suddenly,
Gabrielle felt the burning come from within. It was like a warmth that started with a
little spark, until it was a roaring blaze. She tried to give in and let this happen,
tried to separate her mind from her body until the humiliation passed. She
couldnt. From somewhere far off she heard a voice begin to go along with that fire
in her belly. The voice told her that she didnt have to accept this fate; she
didnt deserve to be treated this way. She was, after all the personal slave to the
Lord Conqueror. It was happening so quickly, but soon the tiny voice inside turned into
Xenas voice. The things Xena said
taught her
Let me make this clear, Gabrielle. You belong to
me
The next time someone
anyone makes advances
touches you in any
way, I want you to scream, kick, fight, anything you need to do to get my attention. Then
Ill deal with the situation. Do you understand, Gabrielle
Thats
right, Gabrielle, you belong to me
Dont you know how to fight back!?
The words
Xena said to her swirled about her head in a jumble, phrases, and snatches of conversation
that were burned into her memory. Finally, the young slave felt the fire explode into
indignation. She did belong to Xena
to Xena and no one else. No one else had this
right!
No!
Gabrielle sank her elbow into Demetris ribs and the man released his hold on her
arm.
The
suddenness of the action, especially coming from this slave, caught the man completely by
surprise. He grunted as the elbow caught him sharply a second time.
Kicking
back with her heel, Gabrielle felt her foot make contact with his shin. Demetri howled in
pain, completely loosing the girl in his grasp. Gabrielle didnt wait, she ran
directly for the outside wall.
She could
feel how close Demetri was and she could see that the outside wall was coming to an end. She was running out of territory
when at last she looked up across the palace courtyard. There, on the training field, Xena
stood with her soldiers. Realizing the penalty for what she had in mind, Gabrielle knew it
was either certain punishment, or death at Demetris hands. Just as Gabrielle made it
to the end of the wall, Demetri was behind her, his arm around her waist pulling her back
inside. Her hands refused to let go of the stone ledge, as she cried out with everything
that was in her.
Xeeennnnaaa! The high-pitched scream echoed off the surrounding walls.
*********************
The sound
chilled my bones, and when I looked toward the source of it, I saw Gabrielle leaning over
the parapet, Demetri grabbing her and pulling her inside the palace.
I was moving
at a dead run before the last echo faded away. I heard the oath Atrius muttered before
catching up to me, followed by our class of recruits. All rational thought left me. I
couldnt think or swear; all I could focus on was reaching Gabrielle. I took the
stairs three and four at a time on my way up to the second floor.
Demetri was
there, cut off by soldiers at the other end of the hall. Suddenly, nearly every soldier in
the palace was converging at this point and that worried me. My former headman held
Gabrielle to him, a dagger at her throat. If I didnt get some of these soldiers to
back off, Demetri might just kill Gabrielle for the fun of it.
With a quick
motion of my hand, we all slowed up, Demetri turning this way and that, Gabrielle
struggling against his hold. That rather surprised me, but I guessed that I taught her
well. Left with no place else to go, Demetri eventually felt his back against the stone
wall. He inched along, until he was in front of a large wooden door, trying the latch to
find it secured from the other side.
You
cant escape, Demetri. I said evenly. Might as well as do this as
painlessly as possible. Release the girl. I continued in a calm voice.
Oh no,
Lord Conqueror
he began and I saw the glazed over look of lunacy written in
his eyes. You get to watch her bleed to death, first.
I watched as
he pressed the tip of the blade against her slightly, puncturing the skin. A slow, thin
line of blood made its way from just under Gabrielles chin, trickling down her neck,
and into the cleavage hidden below her ripped blouse. She winced, and when she looked up
at me, I saw the fear in her eyes.
I never had
the time to fight the beast back. All of a sudden, it was there, my darkness all around
me, consuming and controlling my actions. The blood on Gabrielles neck and the torn
state of her clothing sent me spiraling into that abyss. Only this time a very miniscule
part of me remained. I would need to be detached, even frigid, to pull this off. I would
need all my wits about me, to outwit a madman.
Again, with
my hand, I motioned to Atrius, who immediately began whispering instructions. It could
only be I, no one else. If I were to save this woman, the only one to ever capture my
heart, I would need to gamble with her life. And so, I pushed the last bit of Xena away,
embracing all that I grew to detest about myself.
You
dont honestly believe that Im simply going to let you walk out of here, do
you, Demetri? I asked as I slowly moved forward.
The man
pulled back his hand, exposing Gabrielles neck further. Ill slit her
throat, I swear it!
Forget
about her. I replied, casually dismissing her with a wave of my hand.
Youre the one Im talking about. So, you kill the slave, look around
you. I paused as he did just that. How do you think it feels to be skinned
alive, Demetri? I asked, an evil grin pulling at my lips.
She
means that much to you, eh? He grinned now, thinking I cared so much for the girl; I
would make his death slow and painful.
I
dont give a damn about the fucking slave! I screamed at him. I was now a mere
yard away. You stole from me
ME!
Suddenly he
was confused, I could see it in his eyes. He was wondering if grabbing the girl was a
smart move after all. It was as if I was reading his mind. I knew what path his brain
would take, before he did. Now, he was thinking that this was a ruse. He would test me.
I stood
there, my arms folded against my chest, a malevolent glare burning into him. He raised his
hand and I silently prayed to any Gods I hadnt heartily offended in the last twenty
summers, to keep Gabrielle from too much pain, and for her to forgive me when all of this
was at an end. He slashed the knife quickly across Gabrielles upper arm, where her
blouse had been torn away. The young woman cried out in pain at the four-inch slice, which
began to bleed heavily.
I simply
stood there, every muscle in by body under my command. I didnt even clench my jaw or
change my pattern of breathing
nothing. The beast was as dead to emotion as a corpse
and it had full reign now. I blinked emotionless eyes and saw the mans growing
terror in his own. Yet, he still wasnt sure.
Ill
kill her! He stated, with much less passion than before.
Kill
her then. I responded flatly.
Ill
do it! he was hysterical now and rightly so. He saw it all coming to an end, and
wondered how he miscalculated so badly.
Did
you hear me? I shouted at the top of my voice, turning my back on the madman,
raising my hands into the air for effect. Kill the bitch!
What?
Demetri gasped aloud.
There would
only be this one chance and as I sit here writing about it, I know it sounds as if it took
an eternity to accomplish, but nothing could be further from the truth. It all took but
the blink of an eye. I knew
rather the beast knew what Demetris actions would
be. It was an otherworldly sense, whether an accident at my birth or a curse from the
Gods, I would likely never know.
Demetri
paused for a heartbeat, wondering how his plan had gone so horribly wrong. He lowered the
hand slightly, that held the knife to Gabrielles throat, and it was in that one
heartbeat; that one wrinkle in time, that I realized I had to make my move.
My back still facing the madman, I turned. As I made that turn I brought my hand up to my belt, and with one swift motion, I pulled my ever-present dagger from its resting place. My motion was quick, too fast to stop or to be anticipated by the victim. Since Id had my back facing him, I couldnt be certain of where he stood, I could only sense it. The entire time, I prayed that Gabrielle was as quick as I gave her credit for.
It all
happened in one, seemingly effortless, motion. My weapon hand led the way, and as my body
turned, the dagger headed straight for Gabrielle. Gods, this girl is truly the other
half of my soul, I remember thinking, as she jerked her head to one side, allowing my
blade to plunge into Demetris throat.
His knife
clattered to the stone floor and I could remember using all my might to press the dagger
into his neck. He coughed and gasped, his eyes rolling back into his head, blood
spattering over both Gabrielle and I. I remember my whole body shaking as I continued to
press the blade into him, even though it would go no further. I heard sounds all around
me, but I was caught in the lingering grasp of power. The only thing circling my mind was
that this man tried to take what was mine.
I sensed a
hand on my arm, and felt a growl rumbling up through my chest.
Gabrielle,
no! I heard my Captains voice, but the hand around my forearm squeezed.
The hand
moved to my face and I heard the soft voice. Xena? Xena?
Those soft
fingers were pulling at my chin and I tensed my jaw, fighting the feeling. I gave up and
the hand managed to turn my face. Finally, my eyes pulled into focus, as if seeing this
vision for the very first time. Deep green eyes drew me in and held me there, while I felt
my fingers being pried away from the hilt of my dagger.
Gabrielle.
I managed to say, receiving a small smile of acknowledgement.
I
didnt care what it looked like. I grabbed the woman, wrapping my arms tightly around
her. As she pulled me away, I looked back and saw Demetris body, suspended in death,
impaled against the wooden door by my dagger.
I nodded to
Atrius, who seemed to have the most incredulous expression on his face. Send for the
healer. I said, remembering Gabrielles arm, then I pulled her with me, walking
back to our rooms.
*********************
I began to
feel it the moment I held her in my arms, the twitching sensation in the muscles, the
searing warmth that flowed from my belly, settling between my legs. I could feel the
pattern of my breathing change and the moment we were in the privacy of our rooms, I
pressed myself against her.
Gabrielle
leaned back against the door and I kissed her. It wasnt like any kiss wed
shared yet. It was powerful and urgent, rough and intensely raw. I could feel
Gabrielles hand at my back, holding the bunched up cloth of my shirt, tightly in her
fist. I had only one desire, one focus, and when I paused for a heartbeat to let my brain
catch up with my libido, I knew the sensation for what it was; battle lust.
Gods,
its been so very long since I felt anything like this! I realized it was because
I hadnt fought with a passion for anything in so long, hadnt struggled in
battle, risked my life, for anything I truly wanted or believed it was my manifest destiny
to have and own. This was what the darkness always called up in me. No matter how hard I
tried, I was never able to fight off the demon when it came to satiating its lust after a
battle.
Gabrielles
body tensed against me, and all at once, her head turned from my lips, her arms pushing
against me.
Xena,
I love you! she cried out.
The words
were like a blow and I literally staggered back a step from the weight of the assault.
Gabrielle dropped to her knees and I could hear fear in her voice, fear, and a great
sadness.
Forgive
me, My Lord.
I felt all
the surging ardor and passion drain from my body at once. Dear Gods, who knew? Who
knew that the many seasons I spent suffering, trying to control my dark side, how was I to
know that the cure was in this small slave at my feet? The rush of adrenaline quieted and
I felt the beast retreat into nothing.
Forgive
you for saying it
or for feeling it? I asked in a very weak voice.
She lowered
her head even further, most certainly expecting a swift punishment, which she seemed sure
would be forthcoming.
For
feeling it, My Lord.
I stood
there for a few moments, almost unwilling to believe her answer. I slowly knelt down and
pulled her upright, taking more care for her injured arm than I did earlier. I held her in
my arms for a moment and lightly kissed her forehead.
Gabrielle,
I thought I told you to call me Xena. I said gently, smiling down at her.
She made an
attempt to smile back at me, but I knew there was only one thing I could say that would
ease her fears. It was the one and only thing I knew for certain in this life.
I pulled her
closer, brushing my cheek against the soft texture of her hair. I love you,
Gabrielle, I whispered to her. With all my heart, I love you.
If Id
ever hoped to look into the face of an angel, my wish came true when I pulled away
slightly. Gabrielles face was the vision of joy, her green eyes with a new added
sparkle.
I quickly
turned from any thoughts of sex, to the simple desire to be close to Gabrielle. I brought
her into the bedchamber, carefully using a damp cloth to wipe away the blood that was
spattered across her face. I helped her to remove her clothes and change into her robe,
and then I set about cleaning the wound on her arm. A pounding on the outer door
interrupted my actions.
Enter.
I shouted loud enough to be heard into the other room.
The young
palace guard, Aristes, entered the room. He stopped at the open door to the bedchamber,
probably amazed at me kneeling in front of Gabrielle, attending to her wound.
Captain
Atrius wishes to know if you need any assistance here, Lord Conqueror.
I do
as a matter of fact. Where is Kuros? I asked about my healer.
He is
attending to Lord Demetri, Lord Conqueror.
When I stood
up, I could see that Aristes was backing up, preparing for what was sure to come.
Attending
to Demetri? Fuck him, hes beyond help! Tell him to get his butt in here, this is
where the live patient is! My voice grew louder as I advanced on the young man.
Aristes
scrambled from the room and I returned to Gabrielle, a scowl on my face as I kneeled
before her once again.
Xena
Gabrielles uninjured arm reached out and she laid a hand against my cheek.
Im all right.
I grinned in
embarrassment. I know. I turned my face to place a kiss in the palm of her
hand.
Lord
Conqueror
I heard Kuros voice behind me.
Her
arm, I motioned the small man into the room. From a blade. I explained
shortly.
We settled
Gabrielle against some cushions on the bed and the healer carefully examined the wound.
Yes, it does look as though stitches are in order. He looked up at me
expectantly.
Well,
I motioned him on with my hands, get on with it.
I knew why
he asked that way. People didnt always bother with giving medical treatment to
slaves. It was oftentimes easier and cheaper, in the end, to buy another healthy slave,
than to treat a sick or injured one.
I paced the
room nervously, while every one of Gabrielles murmurs of pain, brought me over to
the bed to watch. I hated to admit it, but seeing Gabrielle like this frightened me. It
showed me just how quickly it could all disappear. The last time I walked over to stand
behind the healer, I must have inadvertently nudged him with my knee. I heard his
exasperated sigh right before he glanced up at me.
I muttered
something unintelligible and moved away again, until I heard Gabrielles small cry. I
leaned over Kuros shoulder to get a look at what he was doing.
Lord
Conqueror! the small man finally gave up and paused.
What?
I tried to say innocently.
Would
the Lord Conqueror mind getting out of my light? He said rather forcefully.
Touchy
touchy
I said softly, but I think they both heard me.
Xena,
please come over here. Gabrielle asked, indicating the other side of the bed.
She held out
her hand and I took it in both of my own, carefully sitting on the other side of the bed.
I watched the tiny, precise stitches being placed in her skin and remembered how much it
stung. It made me happy, however, to think that Kuros thought enough of Gabrielle to place
the type of sutures that would leave the smallest scar.
It
hurts, doesnt it? I asked gently.
Actually,
I can hardly feel it since Kuros put the ointment on. She replied.
What
ointment? I looked to the healer for the answer.
It
temporarily deadens the area to the touch. I use it for children, and beautiful young
women. The older man graced Gabrielle with a fatherly smile.
You
have an ointment that does this? I arched an eyebrow about as high up as it would
go, glaring over at the man. Why didnt you ever use that on me?
Well,
you are a warrior, Lord Conqueror, and frankly, it is extremely difficult to make. If I
used it every time you needed stitches, thered be none left at all.
Look,
Kuros--
Xena?
Gabrielle interrupted.
My demeanor
changed instantly. Yes, Gabrielle
can I do something for you
get you
something?
Xena,
would you do something for me if I asked?
Of
course, love, I paused and kissed the hand that I still held in both of mine.
Promise?
Yes,
I chuckled at her questions. All you have to do is ask.
Okay.
Would you go wait in the other room until Im finished? Gabrielle asked so
sincerely, it took me a couple of heartbeats to realize she was serious.
I could feel
the muscles in my face falling and suddenly I felt like a scolded child. Okay.
Ill do it for you, I carefully reached up and brushed the golden bangs from
her forehead, placing a gentle kiss there. But, I am not doing it for him. I
jerked a thumb in my healers direction.
Gabrielle
giggled and squeezed my hand and I thought; to be on the receiving end of that, I
didnt care if Kuros thought I was completely whipped. I didnt even care if he
spread that bit of gossip through the whole palace.
I rose to do
as Gabrielle asked, pausing in the doorway that separated the bedchamber from the outer
room. I turned back one more time.
You
might need something, are you sure you want me to--
Yes!
they both said in unison.
I tried to
muster as much dignity as I could, straightening myself up and walking into the other
room.
I
never get ointment. I grumbled under my breath.
*********************
We
look like a pair of bookends. I said in jest, to the young woman sitting in front of
me in the large tub.
I indicated
our arms; mine, already with a healing scar, Gabrielles stitches on the opposite
arm. She smiled, but I could see the weariness in her eyes. We decided on lingering in the
bath once the cleaning and hair washing was complete. I pulled Gabrielles back
against my chest
Be
careful not to get your arm too wet. I cautioned.
You
take good care of me. Gabrielle replied, leaning against my shoulder.
I
didnt do such a good job today. I responded.
Gabrielle
turned slightly, until she could see the expression on my face. I think she honestly
wanted to know if I was teasing or not. It was no joke to me.
Xena,
you saved my life today.
Gabrielle,
it was because of me that you were put in jeopardy in the first place. I fear that
loving me, it wont be the last time. I answered, gently stroking her beautiful
face.
Its
a price Im willing to pay
if youll allow me, she added, capturing
my hand within her own, and raising it slowly to her lips.
I reached in
and replaced my hand with my lips. Gods, so soft. The tender kiss lingered on, becoming
two, then three. Who would have thought that mere gentleness could arouse such passion? I
would never have dreamed it possible for me, to ever be so completely sated by such caring
and compassionate lovemaking. That is until Gabrielle.
I do
love you, Gabrielle. I whispered, kissing her once again. I want to show you
how much. Would that be all right with you? I asked at last.
Gabrielle
nodded her head and I easily lifted her as I stood, stepping from the bath. We took turns
drying one another off, and then I scooped the small woman into my arms again.
Xena,
she laughed, I can walk.
Yes,
but this feels so much better. I answered with a lopsided grin.
Mmmm,
yes it does, she replied, immediately pressing her lips against my neck.
I placed Gabrielle down on the large bed, stretching the length of my body out next to her, running my fingertips along her skin, the entire measure of her beautiful body, stopping to tease and stroke the areas I knew brought her pleasure. Gabrielle arched her body into the touch, closing her eyes, trusting me to pleasure her for a change. When I bent my head down to brush my lips against her own, I let my body press into her, beginning to wonder whose pleasure this was for.
Gods,
you feel so good. I continued the lazy caress, letting my fingers wander lower.
My lips
moved along her jaw, down to her neck, and back up to her ear, where I nipped and sucked
on a perfect earlobe. Sliding my hand up along her ribcage, I cupped the underside of her
breast and brushed my thumb across the nipple, the flesh hardening quickly under the easy
touch.
Xena...
She said in a heavy breath, and I was thrilled to hear my name, in as close to a moan, as
Gabrielle ever uttered.
I positioned
my body over Gabrielle's, easing my weight on top of her, but resting the majority of my
body weight on my elbows and arms. Gabrielle pressed her body up against me and I moaned
aloud for the both of us. Once again, I lowered my head, taking Gabrielle's lips with my
own, savoring the taste of the young woman. I slowly slid my tongue across the
womans bottom lip; simply as a promise of what pleasures, I could offer her with
that tongue. When I pulled away, Gabrielle's hands reached up, entangling themselves in my
damp hair, luring me in to another passionate kiss.
Ah,
ah, ah
I smiled, disentangling myself from the small womans embrace.
Gabrielle looked confused until I brought her arms over her head, carefully avoiding the
injured area, and wrapped her fingers under the wooden headboard. Remember,
love
if you let go, Ill stop. I smiled down at her.
She smiled and I moved down along her neck, using my lips, tongue, and even teeth to lead me along her throat. I couldnt help but be pleased at the rapidly beating pulse there.
I want
everyone to know you belong to me, I growled, pulling that tender flesh into my
mouth, sucking long and hard.
Gabrielle
gasped, Oh Gods, yes! She cried out.
The sound of
Gabrielles passion surprised both of us. I grinned up at her. So, I take it
that means you like it?
She nodded,
her face flushed pink in a combination of desire and embarrassment.
I began to gently tease, my fingers brushing across her erect nipples. I kissed her breast, all around the hard point, not yet letting more than my warm breath touch the pebbled flesh.
Xena
Gabrielle squirmed under my touch.
Is
this what you want, love? I asked.
Without
waiting for an answer, I slowly enclosed one of the hardened nubs into my mouth and
sucked, at first leisurely, working the sensitive flesh over with my tongue, graduating to
a firm sucking. Gabrielle whimpered slightly, unused to verbally expressing herself. Gods,
I could come just listening to the wonderful sounds she was making. Before switching to
the other breast, I leaned up and reached for her mouth, placing a soft kiss there.
You
can be a loud as you want, love. I reassured her.
She took me
at my word when I used my knee to gently spread her legs apart, moving my thigh in against
the warm wetness there.
Gods,
Xena! she groaned.
You're
so wet. I answered, Gods, do you know how good that feels?
I moved downward, my mouth and tongue sliding across the flat plane of Gabrielles stomach, the satiny skin tensing and releasing in anticipation. I spread her legs further apart with a touch of my hand on her inner thighs, settling my shoulders comfortably between them. Breathing deeply, I let my mouth water at the intoxicating scent of Gabrielle's passion, turning my head, first to the right, then to the left, I placed a kiss to the inside of Gabrielle's thighs. My own body shivered in delightful expectation, at the thought of finally tasting this gift that I measured worth more than Sumerian treasure.
I slipped my
hands under Gabrielles hips, pulling her to my eager mouth. I ran my tongue along
the length of her entire sex, feeling her body shiver, her hands clutching the wooden bar
under the headboard tighter.
Gabrielle
spread her legs wider in encouragement, and I simply couldnt hold back any longer, I
buried my tongue deep into that sweetness. Gabrielles hips immediately thrust upward
against my tongue. I let her grind her hips into my mouth for a few short moments, then
gently held them to the bed, spread open for my pleasure, as well as hers.
I allowed my
tongue to roam and explore the delicate folds, delighting in the constant moans of
pleasure coming from Gabrielle. I reveled in the textures and taste of her, feeling her
hips begin to move in a rhythm all their own. I felt my own hips rocking against the
mattress, groaning against the smooth wet flesh in my mouth as my clit rubbed against the
silk sheet.
I began to
easily stroke the hidden nub, now swollen with need. I felt Gabrielles body begin to
tremble uncontrollably, her legs parting wider, and the muscles in her thighs stretched
taut. I slid a single finger inside, then two, gliding repeatedly into Gabrielle's soaking
depths, relentlessly continuing the actions of my tongue on her center.
Gods,
please
more
she gasped out.
I held a
close rein on my own bodys desires, abdominal muscles cramping, to prevent the
explosion I could feel coming. I pressed into Gabrielle with three fingers and her whole
body was trying to thrust against me, in order to achieve her release.
I finally felt her back arch, and I wrapped a strong arm around her out of control hips, burying my face deeper, sucking hard, while my tongue moved rapidly across the swollen nub.
Gabrielle
cried out my name over and over, as waves of release washed through her, contracting
against my fingers inside her, the young woman's body convulsing as a second orgasm
quickly exploded within her. It didnt take much more to release myself after hearing
Gabrielle scream in passion for the first time. We both collapsed, the last vestiges of
any energy, draining from our fatigued muscles.
As Gabrielle
lay spent, I eventually crawled up and kissed her tenderly, pulling her into my embrace.
Gabrielle nuzzled my neck, seemingly unable to speak. She tried a couple of times, but
finally gave up.
I chuckled,
pulling the sheet up over us. I know, my love
I know. I answered her
unspoken emotion.
Encouraging
her into a comfortable position, I smiled and thanked any Gods who were still in my life,
when I heard Gabrielles sleepy voice whisper against my chest.
I love
you, Xena.
To be continued in Chapter 16: Calm Was The Day