Disclaimer: All the characters of in this story are of my own creation. Any physical
resemblance the people in this story may have to real people is coincidental and no
infringement on anyones rights is intended.
Subtext Disclaimer: This story contains references to physical relationships between
consenting adults, who may happen to be of the same sex. If this offends you, or you are
under 18 years of age, or you reside in an area where this type of material is illegal,
read no more. There is plenty of general fanfic out there for you. Go find it.
Paradise Series #6.
Storyline: Hustle, bustle and headaches abound on a fictional Caribbean island as a
recently, nearly completed resort is brought to life and we follow the lives of the people
who are trying to make it happen. In the middle of it all is a closer look at two
strangers, two women, who are thrown together by outside forces and struggle to contend
with the problems they will have to share if the Paradise Beachside Resort is to open on
time, and their own emotions as strange happenings make them question themselves, and each
other.
Please send any comments to asdease1@gte.net
Enjoy, I hope.
WELCOME TO PARADISE
Chapter six
Written by FlyBigD
The tropical breeze floated in from the sea and time went on its merry way unnoticed as an
eternity took place between two souls locked together in a single gaze. Contented and
curious, their eyes searched and flirted with each other, but never strayed as the
gentlest of explorations moved at will over smooth softness warmed by the suns rays.
The moment tarried as Teddy abided in it, her questions on hold, her thoughts on the
fringe of her perception and her fingertips gliding slowly over Hollys back.
Relaxed, content and sated, her desires were met as she gazed as she was gazed upon. In an
intense but satisfied way that didnt make her heart beat faster or halt her
breathing, as if having her dream fulfilled was the most natural thing in the world.
Imbibing in the moment as well, Holly was no less quenched than the woman she looked down
upon. Attaining the closeness she sought, she sought no more as the light sweeps upon her
back only added to the richness she was already enjoying with her own stroking caresses of
Teddys face, neck and shoulders.
As all things go, both good and bad, there is only so much time that can be given to one
moment, no matter how much its survival is yearned for. As a wave cannot be held back from
the shore forever, so the eternal moment shared moved irrevocably onward toward its end,
but it did not go willingly. Fighting her expanding perceptions, Teddy could feel the
outer world infringing on her dream as primal instincts returned to give her an uneasy
feeling. Though sheltered within the confines of the moment, she became aware of where the
moment was taking place and how vulnerable it was to unwanted observation. Exposed to the
sun, the elements and anyone who happened by, it was the latter that gnawed at her
contentment. This is never gonna work. She told herself as the uneasiness grew. Weve
gotta move this someplace else.
The sigh was the first sign Holly received that the moment was ending. The warm breath
brushing against the back of her hand, she watched the peaceful expression change almost
imperceptibly as Teddys focus seemed to become more distant and the light touch on
her back disappeared. Feeling an ache from the absence of all three, she drew back as an
unhappy, worried expression replaced her contented one.
Holly was silent, but her gaze was full of questions and Teddy quickly returned her hand
to the narrow between her shoulders to keep Holly from retreating any further. Although
she was ready to be someplace else, she was less ready than she thought to have Holly
someplace else and with her palm flat, fingers spread, she began to knead the warm skin as
she slowly shook her head. Youre fine. She whispered, adding a
reassuring smile.
Getting two out of the three things back, the body language was right, but there was still
a look to Teddys eyes that kept Holly from being totally convinced nothing was
wrong. What is it? She asked quietly, cupping a tanned cheek.
Teddys smile softened as another sigh escaped her lips. I just remembered
something I need to do, but it can wait.
She wants to leave. Holly thought sadly and removed her hand as she started to sit up.
That didnt come out right. She thought as she put more effort into holding her in
place. Holly, youre fine. Teddy repeated, using a firmer tone in her
voice as well. It isnt important. It can wait. I swear. The last was
spoken quietly and with a hopeful smile. And if anybody shows up, Ill just kill have
to kill them.
The pressure on her back brought Holly to rest on her elbow again with a sigh. Shaking her
head, she spoke with a quiet seriousness. Teddy, you dont have to stay just
for me.
The seriousness spread into Teddys eyes as words welled from deep in her soul and
her other hand came up to cradle Hollys face. Yes, I do. She said as her
thumb followed the line of a sun kissed cheek. Youre whats important to
me. Nothing else matters.
You could have knocked Holly over with a feather as the words sank in and perfect blue,
unwavering, love filled eyes conveyed the rest of the story. Love was an aspect she
hadnt seen before and a prospect she had never conceived, and as the full breadth of
it brought with it a weight upon her soul, she slipped out of Teddys grasp.
Words werent the only thing sinking as Teddy watched the change she had been
dreading, finally begin. Shed laid all her cards on the table in one fell,
unintentional swoop spoken from the heart and now her nightmare was coming true. First
confusion, then doubt, then surprise and as she let Holly pull back, she saw the flicker
of disenchantment in green eyes as they turned away from her. Arms falling to her sides in
desolation again, she stared up at the sky as Holly stood and walked away, then slowly,
her hands came up to cover her face as it contorted in anguish. There were no thoughts of
regret. There were no recriminating curses. There was no hope for recompense. There was no
way to undo what she had done. There was only devastation as Teddy sat up to slump
forward, her head in her hands, resting on her bent knees. A love freshly born that day
lay shattered within her with no one to blame for its destruction but herself. She had
been prepared to live the unrequited life, keeping her love to herself to keep Holly
within her world and be satisfied with never getting a taste of the life she had begun to
dream of, but then it had happened. She had gotten that taste, just when she thought all
was lost and basked in the moment, only to throw it all away, making the loss all the more
painful for having gotten that single taste.
Holly didnt go far. She walked out to the sea until the warm waves lapped at her
ankles and then she stopped to stare out over the water, her eyes unseeing, her mind in
disarray, her arms wrapping themselves around her tightly. Secluded from the outside
world, she sank deeper into the inner one as a voice sounded from within the chaos, asking
if she could have been mistaken. If, perhaps, she had read more into the words and the
look than was actually there. Closing her eyes, she saw the look again as the purity and
honesty in the perfect shade of blue removed any doubts as to the love within it. Clear,
unmistakable and so deep, Holly felt as though she had gazed into Teddys soul and
found it filled with love. A love that didnt go hand in hand with friendship. That
was the other doubt to be dispelled as the vision stayed. The love she had seen was wider
than the kind you give a friend. It hadnt just filled Teddys soul, it had
beamed from it in an all encompassing warmth which Holly could feel still, as she could
still feel Teddys hands upon her skin. An afterglow of the love and the warmth of
the caresses, she turned her head into a palm that was no longer there, to feel again the
closeness she had craved. A new question raised, Holly opened her eyes, to look to the
sea, as she remembered the yearning which had taken her into Teddys embrace. The
desire to be close, the decision to make the move and the peace she had found when she got
there.
Teddy opened her eyes as she slowly lifted her head from her hands. Her gaze fell on the
object of her affection, the woman she loved, the dream she had thrown away who stood no
more than twenty feet in front of her, though the distance seemed like miles after having
been so close. I miss her already. She thought as the pain turned into an ache for what
shed only had for a few minutes at the most, but that was enough. She couldnt
live in ignorant bliss anymore, thriving off her imagination. Shed know what she was
missing from now on and it already hurt. Sure that the damage had finally been done,
hoping that Holly would turn around and say it didnt matter was even too far fetched
for Teddy to come up with, which left her with few delusions about the future. Exile was
certain, or as close to exile as she could get working in the same resort, but it would
feel the same. Watching Holly day after day, knowing there was a gulf between them. One
she couldnt cross. One she shouldnt have crossed in the first place. One she
wouldnt cross again. One that would keep her from a friend and which was half of her
pain. Losing Hollys friendship. It didnt matter that that was young too,
because it didnt feel that way. It never had, but that didnt matter either,
because it was gone. Everything was gone. The friendship, the dream, the closeness, but
not the love. That was the one thing Teddy knew she would never lose.
She sat and watched Holly for a few more minutes, engraving the good memories of the day
into her mind until the stillness and silence started to get uncomfortable, and Teddy
realized her exile had already begun. Her head dropped a notch then, as she dealt with the
first glimpse of what the rest of the days were going to be like. To have her existence
ignored by the woman she wanted, to live on the outside of a life she wanted to be a part
of and to watch while others got to do what she couldnt. Her head lowered again, as
did her eyes and she looked away from Holly to glance at her things. Still stacked neatly
on the edge of her blanket, Teddy didnt have to reach too far to touch them and she
did. Running her fingers over the folded pale yellow blanket, it was warm and smooth like
Holly, which brought a brief smile to her face before she pulled her hand back with a
long, heavy sigh. Thats not mine. She thought sadly and sighed again when it became
time for her to realize it was time for her to go. She had never stayed where she
wasnt welcome and it was obvious she wasnt welcome here anymore, so she would
at least show the common sense and courtesy to leave without making Holly anymore
uncomfortable than she already was. Its the least I can do. She thought as her eyes
strayed to the blonde and the question of or is it popped into her head to
suddenly fill her mind with things she needed to say. Then, as she got to her feet, she
hurriedly tried to put the words in some kind of order, praying her years of winging it as
a bartender would pay off and in case they didnt, she tried to remember how much
money she had in her savings if she ended up getting fired.
Taking a few steps forward, Teddy moved up behind Holly just enough to keep herself from
having to speak too loudly, then stopped well out of arms reach to make sure Holly
didnt feel infringed upon, if that were humanly possible. A couple of deep breaths,
a few solid lines to start out with and she cleared her throat to give laying it all on
the line another shot for the one chance to plead her case against total exile from the
woman she loved. Look, Holly, I uh know youre probably pretty spooked right
now and all, and thats understandable, and Im not going to stay, but I wanted
to say something before I left and all you have to do is listen. She concluded her
opening lines and watched for some sort of reaction from Holly, but didnt see any so
she started the winging it phase with her eyes closed. I meant what I said. You are
important to me and I think you got the rest, but I need for ya to know that I never meant
to hurt you with it. I dont ever wanna hurt you and I didnt plan for this to
happen. I mean, I just figured it out myself, ya know and this is all kinda new to me too.
Ive never been in love before and I guess I just got carried away, but thats
as far as its gonna go. Stated firmly, Teddy opened her eyes. Im
not gonna start stalking ya, or anything. Im not some kind of lesbian leech who
cant control herself and I know youre not gay, so . . .
Holly turned her head to glance over her shoulder with a questioning look, but she
didnt elaborate.
. . . I asked Rolando, okay? Teddy responded to the look and held up her
hands in innocence. I didnt know doodly hoot about your personal life, so I
called him the night you stayed at my house, when you were out on the deck because
Id been getting these weird vibes all day and I didnt know if you were trying
to put the moves on me or what and he said all you had ever dated was guys, then you got
too busy to date, so we figured you werent gay, and dont ask me where Rolando
gets his information from, because I dont know.
Holly lowered her eyes before returning her gaze to the sea.
Anyway. She snapped then paused to take a deep calming breath before she went
on. Anyway, I am gay and I always have been, and yes, I was attracted to you before
I figured out that I was in love with you, but I never intended to act on it, Holly. When
I invited you back to the house, it wasnt to put the moves on ya to try and get you
into bed. . . I was just trying to make up for dumping ya in the mud and have ya help me
pick out some fish. Im not in the conversion business. Im just attracted to
women instead of men, and I wasnt trying to hide that from you, and Im not in
the closet. You know me, Holly. I dont care what people think about me. Its
just that I believe what I do in my private life isnt anybodys business, no
matter if I was gay or not and you know the reason why I keep to myself. It has nothing to
do with my sexual orientation.
Rolando knows. Holly whispered.
Teddy rolled her eyes with a sigh. Yesss, Rolando knows Im gay. He and Maria
both know and hes having a hissy fit because he thinks Im gonna end up with
two pissed blondes on my hands, and I dont even want to think about the field day
Maria is having with this. Throwing her hands in the air, one came down to be put on
her hip, while the other was used to cover her eyes. Why me?
Hissy fit. Pissed. Blonde. Were the three clicks Hollys mind made before her blonde
head came around slowly to stay over her shoulder as her body followed through on a 90
degree turn and the fourth click took place. Barracuda. Jennifer.
Oh, dear God. Why me? Teddy groaned. Closing her eyes as she lowered her hand, she gave
her big, fat, stupid mouth a hard swipe before opening it and her eyes at the same time.
You want Rolandos version or the truth? She sighed in admission.
She didnt want either until she was asked, then she wanted to get it over with
quickly. The truth.
Teddy hesitated a second to take a deep breath, then she began with calm resignation in
her voice. Jennifer and I go back about six years. Weve worked at a couple of
resorts together and about three years ago we started having an intimate relationship. It
wasnt constant, but it lasted around a year and a half and as it turned out, it
meant a lot more to Jenn than it ever did to me. She wanted more and she wasnt happy
when I didnt, but we kept it going for a little while longer until I decided it was
time to move on. Thats when she got really pissed and I transferred to the Piper.
Nobody ever knew about it because thats the thing with gossips. They love telling
everything they know about other peoples business, but theyd rather keep
theres off the front page, no matter how pissed they get. Intending to end
with a shrug, Teddy continued with the explanation when Holly frowned. I didnt
use her, Holly. We both wanted the same thing going into it and shes the one who
changed her mind.
It was short and to the point, and for what it was worth, Holly believed her. It explained
why Jennifer didnt like Teddy, but it left out one important detail. Does she
know you never loved her?
Holly, Jennifer and I were never even friends, really. I never made her any
promises. She explained and got a look that told her to stop beating around the
bush. I dont know. Teddy sighed and shook her head. Maybe she did,
but if she thought that, she got it on her own because I never told her that, Holly. I may
have stayed in the relationship longer than I should have, but I never lied to her. I
never told her I loved her because I didnt love her. Hell, I didnt even like
her most of the time.
Then why? She asked and turned around another step.
I dont know. Because she was there, I guess. Hands going up in the air
again, they came down flop at her sides when Holly gave her another disapproving look.
Thats not what I meant. Look. Yes, she was convenient, Ill admit that,
but there was more to it than that. We had some good times together, when she wasnt
being a royal bitch and we got along pretty good, but I made it clear right off the bat
that I was not looking for a long term relationship and she agreed. If she hadnt, I
never would have gotten involved with her.
Relaxing her arms, Holly folded them across her chest. And now?
Teddy didnt have to think about that one. Holly, if I had never met you, Jenn
would still be out of the picture. Ill work with her and Ill play nice, but if
shes got something else on her mind, shes shit outta luck.
Shes convenient. She commented quietly.
What part of I dont care about Jennifer are you not getting, Holly?
Teddy asked as her hands returned to her hips and an irritated glint entered her gaze.
I am not interested in Jennifer anymore. I was once, but I got over it, big time.
Shes not a player here. Shes not even in the stands, okay? She is not a part
of my life and I plan on keeping it that way. I dont even want her to know where I
live, alright?
Holly frowned in confusion. You had a relationship with her and you never told her
where you live?
She knew where I lived then, but she doesnt know about my house here,
no. Teddy shook her head and pointed over her shoulder in the general direction of
the mountain without looking. Max, my family, Rolando, Maria and their kids are the
only people who know I have a house up there. Bringing her arm down, she held out
her hand to Holly. And you. She said in a softer voice and the hint of a
smile, then her expression changed to an almost pained one. I shared my bed with
her, Holly. I didnt share my dreams.
Jennifers true standing finally registered in Hollys mind, as did her own.
I see. She whispered as she gazed off into the distance at nothing.
Teddy chewed her bottom lip for a few seconds while she tried to figure out if this was
where she was supposed to take her cue to leave, or if there was more she wanted to say.
It was the latter. Look, she started softly, I uh . . . Im not
trying to put anything on you, Holly. How I feel is my problem, not yours and I can deal
with it. I just dont want you to feel uncomfortable, like youve got to watch
your ps and qs around me so I dont get the wrong idea or anything or
have you feel like Im lurking over your shoulder. I wont be. I know
youre never gonna feel the same way I do and I know things arent gonna be the
same, but . . . I . . . I uh . . . I dont have a lot of real friends and I guess I .
. . uh was kinda hoping . . . damn. I dont know what Im trying to say, except
that I like you, Holly. I mean without all the other stuff attached, I just like you, as a
friend and I dont want to lose you like that. I dont have a lot of friends and
I dont cozy up to people, male or female, but youre different. I can talk to
you. I can talk to you without having to cut off every other word . . . I . . . I know
its crazy, because I havent even known you a week yet, but I trust you, Holly.
I dont know why, but I do. I feel comfortable with you around and I think you do
with me, and I dont want that to go away. On a roll, Teddy paused to revisit
her nightmare. But if youre not comfortable with me anymore, dont worry
about it. I uh . . . I can take a hint and its like I said, I wont be
bothering ya. Im pretty good at steering clear of people, ya know. Ive had a
lot of practice at that. Rolando taught me everything he knows. Realizing she was
beginning to ramble, she stopped. Holly, Im sorry if I upset you with all
this. I didnt mean to if I did and you really dont have to say anything. I
know Ive made a mess of things, but I cant say that Im really sorry
about it. I dont know what keeping it inside would have done to me, but I dont
think I wouldve liked lying to you. Feeling a pang, she dropped her head and
shook it. I guess thats been the point all along. I thought I could pretend
like nothing had changed to keep you in my life, but I cant. I cant give you
just a part of me. Id rather live without you, than lie to keep you. With
that, Teddy had said all she wanted to say and then some. Smiling a sad wistful smile, she
turned away to hide the watershed building above her dark lashes and with no response
expected, she took her cue at last.
Once there were no more words for her to hear, Holly listened to her heart. Its quiet
rhythm beat slowly, silencing all but a few questions filling her mind and leaving her
with troubled echoes of Teddys voice. Nothing Teddy had said wasnt felt by
Holly. The regret, the confusion, the angst, the fear, the sorrow, the hope, the loss and
the conviction of the soul. Teddy had spoken honestly from the heart and fought her way
through the clash of emotions to finish where she started. Standing behind the love she
wouldnt deny and ready to pay for her honesty by sacrificing what she wanted most,
and it was the honesty which troubled Holly the most. Although she still wasnt sure
of what she was feeling, as Teddy had gone on, shed been trying to deny what
shed felt before. She no longer wanted to accept the blending of their colors as the
creation of the perfect shade. She didnt want the desire to be close to Teddy to be
real. She didnt want to admit to the contentment Teddy had given her. Holly wanted
to deny it all as a bad dream, or bad tuna fish, or sun stroke, or anything which
wouldnt make it true, but in the end, her heart wouldnt let her lie. Not even
to herself and when Teddy stood by her convictions, she felt her own burn inside her
because she had tried to deny it. Because she wanted to deny it. Because she was afraid of
what it meant if she didnt and in the process she felt something slipping away from
her. Something she couldnt keep if she kept fighting. Something she wasnt
ready to lose. Something she didnt want to lose. Something worth the honesty it was
going to take to keep. Teddy.
Arms still folded across her chest, Holly turned back to the sea to let the blue/green
waters give her the courage she needed to follow her heart. I lied. She said
after a deep breath.
Teddy had her blanket folded on top of her chair by this time and was bent over picking up
her book when Hollys voice made her turn her head. Confused, because she wasnt
sure what she heard and if she had heard what she thought she heard, it wasnt even
close to anything she wouldve expected Holly to say, which quite frankly,
wasnt anything at all. Coming up without her book, she scratched the back of her
neck and took a reluctant step forward. Pardon?
I lied. Holly repeated and closed her eyes. I have a scar. It
wasnt much, but it was a start.
Okay. She thought and was lost for a second until her brain back pedaled far enough to
remember their previous conversation that had lead to a tickle fest. When she did
remember, it didnt help much, because she couldnt understand why Holly was
bringing it up now. That was until Holly bowed her head as she reached behind it to move
her hair away from the back of her neck. Oh, I get it. She wants to show it to me. Oh,
okay. I think. Walking slowly forward, she stretched her own neck upward as she did to try
and see the scar before she got too close to Holly. The maneuver worked part of the way,
because she spotted it while still a few paces away, but as soon as she saw the thin
jagged line, she thought about the pain it would take to cause it and she didnt like
the thought of Holly in pain. So, the madder she got, the closer she got until she was
standing directly behind Holly with a scowl marring her features. A not so thin line now,
it was still jagged and about four inches long with a double row of dots on either side
following it up from the middle of the neck to just inside the hairline where it had been
stitched closed. Absorbed and angry, Teddys hand rose from her side to glide her
thumb over the line. What happened?
She could feel the heat from Teddys body replace that of the sun on her skin and as
the touch turned into a gentle massage, Holly closed her eyes as she slipped effortlessly
into her comfort zone. Rolando wasnt completely right. I did stop dating, but
it wasnt because I got too busy. She sighed a whisper as a deep breath filled
her lungs. I was living with someone when I showed Big Daddy the blue prints for the
Paradise.
Teddys hand never wavered as she began to pray that there was no correlation between
the scar and the story, because if there was . . . if someone had done this to Holly, that
someone was living on borrowed time. Her time. And. She coaxed quietly.
I think he got jealous then or maybe the signs were there before and I was too busy
to see them, but after I was given the project, everything seemed to go downhill. We
started fighting over little things, stupid things and nothing I did seemed to make it any
better. As she spoke, Hollys eyes opened to stare at the water just in front
of her, as if watching the disintegration play out on the waves. He kept saying I
cared more about the project than I did him . . . and I tried to tell him it wasnt
true. I told him it was going to be good for both of us, that wed be able to do the
things wed talked about, but he didnt see it that way. All he cared about was
I was going places and he wasnt. All he had to do was be happy for me and he
couldnt even do that. Trailing off to a whisper, then silence.
Her prayer had gone unanswered and Teddy could feel her rage building rapidly when her
focus suddenly changed from the faceless walking dead man she intended to rip the heart
out of to the woman leaning into her for comfort. Giving all that she had to give the
moment it was requested, she draped one arm around the front of Hollys shoulders and
the other around her waist to pull her closer. Im sorry. She said
softly.
So was I. Holly sighed. Unfolding her arms, she grasped the one around her
shoulders with both hands, clinging to the safety she felt in Teddys arms and
letting the embrace soothe the pain shed been holding onto. I thought I could
have it all. She continued quietly. I thought everything would work itself
out and Id get to keep my dream and the man of my dreams, but he kept getting
angrier because I wouldnt quit the project . . . and when he found out I was the one
in charge, he . . . I guess I should have seen it coming.
And Teddy could feel it coming like a blazing freight train at her soul, but she pushed
the fury back to hold Holly a little bit tighter and wait for the words she never wanted
to hear, but knew she had to. That someone had hurt Holly and she hadnt been there
to stop it. What happened? She asked as she lowered her head to hang it in
sorrow beside Hollys cheek.
Holly shook her head. It was about four months after the project got rolling. He had
been after me not to stay with it and I kept putting off telling him it was my project,
that I was in charge of it, because I didnt want to make things worse than they
already were between us. Then Big Daddy ran a full page ad in the paper with an artists
rendering and my name as the architect and project manager. You know how he is, Teddy. He
likes everybody to be as excited as he is and he didnt know. She explained
quickly, to remove the blame from Big Daddy, then she got quiet again. I guess I
didnt know either . . . until Trent saw the ad. Holly sighed with the memory
of how upset he had gotten and stared at her hands as they tightened around Teddys
arm. Somebody had asked him about the ad at work and he was furious by the time he
came home. Id never seen him that mad before. Id never seen anybody that mad
before . . .
Hollys voice was just above a whisper tearing at Teddys heart like a dull
butcher knife. She didnt want to close her eyes, but she did, as the story unfolded
and she placed her cheek against Hollys neck, to nuzzle it tenderly as every painful
detail played out like a bad dream in her mind.
. . . He threw the paper in my face and asked me what I was trying to do to him. I
didnt know what he was talking about. I mean, I knew they were going to run an ad,
but I thought it wouldnt be for months. We had just gotten the project off the
ground. I hadnt even finished the budget yet . . . and I . . . I didnt know
what to say to him. What could I say? Shrugging in reflection, Holly shook her head
again. I wasnt going to give up the project and I guess . . . I guess I was
tired of having to defend myself by then. I guess I felt if he couldnt be happy for
me, there no sense in putting it off anymore. So I told him everything. I told him how
much I wanted the Paradise, how hard Id worked on the design, how long Id been
waiting to get up the nerve to show it to Big Daddy, how happy Id been when it was
turned over to me, about it being my dream. . . he just stood there and stared at
me. Holly lifted her head and stared at the sea for a moment, then her head fell
back against Teddys shoulder and she closed her eyes. He didnt
care. She said bitterly. It was all about him. It was all about how my success
was going to make him look bad. I couldnt believe it. I couldnt believe that
the man who I thought loved me, who had always told me to go for it was standing right
there telling me to give up my dream, just so he could show his face at work the next day.
I couldnt believe it. I couldnt believe he was that immature, or insecure, or
self centered, or whatever he was to ask me to do that. I thought I knew him. God, I felt
like such a fool. Releasing a heavy sigh at how blind she had been, Holly opened her
eyes as a rueful chuckle followed close behind. Then he told me I had to choose. It
was either him or the project and me, being the fool I was . . . I tried to tell him, one
last time, how important it was to me, and it didnt have to be that way. He
didnt want to hear it. He wasnt interested in what I wanted and the more I
tried to explain, the madder he got, and I . . . I got tired of trying.
There was a sad smile on Hollys lips when she stopped. Feeling the same exhaustion
she had then, her eyes closed again as she sank further into Teddys arms. I
wasnt going to give up my dream for him and I didnt want to fight about it
anymore. So I went upstairs, to get away from the shouting . . . to clear my head and
Trent followed me up there . . . and he just wouldnt stop. He kept telling me what I
was doing to him and giving me ultimatums . . . so I finally told him . . . I told him I
wasnt going to give up the Paradise. I told him how long Id waited for this
chance and I wasnt going to give it to somebody else just to satisfy his ego.
Inside her mind, Holly could see Trents face contort with rage. She could see it
turn a dark crimson as the veins on his temples began to pulsate. I dont think
that was what he wanted to hear.
Teddy felt Hollys body begin to tense. Holly, its okay. Its
over. She whispered, but the tenseness grew. Holly . . .
Standing at the top of the stairs, Holly shook her head at Trent. Im sorry.
Im sorry you think Im doing this to deliberately hurt you, because youre
wrong. Im sorry your ego wont let you be happy for me. Im sorry you
cant understand how much this means to me, but this isnt a project to me,
Trent. Its my dream. Its something Ive wanted since I was a little kid
and Ive worked too hard, and too long, longer than Ive been with you, to make
it happen. This project is mine, Trent and Im not walking away from it . . . not
even if it means losing you. He looked so strange . . . and he . . . he just
stood there for a second . . . staring at me, like . . . like he didnt know who I
was. Then everything seemed to slow down and I . . . I guess I never saw it coming . . . I
just stood there . . . waiting for it to happen . . .
The body within her arms began to tremble. Holding on tightly, Teddy squeezed her eyes
shut as she waited for it to be over. Suddenly Hollys head jerked to the side by the
smallest margin and it felt like every muscle in her body tightened at once.
Its okay. Ive gotcha.
. . . I fell . . . I remember falling . . . down the stairs . . . after he . . .
hit me . . . and I . . . I remember seeing his face . . . it looked the same way . . .
nothing had changed . . . then I felt something hit my head . . . She said and
reached up to touch the back of her neck.
Its okay. Its over, Holly. Its over. Teddy kept whispering
as she cradled Hollys head against her shoulder. Then slowly, ever so slowly, after
forever had passed, Holly began to relax within her embrace. A sigh of relief escaping her
lips, she placed them on a lightly sweat sheened brow and let them linger there until
Hollys hand returned to its place, taking a gentler hold of her forearm.
Pulling away just a bit, her fingers got lost in blonde hair as she looked down to see
green eyes make a watery reappearance. Are you okay?
Holly nodded and settled her head at the base of Teddys neck. Her mind now empty of
the memories, she held onto the present as she shed the last fragments of pain. I
didnt wake up until I was in the hospital. She said in calm reflection.
They kept me almost a week and by the time I got home, Trent had already moved out.
I dont know if he was afraid Id press charges or if he just wanted to put as
much distance between us as possible.
What did you do? Teddy asked solemnly.
I cleaned up the house and called into the office for 30 days personal leave.
Taking a breath, she let it out slowly. I still had the stitches . . . I
didnt want to have to go into work . . . I think I was still in shock.
Teddy closed her eyes. Did he come back?
No. I didnt hear from him for a long time after that . . . it was funny then,
when he did call. She said with a semi-confused expression. While he was
apologizing, he said hed never hit a woman before . . . he didnt like it and
then we started talking about something else, but . . . he never asked to come back. I
dont know why I thought he would and I know I wouldnt have let him . . . but
it was just strange that he never asked. It was like hed made some kind of point and
moved on. Holly mentally shook her head to clear it and continued. Anyway . .
. so did I, I guess and I sold the house while I was on leave. It wasnt too big . .
. I just didnt want to be there anymore and after my leave ran out, I went back to
work.
To build your dream. Teddy smiled.
Hmm. Holly agreed, but without the smile. Drifting into a somber mood, as she
got quiet again, she thought about the events which had led to her revealing that part of
her past. Though shed gotten over the incident with Trent and Trent himself years
before, shed never told anyone about it until now and it served as a reminder of how
secure she felt with Teddy. Within the arms which held her still, the comfort and security
remained, even with the knowledge of how Teddy felt about her. Being held by a woman who
was in love with her, shed found the strength to face a painful part of her life
shed chosen to forget, but never truly released and gained a sense of closure she
hadnt felt before. Yet, in those arms, as one door closed, another one opened,
bringing with it a sense of guilt for allowing herself to be comforted when she
wasnt sure she had anything to give in return. The honesty which put her denial to
rest had not resolved her deeper emotions. The contentment was undeniable and her desire
for closeness hadnt changed, but whether those things translated into something
more, she didnt know. All Holly knew was that she didnt want to lose Teddy,
but just as Teddy wouldnt lie to keep what she had wanted, Holly wouldnt do it
either. Undecided, but unwilling to fall into the trap of selfishness, Holly lifted her
head from Teddys shoulder.
Simply put, Holly wasnt showing any inclination toward wanting to leave, so Teddy
didnt feel the need to let her go. Her arms still holding Holly close to her, she
stood quiet and still, her cheek resting on Hollys forehead as she waited, watching
the waves amble into shore. Thinking about nothing really, Trent, the future dead man who
now had a name, never crossed her mind, nor did the many ways she intended to dismember
his worthless body. Just as the unwanted observers she had been so worried about earlier
didnt give her a single momentary twinge of concern either. The only thing that
mattered was making sure Holly was really alright, because Teddy had discovered, among
many other things today, she did not like it when Holly wasnt alright. Not
even close. Love me, or dont love me, she thought, but nobody better mess with my
puddle buddy. Here she comes. Raising her head as Holly lifted hers, Teddy
didnt move anymore than it took to look down into green eyes. Are you alright?
I mean, really alright? She asked immediately.
There was a short sigh before Holly nodded. Im okay . . . but theres
something I need to tell you. She said as she began to turn. Coming around to face
Teddy, as she was released from the embrace, she reached out to take Teddys hand.
I dont know if Ill ever love you the way you love me . . .
Oops. I forgot about that. Holly, you dont have to say . . . Teddy
interrupted, then got interrupted herself.
Let me finish. You had your say, now its my turn. She said firmly enough
to the desired level of silence from Teddy, who sucked her lips inside her mouth. Starting
over, she took a deep breath first before she began. Teddy, I dont love you
the way you love me and Im not sure I ever will, but I dont want to lose you.
Just hear me out. She added when Teddy started to speak.
Teddy wanted to give her the reassurance she wasnt going to be lost anytime soon,
but she acquiesced to Hollys request with a sigh and a nod. Go on.
Satisfied she wasnt going to have anymore interruptions, Holly continued. The
past couple of days I knew there was something between us, I could feel it, but I
didnt take the time to really look at it until now. Lowering her eyes, she
stared at their combined hands and laced them together. After Trent, I got so caught
up in the project . . . I didnt take the time to do a lot of things. I was so
determined on getting my dream, I never took the time to look around and see if there was
anything else I wanted. Her eyes came back to Teddys then. The Paradise
was all I knew, it was all I did, I didnt need anything else and I knew I
didnt know what I was doing all the time, but I didnt care . . . until you
came along . . . and now I do. Holly took a deep breath, then another as she stared
into Teddys eyes. I need you, Teddy. I need you with me.
Holly, you dont need me. Shaking her head, Teddy smiled and gave
Hollys had a squeeze. Youre doing a great job. Youre almost
finished. You dont need my help to get it done.
Holly shook her head in return. Youre right. I dont need your help. I
just need you . . . to be there for me . . . to be close to me. Letting out an
exhausted sigh, she took a step forward to lay her forehead on Teddys shoulder.
Ive been pushing myself so hard, for so long . . . and its only going to
get worse . . . I dont want to have to do it alone anymore.
Then you wont. Teddy whispered as her arms came up to encircle
Hollys shoulders.
When Teddys arms began to pull her in, Holly pushed them apart and stepped back,
shaking her head at how easy it would be to let herself be held again. No. I
cant let you do this. Not until Im finished. Retreating further, she put
several paces between them.
Teddy didnt want to let go, but she did and fought herself to stay her ground as
Holly openly fretted.
One hand went in the air and the other went around to rub her scar. Teddy, I
dont love you. I feel something and it probably is love, but not that kind of love
and its not fair for me to ask you to be there for me, knowing the way you feel. I
dont want to lose you and for me nothing has changed. I dont feel
uncomfortable around you, I dont think thats possible, but I cant take
advantage of you like this. Not when I cant give you what you want.
Holly. Whoa. Wait a minute. Waving her arms around, Teddy broke in.
Im not asking for anything here, okay? Im in love with you, yea, but
what I said earlier, that was just to make sure you knew how I felt. I wasnt trying
to put any pressure on you.
Its still not fair, Teddy. I cant take, if I cant give. She
said as the other hand was thrown in the air.
Holly, if you need me to be there for you, Im there, alright? Teddy said
with a jab to her breastbone. And Im not going to be there expecting to get
something from you. Thats not how friendships work and if all you need me to be is a
friend, I dont have a problem with that because I dont want to lose you
either.
Teddy. Sighing, she shook her head.
No, now listen to me. Wading deeper into the waves, Teddy put her hands on
Hollys shoulders. I am in love with you. I wasnt lying about that and I
cant change the way I feel, but my love is not an obligation, Holly and I wont
let you turn it into one. You dont feel the same way I do and I know that, and you
probably never will, but thats okay because I can still be your friend, if
youll let me. If you need me, you got me and as long as I know its what you
really want, thats all Ill ever need, and if somewhere down the line you
change your mind . . . Ill just have to shoot Jennifer, because this island is too
damned small for me to hide from two pissed blondes, even though Jennifer
isnt a natural blonde.
Holly didnt want to smile and she didnt. She smirked. I didnt need
to know that. She said with an arched natural blonde eyebrow.
Sorry. Teddy snickered as she took a step to the rear to stand with her hands
behind her back, her feet pigeon toed and an oh so expectant look on her face. Sooo,
wadda ya say? Can I still be your puddle buddy, love and all?
Actions always speak louder than words and Hollys spoke volumes when she didnt
hesitate to silently close the gap Teddy had just created, and enter her comfort zone with
a warm smile.
As a blonde head was laid upon her shoulder, Teddy wrapped its owner up in her arms and
closed her eyes to send a soulful thank you to whatever power had kept her from losing the
woman she loved.
What was to come next was up in the air, but they werent in the mood to discuss the
details of this new phase of their friendship. The silent understanding, which had started
the whole thing rolling, was firmly intact and a mutual Ill figure it out when
I get there attitude eliminated the need for posting no trespassing
signs on their relationship. Enough had been said to last a lifetime and as they gathered
their gear for the walk to the parking lot, there was more bumping of shoulders and smiles
exchanged than words. When the gear was stowed in their respective vehicles, Teddy made a
point of looking for scratch marks on hers while Holly argued the finer points of modern
road construction and paving capabilities, or something to that effect. Then it was time
for them to go their separate ways and Teddy gave her boss a sharp salute, once she had
followed Holly home, and saw her safely to her door.
**********
When Holly got into her office bright and early Monday morning, there were seventeen
messages waiting for her on her voice mail. Thirteen were the standard I need to see
you as soon as you get in Monday messages, which accounted for thirteen of her
sixteen managers, leaving out Jennifer, Teddy and Rolando. Number fifteen was from Bruce,
who was apparently as persuasive as he claimed to be and the other two message were forced
to wait when an excited Holly left them unheard in a rush to find out the status of her
jasmine bushes.
You got the waiver. More of a question than a statement, it was made the
moment Holly stepped into the landscaping trailer.
A self-satisfied Bruce held up the paperwork in his hand. I was bigger than they
were. Did you get somebody to put a hole in the roof?
Holly winced. The roof. I forgot all about it. Closing the door behind her,
she hung her head.
Well, you better get remembering. He told her as he slapped the paperwork down
on his desk. Your bushes are going to be here in two weeks, all six of them and I
need to know how to schedule my guys to build the arbor.
And it was such a nice weekend. She thought with an added disgruntled comment about hating
Mondays. Ill get right on it. Ive got one more person to check with and
I should have an answer for you by the end of the day.
If I have to cancel after all the trouble I went through . . . Bruce eyed her
with the warning.
You wont. I promise. Holly held up her hands. Ill get the hole in
the roof if I have to cut it myself.
Well, if you do . . . dont come looking to borrow any of my equipment.
He told her. You dont have a union card.
Holly stuck her tongue out at him, earning a chuckle from the big man. I dont
know how, but Ill get you. She waggled a finger at him.
Take yourself on outta here. Bruce waved a hand at the finger.
Youve got a hole to get and I want another cup of coffee before have to start
putting my boot up some lazy asses.
In case I forget to say this later, she smiled at him, youre a
pain, but thanks.
Yea, yea. He said as he got up to get a cup of coffee. Just dont
forget that six hundred bucks you owe me.
Thats strange. Holly frowned as she opened the door. I would have
sworn I said sixty. She said with a wide-eyed smirk when he opened his mouth.
Gotcha.
Out! Out of my office! Bruce boomed.
Chuckling her way out the door, Holly made a beeline for the patio bar where she hoped to
find Teddy, her last hope for the hole before she was going to have to resort to buying a
sledge hammer. Thank you, thank you, thank you. She clasped her hands together
when she found the bartender right where she expected her to be.
Sitting at the bar with a cup of coffee in her hand, Teddy looked away from her laptop
when the blonde came rushing in. Wheres the fire?
Holly took the cup from Teddy and set it on the bar, then grabbed the brunettes arm
with both hands. Tell me you know somebody who can put a hole in the roof and have
it finished in thirty days.
Teddy blinked at her. Well, good morning to you, too and that depends on what roof
and how big is the hole?
Relaxing her grip a hair, she glanced at the corner where the hole was supposed to go.
This roof and maybe five by five square. I havent worked out all the
dimensions, yet.
Come again? Teddy stared at her boss. What do you mean this roof? My
roof? Why do you want to put a hole in my roof?
I want to put an arbor in the corner of the bar. Holly said as she backed up
to tug Teddy to her feet. Bruce worked his magic and got me three rose bushes, and
three night blooming jasmine.
Completely lost to begin with, the fog began to lift . . . a little. You want to put
an arbor in my bar? Like the one at my house?
Yes. She nodded and let go of Teddys arm to point to the inside corner
of the ceiling. The bushes are going to need lots of light, so I need someone who
can put a hole in up there and finish it off.
Uh huh. It all began to click and as it did the person in charge of the bar
put her hands on her hips. Alright. I can probably find ya somebody wholl do
the work, but I got a question first.
Whats the question? Holly asked as she turned around to face Teddy.
Teddy stared at the ceiling a moment more, then dropped her eyes to meet a pair of excited
green ones. What are you going to do when it rains? She asked and pointed at
the floor. This is an open air bar. Theres no drain in the floor.
Theres one in the planter. She said, pointing over her shoulder.
You mean the three inch drain meant to handle the run off from the misters those
palms use? Shaking her dark head. No way. One good downpour and this place
will be a tidal pool.
No it wont. The blonde took her turn shaking her head. The floor
is slanted. Thats why theres no drain in it. It doesnt need one.
It doesnt need one. Teddy closed her eyes and scratched her forehead.
Okay, let me rephrase the question. Opening her eyes, her hand returned to her
hip. Instead of putting those bushes outside where they belong, youre going to
put a hole in my roof and whatever rain doesnt make it down the drain is supposed to
run across this slanted floor, through the bar? Is it me or does making the
customer have to wade up to the bar sound like a bad idea to you?
I . . . Holly started to argue, then closed her mouth, pursing her lips.
Do you know anybody who can put a drain in the floor and have it finished in thirty
days?
The brunette with her tips at stake narrowed her eyes. Youve got a stubborn
streak a mile wide, dont ya?
I want that arbor. She answered with a determined expression.
Thats what I thought youd say. Rolling her eyes, Teddy let out a
long sigh as she walked around Holly to give the corner more consideration. After a minute
or two of trying to make it work in her mind, she came to the same conclusion. It was
never going to work, but instead of relating giving up, she began to look around for a
possible alternative which would keep Holly happy and everybodys feet dry.
Whats on the other side of this wall, here? She asked, indicating the
section of exterior wall in front of the planter.
The other side of the wall? The blonde with the burst bubble snapped.
Teddy arched an eyebrow as she turned her unamused gaze Hollys way. Im
trying to get you what you want. You wanna work with me here?
Holly bobbed her head. Unfolding her arms, she joined the bubble buster at the wall.
There shouldnt be anything, but grass. The landscaping for the pool area
doesnt come back this far.
Hmmm, okay. She nodded to herself. Are there any pipes or electrical
conduit running through the wall?
Not this wall, no. All the utility conduits are in the wall behind the bar.
Getting a little curious, she gave the bartender a sideways glance. What do you have
in mind?
Teddy smiled. Ya cut a hole in the wall, here, instead of in the roof and build your
arbor around a small patio on the outside of the bar. With the landscaping between it and
the pool area, and the roses and jasmine growing up the arbor, youd end up with a
small private patio where you can eat your lunch, if you want?
Holly liked the idea. She really liked the idea, but she shook her head at the idea.
Teddy, I cant put in a private patio just for me.
Well. How about we move your desk out here? Altering her original idea.
That way I can shoot spit balls at you between orders.
Gazing up at an all too willing grin, Holly didnt feel bad about shaking her head.
No.
Alright. How bout this? Still smiling, Teddy moved on with the redesign.
How about ya make it big enough for two, maybe three tables and leave it open for
guests and take your chances getting a seat?
The blonde put her imagination to work at visualizing the patio as she stared at the wall.
An elbow resting in a palm, she tapped her bottom lip with an index finger. What
about when it rains? She asked, cocking her eyes Teddys way. How are you
going to keep the rain from coming through the hole in the wall?
Ha! You think youre so slick. The tall brunette shook her finger.
Ya cut the hole no more than five feet wide and leave the two foot overhang on the
roof. With the landscaping and the bushes as protection, and if you put the patio a step
down from the floor of the bar, I wont be needing no galoshes to hand out with paper
umbrellas.
One step behind and back to liking the idea a lot, Holly took two steps forward to put her
hand on the wall. Okay, smarty britches. Smiling as she turned to face the
brunette with all the angles covered. Who do you know who can cut a hole in the
wall, do the finish work and lay the foundation for the patio in thirty days?
Bruce. Teddy flicked her eyebrows. Neat and convenient.
Aha! Ive gotcha. Holly shook her head. Bruce doesnt do
construction work.
Teddys eyebrows went together. Yes, he does.
No he doesnt. She shook her head again. Thats why I was
looking for someone else to put a hole in the roof.
The know it all bartender folded her arms across her chest. If Bruce doesnt do
construction, then why does he have a builders license?
The resort manager stared at the know it all bartender. He doesnt? She
asked in a Im gonna kill him voice.
Yes, he does. Teddy chuckled. Who do you think the Payne is in Franklin
and Payne Construction, Inc you hired to do the structure work for this resort?
Bruce Payne . . . that . . . little . . . lazy bald faced liar. Im gonna kill
him. Holly growled. Do you know the headache I went through trying to find
someone who could put a hole in the roof and have it finished in thirty days?
Ya had that Rolodex a spinning, I bet. Chuckling a little harder.
Wait till I get my hands on him.
Can I watch? This otta be a good match-up.
You can do better than that. You can guard the door so he cant get away.
Ooooo, a ring side seat. My favorite. Whoa! That arm is attached, ya know.
Come on.
**********
Trapped in his own trailer with a hell-bent blonde and a big mouthed brunette, Bruce never
stood a chance. Spitting and sputtering, he tried to tap dance his way out of doing the
job, but Holly was having none of it and with Teddy blocking his escape, the poor
construction contractor who had taken a cushy landscaping job on a tropical island as a
working vacation had to make a few phone calls of his own to round up the equipment he was
going to need to get the job done in thirty days . . . at cost.
**********
Chewing Bruces butt was the most exciting thing to happen Monday. The rest of the
day was the usual grind and to Teddys relief, no one mentioned seeing them together
on the beach the day before. Rolando, the Latin blood hound she expected to sniff
something new in the air was tied up scheduling interviews all day, which left the love
struck bartender alone with her boss and no nosy chaperone to smack her in the back of the
head every time she smiled at Holly. Holly, for her part, seemed to like the arrangement
as well and with the patio project needing a set of blueprints, and a parts list, she used
the reigning authority on roses, jasmine and arbors to help her with the layout.
It looks good, but you need to add another set of posts on either side.
Sitting next to Holly, Teddy pointed at the simulation on the large computer screen.
Youre gonna need more support for the beams on top.
Why? Holly asked. Those are 4x4 posts. They can handle the weight of the
beams.
Yea, when theyre dry and dont have any vines growing on them.
Teddy agreed, then continued. But those beams are gonna get heavy when they get wet
and you add in the weight of the vines, and those things are gonna be bowed like a son of
a gun in a couple of years.
Holly leaned forward in her chair. Switching to 6x6s wont do any good
either. She said to herself.
Nope. She nodded. You could switch to make it more sturdy, which might
be a good idea, but it wont help with the sagging. You need another set of posts for
that.
Hmmm. Her fingers found the keyboard and she looked down to put in the spec
changes. Switch to 6x6 posts and add another set.
How deep did you put the posts for the gazebo? Teddy asked as another problem
popped in her head.
Holly paused to look up. I went by the building code. Theyre set six feet down
in reinforced concrete. Why?
Chewing the inside of her bottom lip, she closed one eye. Where are the main
irrigation lines for the pool landscaping?
Green eyes shot to the screen, then back to the keyboard to change the simulation to an
elevation drawing. Dont do this to me. Typing fast, she added all the
specs for putting in the posts to the layout.
Ummm um um. Now, thats what I call close. Teddy said when the layout for
the patio was overlaid with the one for the irrigation system. You better call Bruce
and have him cancel that back hoe. Hes gonna need a drilling rig to put those posts
in and one hell of an operator to go with it.
Hes gonna kill me for this. Closing her eyes, Holly turned her head and
let if fall on Teddys shoulder. Who do you know who I can trust with a
drilling rig?
Youre never gonna believe it and youre doing the asking. Teddy
chuckled and patted the head on her shoulder.
ABSOLUTELY NOT! The blonde barracuda with the manicured nails shouted to the
rooftops.
Standing on the other side of Jennifers desk with Teddy beside her for moral
support, Holly looked to the brunette for a little more support. Your turn.
Okay, so she passed the buck. Same difference.
Teddy rolled her eyes. Since there was no gentler side to appeal to where Jennifer was
concerned, she took the logical approach. Look, Jenn. Its a one day job, tops
and whats it gonna hurt putting a couple of holes in the ground? You can do it on
the weekend when nobodys here.
And youd be doing me a really big favor. Holly threw in for good
measure.
Jennifer glared at the pair. Not for a million dollars and not in a million
years.
Holly hung her head to confer with her partner. Now what?
Give me five minutes alone with her. Teddy whispered.
Ill be in my office. Holly whispered back and smiled as she left the
room, closing the door behind her.
Forget it, Teddy. Jennifer shook her head. Im not doing it and I
cant believe you told Holly I knew how to run a drilling rig.
What can I say? The subject came up and she asked. Teddy shrugged and took a
seat. Youre the only person with the qualifications she needed.
Youre so full of shit. Disgusted that a forgettable part of her past had
been leaked to her boss, Jennifer got up to pace behind her desk. Youre trying
to make me look bad.
You dont need my help with looking bad, but I dont see how doing a favor
for Holly is going to make you look bad in her eyes. Sticking with the logical
approach. And whats the big hoopla over putting a couple of holes in the
ground anyway? You can run a drilling rig with your eyes closed, Jenn and Holly needs
somebody who can put four twelve inch by six feet deep holes in the ground three inches
away from a water line without breaking it.
Three inches? She asked incredulously. Are you out of your mind? Four
feet of that would be through solid rock and the bit drift on a standard rig is more than
three inches.
Thats the clearance to the main irrigation pipe. Teddy shrugged.
Any further out and there wont be room to put in the other set of posts.
You dont need me, Teddy. Jennifer shook her head. You need a
priest, because thats going to take a miracle.
So, theres no equipment out there that can do the job? The woman with
the ulterior motive asked calmly.
Of course there is, but . . . She stopped to point a deadly finger at Teddy.
Oh, no you dont, Teddy Cooper. I know your tricks. Youre not going to
get me with the just tell me what you need and Ill have it tomorrow
routine. You can go find yourself another sucker. I am not drilling those holes.
Not even if I got you something with a laser guidance system and diamond bits?
Nice try. No.
How about a gift certificate for the manicure parlor of your choice?
No.
Ill wash your Jag.
No.
Ill get you out of having to stock toilet paper with Claire.
Pause. No.
How about . . .
Well? How did it go? Holly asked hesitantly as Teddy flopped down in the chair
across from her. Is she going to do it?
You know, Teddy aimed a finger at the woman she loved, Im
beginning to think youre a lot more trouble than youre worth.
Holly took that as a yes and moaned. What did you have to promise her?
An assistant. Folding her hands across her stomach. Starting tomorrow,
youre down one and I bet you a nickel you cant guess which one of us she
wants.
Closing her eyes, she hung her head. Teddy, you didnt?
I guess I owe you a nickel and you owe me so big, youre not gonna see the
light of day for a month of Sundays.
The low hung blonde head descended to the desk and landed with a thud. It
wasnt supposed to be this complicated. She mumbled into her desk calender.
Getting to her feet, Teddy reached in her pocket and fished through a handful of change to
find a nickel. Slapping it down the the desk, she put the rest of the coins back in her
pocket. Theres your nickel and if you need me, Ill be in my office
trying to hunt down a drilling rig with diamond bits.
Morrision Drilling Equipment. Holly blurted out as her head shot up. Reaching
for her Rolodex, she began flipping through the cards. I dont know why I
didnt think of them earlier. They have diamond bits and they lease equipment.
Finding the card, she pulled it out and handed it to Teddy. Theyre out of
Tampa. Its who we used to get the equipment from to drill the holes for the
stanchions.
Do they have any good operators? Teddy asked hopefully.
Holly shook her head. They lease equipment to oil companies. They dont have
any operators. I asked.
Well, its better than nothing. Looking at the card, she smiled. I
guess maybe Ill keep ya, after all.
Putting the Rolodex down, Holly stood up. Teddy, you dont have to work with
Jennifer. Ill see if I can get the same company we used before. They did a really
good job.
Drilling a twelve foot hole is a lot different than drilling a twelve inch hole,
Holly. Teddy shook her head. As much as I hate to admit it, Jennifer is
probably the only person who can do it without busting that pipe. Her father owned a
precision drilling company in Texas and she learned how to run a rig before she learned
how to tie her shoes.
Hollys shoulders slumped. Nobody else can do it?
Holly, trust me. She sighed. If I could get outta working with Jennifer,
Id be on the phone right now, but its a precision job and shes got the
touch.
Its her touch Im worried about. She said in a serious tone.
I dont think shes over you, Teddy and I dont want you to put
yourself in an uncomfortable situation for my sake. I dont need the arbor that bad.
Its not worth it.
Its worth it to me and dont worry about Jenn. Teddy smiled warmly.
Im as good at handling that barracuda as she is at handling a drilling rig, and,
adding a little more whimsy to her smile, who knows? She might send me packing it
back to you when I start telling her the million and one blonde jokes I know.
Despite how the last bit of information affected her, Holly smiled. Well, make it
quick. She said, tugging on the bottom of Teddys t-shirt.
I will. Ill be back before ya have time to miss me. I promise.
Too late. I already do.
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To be continued.
Thanks for reading.
FlyBigD