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Part One - One effect of a force is to alter the dimensions or shape of the body on which the force acts.
Blue eyes followed the graceful figure weaving its way through the crowded brewery. The crowd had tripled over the past twenty minutes, the start time for the live music nearing. From a purely aesthetic point of view, objectively was the only way Doc ever viewed others, she was absolutely magical. Petite, yet not frail, Doc could tell the woman had sophistication and raw strength.
Doc was there for the music but was mesmerized by how the normal people acted, especially the happy ones. Watching was a form of self torture, but a necessary reality check, as necessary, no doubt, as Doc's own self-imposed isolation. Camaraderie and laughing were for everyone else. Doc's world was so different from theirs, and not even imaginable to be a part of it for more than a few hours, and for those few hours, Doc watched them as if through a window. Even before Doc's life was finally and unceremoniously flushed down the toilet at the age of fourteen, no such easiness existed. But Doc did not want to think about that, ever.
Looking away from the happy blond to finish off the spittle at the bottom of the bottle of Sam Adams dark, Doc tried to focus on what the goal of the night was. Reacquaint oneself on the human level, far from the world of the cell life, mutating DNA, and self-replicating nano machines.
Munching on a handful of a pretzel mix, Doc's gaze returned to the crowd, particularly one mesmerizing blond with an easy smile and faded blue jeans that grabbed the smooth contours of her rounded hips and thighs in all the right places. She wore a sage sleeveless knit sweater cropped enough to let her midriff show when she reached across her table to pull the bowl of pretzels to her. Doc's mouth was a little dry and discovered the fact that the beer bottle had been sucked dry a problem.
There was no sexual interest in the voyeur's intentions. The young woman was in a totally different league, had Doc ever even considered touching a person in a intimate way to be possible.
The young blond, a Coors light in her hand, smiled and laughed with a copper haired, bronze skinned young man, who could have passed for a Kennedy. He had the slim build of a boy recently growing into manhood, slim build, but square shoulders. His curly hair was kept long and carelessly. She could not have been more than twenty-two herself, and that was pushing it. Both wore sandals, her toe nails painted fire engine red, his were not not painted at all . Doc assumed they were more than friends by the way they touched each other. She touched a lot. A hand on the hand, the arm, the thigh, or a flirting touch to the chin. Then there was the way their eyes curled in smiles as they spoke to each other. Most of the time her body bounced as she giggled at the boy-man's entreaties. Then, after some particular remark she threw her head back and laughed loudly clutching her sides. The hearty sound of her laughter reached Doc's ears despite the crowded room, and Doc realized that these were the first sounds from this woman that Doc had personally heard. With eyes closed, Doc wondered if sounds like that could ever be part of the world that Doc lived inside.
"Want another?" The bartender's words sounded harsh compared to the purity of the laughter that Doc had just managed to isolate and visualize as a rounded and perfect sine. A man sitting on the next stool nudged Doc's tanned forearm.
Doc was so dry the words barely came out, "Another of these."
"I'll get this one," the man on the left offered.
"No thanks," Doc quickly responded and pushed three dollars across the bar at the bartender. With the perspiring bottle in hand, Doc slipped off the bar stool and headed toward the pool table, a little closer to where the band was setting up, but still off to the side. Leaning against the wall, Doc watched a group of men playing eightball for twenty bucks. After a few minutes a heavy blues rhythm began to pound the as the band started to play, a woman sang deep, throaty words meant to move the soul.
Doc liked the fact that blues never went out of style, and found it hard to believe there was ever a time when the music did not exist. Jazz and Blues were, in Doc's opinion, the two greatest contributions to the world from the USA, along with rice crispy treats. Of course, Blues gave birth to Rock and Roll, and Doc liked some of that too, but that child was usually concerned with declaring love or moaning about lost love, and Doc could not relate to either situation.
Lost in the music, Doc drained half the bottle of beer and settled back into a comfortable niche of the wall for several songs. The crowd buzzed with conversation at a respectable level. Doc liked the way the young object of earlier attention had turned her chair to watch the band as if at a recital. Her friend pulled his chair next to her, and they sipped their beers and leaned into each other every so often to speak .
The evening was going well, Doc thought, when a woman, dark spiked hair and lily white skin, forced her way through a line of spectators watching the pool competition. She grabbed the arm of the shooter, knocking the cue ball in the process.Then she began to yell at him. Her words were beyond harsh, they were pure obscenities in streams much like the ones Doc crossed in the pen. The man, obviously her old man, rolled his eyes for his buddies and pushed her away from the table. This only made her face redden and her words even more obscene, some even new to Doc.
Doc sighed sadly, hoping the two would take the ruckus outside where it belonged. No one here cared about the fact that he was in her words "a dickless, cheating bastard." Doc did wonder about the contradiction of the statement.
Doc had hedged away from the scene as it escalated. Taking a swig of the beer, Doc moved up to stand at the edge of the tables, next to several bystanders who had turned from the now defunct game, and placed their attention on the band.
But the noise behind grew louder and louder until the music could no longer be heard. .
"What the fuck," Doc muttered becoming angry. Doc hated to be angry because anger led to a lack of control, and then bad things happened, bad things caused by Doc, and then came punishment. Starting that cycle again would suck the life out of Doc once and for all.
Another woman screeched at the man now, and the first woman was crying hysterically, but the expletives continued. A group of angry male voices jumped in with the usual "shut up bitch" gist taking cracks at the women. Doc did not watch it, but could hear, everyone in the room could hear. Some people tried not to look, some gawked. It all made Doc uncomfortable. Doc hated those sounds. It was just like mom and dad, always yelling, screaming, every damn day, almost always about money, the lack thereof. Then finally, on a Tuesday, it ended, mom left while Doc was at school without making any arrangements for Doc o be met by a neighbor or her father. After that there was only silence. Dad held onto his words as closely as he held his pain. Doc was never sure if the silence was any better than the yelling. The silence hurt her just as much.
The unhappy memory disappeared with the sharp crack of a pool cue to the back of Doc's head. Doc watched as half of a broken cue skittered under a nearby table. Doc did not think the cue had hit that hard, but struck hard enough to hurt.
Turning toward the source of the blow, Doc discovered a wide-eyed group watching, waiting for some reaction from the blow's recipient. Luckily for Doc, it appeared it was the blubbering woman who was wielding the weapon, the other half of the cue still in her hands, and her muscle mass no where near as large as her mouth. Her old man had apparently moved to the edge of the crowd directly behind Doc and ducked out of the woman's swing at the most fortunate of times, for him. Blue eyes squinted in irritation more than pain to the belligerent couple while Doc's expert fingers gently prodded the stung and welted skin. Returning fingers were covered with blood.
"Oh shit," the vulgar woman now appeared nervous as Doc stepped toward her and pulled the cue out of her hands. Broad, muscular shoulders and a powerful body honed from sailing the Atlantic alone for a few years in search of peace were poised and ready to strike. The only piece Doc wanted know was of the cue wielding bitch.
Sweat dripped of the black spiky hairline of the woman trembled.
The rest of the arguing had ceased immediately after the first errant whack. In fact, every thing had stopped, the band, the chatter, even the bartender had frozen in mid pour. Doc felt the discomfort of blood trickling down under the gray T-shirt material. She took a deep breath that sounded more like a hiss.
The woman stepped back behind another.
The boyfriend snickered. "I have no objections if you want to kick her ass. Been bitchin at me all day." He offered his pool cue with both hands. His eyes lit with a sadism that was probably aggravated by the booze. The woman was likely drunk as well.
Three years ago Doc would have had one option, pummel them all. Doc knew immediate butt-kicking would feel really good during the during part, but then there would be the guilt and blood to clean up. Or Doc could walk away, an option lacking in the pen because there was no where to walk to. Now, with freedom, Doc could shove off toward the islands, and let the anger dissipate over the next few months. Trying to beat palm trees into toothpicks always made Doc feel better, it just took so damn long. Then there was the fact that Doc could not chance being picked up in a fight and being sent back to hell. Defense or not, cons were not exactly given the benefit of the doubt when bones were broken and breweries were destroyed.
"You okay?" a gentle, feminine voice from behind caught Doc's ear. But Doc fought the impulse to turn to the sound and continued to threaten menacingly with the half cue. No one ever got the best of Doc twice, and Doc still had not decided upon a recourse of action.
"You're bleeding quite heavily, and that's not a good thing to do from the head." A soft hand was on Doc's right forearm.
"Don't touch," Doc hissed, pulling the arm away instinctively. Doc had not heard her own voice of fury for years, and it was obvious control of the situation was fading fast as Doc felt pulled into the darkness of anger.
The woman's offer of help would not be thwarted so easily. She inserted herself between Doc and the spike-haired aggressor. And Doc was stunned to see it was the magnificent blond she had been watching before the music started.
Doc's heart had stopped.
Staring into the brave, foolish green eyes, Doc felt her dark, twisted
soul creep back down into the recesses of her being. Without a breath, she turned and left
the bar disappearing safely into the darkness of a moonless sky.
"You, my girl, are a total, fucking lunatic." Ben was standing by the table as Grace returned to her seat, his young face expressing concern, with a hint of admiration. "Getting in the middle of that?" He shook his head disapprovingly and tsked her.
Grace smiled to reassure him that she knew what she was doing. "I work in an ER Ben. I deal with that kind of stuff every day,"
"Yeah, but that chick was a con, and by the look on her face, one teetering on homicide." He continued to shake his head, still reeling at the image of her up against the tall, dark woman.
Grace bit back her surprise that Ben had noticed the series of numbers the bleeding woman had tattooed on her right hand. Grace knew about the tattoos because Yale-New Haven hospital, where she was a resident and attended med. school routinely accepted the critically injured prisoners flown in from the maximum women's prison located forty minutes down the coast. Some of the prisoners, enamored by their young beautiful doctor to be would try their best to entice her into conversation. Grace had taken the opportunity to try and empathize with their experiences. She had questioned them about what the numbers meant and discovered the first two numbers denoted the severity of the crime, the third number the prison, and the last seven a personal identification number. The state went to tattooing all felony cons after a series of mistakes in releases in the late 1990's
Grace reminded herself that Ben's sister was a cop who liked to fill his young head with horror stories of the gangs and criminals she fought. Ex cons were lost causes, which made them the worst of the worst in Beth's eyes.
Ben spoke into his bottle. "Beth's gonna be soooo pissed at you when I tell her what happened tonight."
Grace jerked his beer bottle out from under his mouth.
"Heeey!" he reached for it, but she held it too far away. He was even smaller than she was.
Grace glared at him, "Beth isn't going to be told anything about this, understand, Benjamin?"
Ben squinted back at her. He hated dividing his loyalties.
"I mean it, Ben. It will only cause a fight."
A silent standoff, took place between the two then Ben crumbled.
"Alright already, now give me my brewsky back," he demanded.
Slowly she returned it to his hand, and hooked her pinky finger with his. "You must pinky swear, Benny. Not a word to Beth." Her eyes curled in a smile at him.
God! He wished she were straight and his girlfriend, not his big sister's. He smiled at the thought and wondered what Greek complex described his warped psyche.
"Okay, I pinky swear," he replied and smiled back.
Grace was relieved, and decided to settle back and enjoy the groove that had resumed moments after the disturbance had ended. The owner had escorted the instigators outside to waves and harassing whistles of patrons who had suddenly become bold.
"Did you notice she didn't even flinch when that stick popped her?" Ben askedd. Grace nodded and sipped at her Coors light. "She was one big, tough bitch."
In the back of her mind, Grace worried about the woman. The splintered cue must have gashed her deeply because by the time she reached her, which was not more than twenty seconds, her shirt was soaked red down the back. And the cracking sound it made against her head, Grace could not forget that. That noise was what had turned her away from the band initially.
Grace tried to relax. She could not admit it to Ben, but her whole being was shaking inside. She thought it was the adrenaline rush, but after a half an hour it was still there something rattling her deep. Something about the way the woman looked at her just before she left, and the way she watched her earlier. It should have creeped her out, normally would have, but the mystery of the woman, an ex-con that looked like that.
She closed her eyes to the fluid, sexy, sad sounds that penetrated her. "Mmmm, love that song," she mumbled to Ben.
He smiled, and then thought she kind of looked turned on. What the heck, the music is kind of erotic, he thought. But Grace was not thinking about the music. She was thinking about the way the woman's incredibly blue eyes had followed her for an hour as she moved around the pub greeting acquaintances and flirting with Ben. She had noticed right away and knew if Beth were there she would have noticed too, and not liked it very much.
An hour later, after the band had finished their first set, Grace skipped out on Ben using her early morning responsibilities at the local clinic as an excuse for leaving. Beth was working thirds, which was why she was not with them in the first place, and despite Ben's wit and charm, she wanted to be somewhere else, doing something other than drinking and socializing with the same group she did every Friday night. She had been spending more time at the clinic to keep busy and to get away form her current relationship.
Ben walked her out to her vehicle, a hunter green Jeep wrangler, not too big but capable to take her to her duties at the hospital in the snow. He chivalrously aided her into the vehicle and helped her lower the top. She pecked him sweetly on the cheek and gave him a big hug before heading down the road.
Beth and Grace always took I-95 out of New Haven because it was faster, and they were usually feeling lusty, alcohol can do that to a woman, but tonight Grace decided a drive along the water down the Boston Post would be a nice change, a little longer, but it would give her time to think about things, about nagging things. She thought about Beth, her career, hoping that they would sort out better in the fresh air and with the music blaring. Driving was good for that. She had come to terms with the fact that Beth's jealousy no longer flattered her. In fact, most of the time she was with Beth she felt lousy. Even the sex was not that great, not like when they first started seeing each other. And now Beth was intimating she wanted to move in together.
Doc had been careful to stay away from the well-lighted
roads, to avoid gawkers and the police. Her T-shirt was sticky and clinging to her back,
and a slow headache had enveloped her brain slowing her travels. The pounding had grown so
loud that she did not hear the hum of the Jeep's engine until the vehicle had passed her.
She was surprised when the little cruiser stopped and backed towards her, the wheels
whirring as they spun. Doc stopped and watched with trepidation, a lone head just barely
visible over the seat back. It stopped less than a foot from her toes
"Can I give you a lift?" the golden crowned
Samaritan asked over wire rimmed driving glasses. A pause. "Tough question?"
Grace chided with an easy gibe.
"Are you following me?" Doc responded unable
to hide her paranoia. She crossed her arms across her chest and waited for an answer.
"No," Grace laughed.
Doc continued forward on her journey.
"But since I did run across you, I would like to
take a look at your head." Grace's Jeep was crawling along side of the tall brunette
as she leaned across the passenger seat and spoke. It was true, she looked worse than she
did in the bar, pale, a little wobbly, and it had been an hour without any care. She had
hoped the woman would have gone to an emergency room or sought some care.
Doc continued to walk, ignoring the following vehicle.
"I'm a doctor; I can help you."
"Really," Doc stopped, and Grace nearly drove
over her toes again. Doc coolly pulled her foot away from the tire and continued to walk.
"Tell me, are they making twelve-year-olds doctors now?"
Grace smiled. She had heard that before, way too many
times. "I'm twenty-eight," she said with a proud smile.
"Suuuure you are."
"What if I show you my driver's license, would you
believe me then?"
Hmmm, she needed another angle, and thought she would
try a professional one. "I bet you have a headache right now, and you're a little
chilled despite the fact that its ninety degrees, and your feeling weak, maybe even want
to vomit?" she tried.
"Sounds more like too much beer to me."
"Come on, please stop."
And Doc did just that, although she had no idea why.
Grace pulled off to the side under a street light and let several cars pass. Pitch pines
lined the road, the ocean twenty-five yards beyond the dunes and across the beach to their
right pounded the sand. The lights of New Haven miles away lit the sky behind them.
After a brief hesitation Doc climbed into the passenger side avoiding the seat back because of the blood on her shirt. Grace reached into her gym bag behind the seat and pulled out a towel to hang on the back knowing her passenger would not relax otherwise.
"So, where are we headed?" She asked,
cheerfully proud of her little victory as she pulled way from the curb.
"My boat is moored another mile down the
That was interesting. "Did you walk all the way
She nodded and watched the dark trees and water pass
with the time.
Grace knew very little about ships and boats and
mooring. "Are you a merchant marine or something?"
Grace waited. Nothing further came. "What kind of
The driver obeyed, turning off into a beach-front
"Park right up there on the left, under the
She did that too.
"Thanks for the ride," Doc said sliding onto
her long legs.
"Wait!" Grace yelped as she turned off the
motor and hopped to the ground. She moved around to the front of the vehicle and gently
caught Doc by the arm before Doc reached the line of overturned rowboats by the water
edge. "I really do want to take a look at that gash."
"I can take care of it myself."
"With what, a needle and some sail thread?"
"No, I have first-aid gear. This is not the first
scrape I've been in, Doogie."
"Well, I would like to come along to observe your
methods because I don't see how the hell you're going to sew a wound like that without
being a contortionist."
Doc was no expert, but she could swear she actually saw
a look of concern in the doctor's eyes.
"I promise not to get in your way when you're
bending," she said softly and smiled, dimples poking her youthful cheeks.
Doc's eyes flit shyly to her face and saw a gentleness
so rare in her world, she could not deny her.
"My boat's moored inside that cove. So we have to
row out," she explained with a nod towards the water.
Grace looked at the waves and hesitated. "That's
fine. Let me get my bag."
Doc nodded noticing the hand still on her arm. They
stood like that in silence for a moment, and then the woman released her to retrieve a
black doctor's bag from the rear floor of the Jeep. Doc had righted her dinghy and was
pushing it to the water when Grace came back. She held the dinghy steady while Grace
climbed into the wobbling craft, then climbed around to the bow bench and started to row
towards the dark shadows of the moored boat.
The water made Grace nervous, and when she was nervous
she did the only thing she could do to cope, she talked, incessantly. "I'm not a big
fan of water travels. It's more a motion sickness thing than boats in particular. It's
probably because I'm a Taurus; I like the land; I'm most comfortable on my own feet on
earthen materials, not flying thousands of feet above the land or floating over fathoms of
"Ummmm hmmm," Doc continued to row, her
headache growing worse by the syllable.
"It's a little rough out here, isn't it?" The
boat slightly rocked, forcing Grace to tightly cling the sides.
Doc held the oars still to settle the boat. The waves
were nothing more than normal.
"You do know how to swim, right?"
"Yes." Then Grace yelped as another small wave
raised then lowered the dinghy. Grace was too scared to talk, it was so dark, and she was
suddenly thinking about how foolish she may have been to climb in a dinghy with a complete
stranger. And it did not help that the stranger's face was completely hidden by shadow as
she rowed. They continued into the darkness. Doc cut directly into the waves to eliminate
some of the cross-tossing. A few minutes later they had reached the stern of her boat,
well out of the aura of the marina dock lights.
A loud bark then a splash just to Grace's right nearly made Grace pee her pants and shocked her out of her thoughts. A dark snorting head popped out of the water a foot from the boat.
"That's Rip," the stranger offered as she stood and tied the small boat to the stern of the classic, teak Tartan forty-eight footer. She braced her legs and held her hand to Grace to aid in boarding. Bag in one hand, Grace took hold of Doc's arm with the other and climbed into the cock pit. Once aboard herself, Doc leaned over the stern and heaved the wet hound by a full body harness, into the pit. The wet hound then shook, splattering water everywhere. Grace wiped water from her face and arms.
"I would apologize for Rip's lack of manners," Doc stated, "But then again, she is a dog."
Rip, her only companion, some sort of bird-dog-mutt she had found rummaging in the garbage in a northern marina three years prior, whimpered with glee until Doc slid her hands across her back a few times and patted her head roughly. She, Rip that is, then turned to the guest and growled nervously, the way dogs with greeting disorders do. Grace reached down slowly and let the dog sniff her hand. Eventually the dog nudged the proffered hand onto her head for stroking.
"Rip, go up front and keep lookout," Doc
pointed toward the bow. The dog groaned then climbed up onto the fiberglass deck and
scratched up toward the bow to guard her territory.
Unclasping the key attached to a thinly woven rope
hanging around her neck, Doc unlocked the companionway and ducked into the guts of the
"Lock-key kid, were ya," Grace joked.
"This way," Doc stated stoically and climbed
down into the compact living quarters. She switched on a small lamp attached to the wall,
then another until the cabin was well lit. Grace followed cautiously glancing over her
shoulder into the night.
Doc pulled out a large dented, white, metal tin with a
faded red cross painted across it. Sitting on a cushioned berth that ran across
three-quarters the length of one side of the cabin, she pulled her sandals off her tanned
callused feet while Grace inventoried the cabin. Grace spied several piles of books
stuffed onto the shelves that ran above the berths. Some were fiction, modern poetry, epic
poems, "The Iliad" and "The Odyssey," but most were college text books
on genetics, mechanical physics, Organic Chemistry, and chaotic math. One shelf was lined
with old National Geographic magazines, another with Laser World and Popular Science. She
noticed silver wire rimmed glasses next to a laptop. A counter and wall by the entryway
was dedicated to navigational equipment, some attached to the wall, some built into the
wall. The only other equipment in the cabin was a small CD player hooked up to two Boss
speakers. She marveled at the use of space to hold all the materials this woman owned.
"Sorry it's such a mess. I don't entertain company
often," Doc offered a little embarrassed.
"Never," Doc answered dryly.
Grace appeared to mull the answer over, then proceeded
to figured out how to lower the folded table that was locked to the wall. Eventually she
worked the table free from its latches. Meanwhile, Doc had opened the first aid kit and
pulled out a surgical staple gun and a package of staples.
"You aren't going to use that on your head?"
Grace asked in disbelief.
"Sure am. Works like a charm too," Doc replied
with a half grin.
"Yeah, but that instrument isn't meant for the
"I do things my own way, Doogie."
"I've noticed," Grace said reaching out her
hands for the instrument. Doc handed it to her hesitantly. She looked at the machine
closely. "I take it you have used this before."
"It came in really handy after a shark attack off
the ruins of Trinidad. They took me in the shoulder and thigh," Doc offered with
"No shit, let me see." She leaned over as Doc
pulled her left shirt sleeve up to reveal a "V" shaped, gray scar that ran from
the point of her collar bone into the meaty muscles of her triceps.
"It was a flap of muscle and skin," Doc
explained. Grace ran an expert finger across it surprised at the smoothness. Doc moved
away from the touch and blushed, quietly adding, "I'll let you imagine the other
Grace could not help but notice the woman's sudden
shyness. The woman had reacted that way each time she touched her, almost shocked by the
contact. Deciding to leave it alone, she let the professional in her take over the
situation. She handed the surgical instrument back to Doc and laid out gauze bandages,
cleansers, sutures and needles onto a sterile cloth from her own bag.
"No staples," Grace stated matter of factly.
"You have a two-hundred dollar an hour doctor here for free. I suggest you make the
most of it." With that she rubbed waterless cleanser on her hands while Doc watched
her with concealed wonder. It looked more like irritation to Grace.
If Doc could like anyone, she would like this person.
Somehow the blond beauty had surprised the con. Not only was she the beautiful bar
butterfly, she was a doctor with a damn good bedside manner.
"Do you have running water?"
"I want to use some to clean the blood off,"
then she added, "if that's okay."
"I'll get it." Doc suddenly felt foolish
discovering she had been staring.
"No, you sit," she said gently pushing Doc
back down. "Just point me in the right direction."
"The sinks there," she replied pointing to the
small galley near the stairs, "or the you can use the head there," she motioned
to a door in the bow.
"In the head, above the shitter, I mean
Grace reached into the small john and grabbed two worn,
white towels, slung them over her shoulder, and filled a small curved hospital bowl, the
utility kind used in hospitals for holding everything from vomit to used body parts, with
warm water. Then she returned to her patient. Placing the bowl on the table next to her
tools she turned to Doc and dried her damp hands on a towel. She noticed Doc had put the
ship's first aid box on the table next to her supplies and smiled at the surgical staple
gun laid out carefully next to her needle.
"You need to remove your shirt."
"Right," Doc responded but did not act.
"Do you need help?"
"No, I can do it." Doc's brain was in a haze
of discomfort and excitement both emanating from actual human company. She turned her back
to the young doctor and started to pull up the shirt from the bottom revealing a lean
deeply tanned torso. Grace watched the process out of the corner of her eye while she
filled a syringe with anesthetic. Doc groaned as the collar dragged across the cut on her
head. She was surprised to see the shirt soaked with that much blood. Careful to cover her
scared abdomen with one arm, she turned to the young woman who took the bloody garment and
placed it in a makeshift garbage pail made from a bucket and a plastic trash bag.
"Do you want to lay down for this or sit?"
"Which is easier for you?" Doc asked.
Grace thought for a moment, taking in the half-naked
form in front of her. "How about sitting over here by the light. This way I'll be
near my instruments and you can lean across the table."
Their eyes locked as Doc slid onto the berth next to her
caregiver and set her head on her forearms resting on the table. Grace pulled on rubber
gloves with a snap. Doc jumped when the gloved hand unlatched the bra between her shoulder
blades. The woman then soaked a towel in water and wiped the blood off the tanned back in
long strokes. Slowly and gently the cool damp towel slid across the strong muscles of her
shoulders. All the while her patient trembled.
"Are you cold?" Grace asked.
"No," was the quiet reply.
"Jesus, you're tall. Sit up a little so I can reach
Doc complied and Grace moved the bloody hair out of the
way. The bleeding had stopped, and was drying around the gash. The wound, upon
examination, was three inches long and an inch or so deep into the flesh.
"How did you get caught in the middle of that fight
"Wrong place at the wrong time. I have a knack for that," Doc replied shakily. She had not been touched by another for years, and could not remember being touched out of kindness. It must have happened a few times in her life, she thought. Her body could only remember the other touches, and she began to shake from a panic attacked that crept into her.
Grace worked in silence as the waves lapped gently
against the fiberglass hull. A dog groaned from boredom above deck.
With the excess blood removed Grace dried off her
patient's back with the second towel. She placed the bloodied towels under the table out
of the way and reached for her syringe. She stopped when she saw the tremors growing
"Hey," she said gently placing a hand on the
strong shoulder. "You're going to be fine." Doc's teeth were chattering. Grace
did not think there was enough blood loss to cause shock, but was concerned about a
"Turn so I can check your eyes," she commanded
gently lifting Doc's chin. Grace gently cupped the shaking face with one hand and examined
the pupil of each eye. They were not dilated abnormally and followed her finger movements
appropriately. She felt her brow for fever. Nope, no concussion, she ruled. "Are you
diabetic or hypoglycemic?"
"Nnnno," Doc shivered out.
"Did you eat dinner tonight?"
"Well, because you're shaking so hard you're making
my teeth chatter.""
Doc smiled, despite the fact the shakes were almost painful. Grace smiled back, hers with a tinge of worry. Absently she brushed dark bangs from her patient's brow. "By the way, I know your dog's name but not yours."
Doc chided herself for her terrible manners. She had never even thought of introducing herself.
"I'm Dana, and she's not my dog, she just travels
"Any more to it?"
"No, we're just traveling companions."
"No," she laughed. "I mean do you have a
"Papadopolis, but most people call me Doc."
"Well, Dana, I'm Grace."
"Any more to it?"
"Dr. Wilson is it?" Doc asked with a lazy
"Doc Papa..Papa..Pap...uhh," Grace looked to
her for help.
"Papadopolis, but I'm not a real doctor of any
"That's perceptive." The smile faded from her
caregiver's face. Doc did not meaning to sound as rude as she had, but one cannot brush
off two decades of defensiveness. Still, she had to at least try to be slightly kind.
"My father was a proud Greek immigrant who refused to Americanize his name."
Grace acknowledged her with a quiet hum and gently
pushed the dark head forward so that she could swab the wound with betadine cleanser. It
stung like mad.
"Wilson's a nice Anglo name. Ouch," Doc hissed
"That's because I'm a tenth generation Kentucky
hillbilly. Descendant of the Scottish gentleman James Wilson."
"Did he come over on the Mayflower or
"No, but he took part in the signing of the U.S.
"Oh," Doc did not know what else to say. There
were not any great statesmen in her lineage, only verbally challenged-fishermen. Maybe on
her mother's side, but she did not know a lick about them. "With an ancestor like
that I'm surprised you're not the mayor."
"No, thanks. The last eight generations have been
doctors of one sort of the other. Dad's the town doc back home, my sister's a vet, my
brother, however, is a writer in Lullvul."
"Where the hell is Lullvul?"
"I'm sorry. Lou-is-ville. "
Grace began to snicker to herself.
That kind of irritated Dana. "What's so
"Nothing. Thinking of my brother always makes me
laugh. What about you, how did you get the nickname, Doc? Are you a Ph.D.?"
Doc chuckled at the impossibility, not that a degree
would mean anything to her anyway. Ph.D. simply meant "piled higher and deeper"
in her book. She respected work, not degrees. "No, it's more along the line of the
seven dwarfs. I was short as a kid and wore glasses." That was a lie. Not only was
she tall as a child, but she received the name while she was incarcerated. The prison
librarian had christened her with it as a cruel cut at her foolish desire to learn despite
the fact she would never leave York. She guffawed at the dry material the teenager chose
as well, biological science magazines mostly during the first year, then old text books on
physics and genetics as she grew older. She wore glasses to read, silver wire rims that
hooked around her ears and bent easily back into shape when hit. They made her look even
more studious. The librarian would laugh at the quiet, hopeful teenager who scribbled out
problems like she was still in school. It was foolish, but Doc lived for the escape into
the perfection of math and physics. That world made sense to her. It helped her get
through the beatings, the rapes, and the everyday cruelty that someone so young and naive
encountered. As she grew older, quickly, she continued using knowledge to escape, had an
uncanny proficiency for mechanical physics, and dawdled in genetic theory for fun. The
torment that had become daily the first year, had grown sporadic after Doc cut the throat
of one of the rapists with a sharpened Ticonderoga number three pencil. That was the first
in the pen, and it was not the last. It also landed her a reputation and in solitary for
two months, an all new hell, but brought her a reprieve from being bothered for a little
while. Every so often things would erupt, sometimes she was capable of stopping them,
usually by maiming or killing, sometimes she did not fair so well. That was life at York.
But she could not tell this woman that story, now could she. What she should do is urge
the doctor to finish, then row her back to shore, and say good-bye.
"You didn't get the name at York, then?"
Doc froze, stopped breathing for a second, fearing the
young woman had read her thoughts. "Do I know you?" she finally managed to get
"No, it's the tattoo," she gently traced the
numbers across the hand. "I went to Med School at Yale. We had inmates
sometimes." Doc looked stunned. "You were in for a Capital offense," she
said pointing to the "01" of her tattoo.
Doc nodded, mute with wonder, and rubbed the tattoo,
self-conscious of how much it told about her. She hated it, knew she could have it
removed, but kept it as a reminder of who she really was, especially if a situation like
this ever arose. She cautiously came clean on the name, leaving out most of the ugly
details of her existence.
That would explain all the reading material, but Grace
wondered how a mind like that ended up in York. However, she did not push getting that
information, getting her to tell her her name took two hours.
"I hope you don't mind, but I'd like to stitch you
up, now that the shaking has stopped."
Dana smiled at her, relieved that the young doctor had not panicked at her ex-con status. But she did wonder why such a lovely person would pick-up an ex-con in the middle of night and offer her services. Most of the cons Doc knew would eat her alive.
"Fifteen stitches," Grace exclaimed when she
had finished and applied antibacterial ointment to the wound. She pulled off her gloves
and tossed them into the trash bag and tied it off before tossing it out into the cockpit.
"That many?" Dana could not believe the gash was that large. "I was thinking maybe four or five staples."
Small, powerful hands punched a cold pak then gingerly
placed it on the dark woman's head. "Hold this here for the swelling." Larger
hands reached up and took hold, gently brushing the caregiver's fingers in the transfer.
"I'll get you a clean shirt if you point me in the right room."
"We call them cabins, Grace," she said pointing to the front cabin. "Second drawer down." Grace disappeared and came back with a pale blue shirt, worn as thin as the towels, obviously a favorite.
Exposing her belly to the young doctors view Dana took
the shirt and hoped the woman would not notice the lines of scars covering her abdomen.
Grace held the cold pak while Dana slipped her loosened brassiere off and the shirt
carefully over her head. A vulnerability created by exhaustion and pain showed in the pale
blue eyes as they met the green of the beautiful young woman watching her.
"Do you feel up to rowing back yet, or would you
like to rest awhile," Grace asked privately wanting to stay. She had taken a huge
risk with this woman, following her to a boat in the dead of night, but it felt so good.
Beth would be furious if she knew.
"I doubt I could sleep with you here," Dana said abruptly. "I'm not used to, I mean I never." God, talking to people was hard. She blew out an exasperated sigh. "The head shrinkers used to tell me I had intimacy problems, among other things. I won't even let the dog sleep in the same cabin as I."
Grace took the hint that she had worn out her welcome,
plus she had to be at the clinic in five hours. "So we head to shore then."
Doc nodded in agreement.
Grace tossed the trash bag onto the beach. Doc surprised
her by lifting her, quite easily, out of the dinghy and placing her on the sandy beach.
Rip hopped out and ran up the beach to a small grassy dune to sniff and leave her mark.
Grace wondered how many territories this dog had made during their journeys. They walked
to where Grace had parked her Jeep, bumping shoulders as the shifting sand made tired
"Sorry," Doc said after bumping Grace hard.
"It's okay," she laughed grabbing Dana's
shoulder for balance. "You would think we were high."
Doc allowed herself to chuckle at the comment. Grace
dropped the trash into a steel barrel placed at the edge of the dune for beachgoer's
garbage. The parking lot was deserted. Both ladies looked around feeling slightly awkward
while waves lashed sand behind them. Grace placed her bag behind her seat while Dana,
leaning against the fender, wondered why she did not want to lose this woman's company.
"I want to see you again," Grace had turned
back to Dana. "In five days to remove the stitches, and before then if there are any
problems, like infection, pain, you know what I mean. Here's my card with my beeper number
on the back." She handed Dana a business card. "I usually work Saturdays at a
clinic on Lincoln. It's on the east side of the city. The address is on the back. I don't
live too far from here, so call the beeper number if you have any trouble. "
Dana flipped the card over, but could not read it in the dim light without her glasses. Grace climbed into the Jeep and started it up, slipping on her own glasses for poor night vision.
"Um, Grace," Doc said quietly and stepping closer to the door.
Grace smiled that endearing little curve of lips and dimples that Dana realized she enjoyed seeing. "You're welcome. Now go rest." Then, unceremoniously, Grace drove off down the road.
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