Chapter
8
Sydney sat at her
desk, a steaming mug of coffee clasped between both hands. This is so much better than
that hospital crap. She had almost hugged her coffeemaker this morning, right after
she spent a good minute or two moaning as she inhaled the aroma of the coffee.
Looking at the stacks
of notes and her casebooks, she sighed and picked up the case assignments sheet Wayne had
brought to her. Maybe by the end of the semester Ill catch up. She had missed
her house. The comfortable surroundings brought her a measure of peace.
She had fallen asleep
almost immediately when she got home, her body finally protesting "enough" and
shutting down. That had been a little before three yesterday afternoon, right after she
had dropped Evin off at her office. She slept until she felt like waking up this morning.
No alarm. No annoying hospital monitors beeping. No being awakened in the middle of the
night by nurses checking on Evin.
This was her fourth
attempt at studying. The first had resulted in a hasty trip to the bathroom where her body
had rejected her breakfast and first two cups of coffee. It wasnt the studying that
had caused the reaction. It was everything that had happened.
The last week seemed
nightmarishly surreal. You dont realize whats really happened until
its all over with. Andrew had told them that ATF had preliminarily concluded
that the propane tank that supplied the fishing camp with gas had been rigged with
explosives. Both Angela Battiste and her boyfriend were killed prior to the explosion,
shot at point blank range in the back of the head. It definitely wasnt an
accident.
Evin had absolutely
no doubt that the explosion had been deliberate, but some small part of Sydney hoped that
it had all been one of those tragic mishaps that sometimes happen in the universe. That
was, in a way, easier to deal with than the deliberate taking of a life. If it was an
accident, then she had a barrier, of sorts, against the tragedy.
Isnt it
horrible that those people were killed in that car accident when the tire blew and the car
went out of control? Yes, it is. It was tragic, yes. Deliberate, no. You couldnt
do anything about it. You were powerless. But this...this was deliberate. Someone,
somewhere, made a decision to kill these two people. And it was all connected with a
simple little foreclosure case that had found its way to her doorstep.
Sydney suddenly had
power, the power to do something about it. Find out who was behind this whole mess, and
youd find the killer. But Sydney didnt want the power. She wasnt going
to give it back, but she definitely didnt want it. How did this become so
complicated?
With the second
attempt at studying, Sydney started feeling guilty. She would have given anything to not
have Evin hurt, to not have those two people dead. But she couldnt help feeling
happy on some level. Not happy that Evin was hurt, not happy that people were dead. But
happy because she and Evin had seemed to take things to another level. And it all happened
because someone decided to kill two people.
She had learned so
much about the tall woman from Andrew, while they waited in the hospital. Things that had
made her cry and things that had made her howl with laughter. How her mother had called
her "WC" for wild child and blamed her premature gray on Evins antics.
About her love of sports. How she isolated herself, preferring the company of the gulls on
the lake to most humans. What a hell-raiser she was and still could be. That the only
family she had left that she cared about was a cousin. How she loved to fish. That she
hadnt taken a vacation in five years. Realizing it was a catharsis for Andrew, she
had listened, not asking questions, relishing each piece of information she could glean.
When she met Carole,
Andrews wife, she remarked that Andrew had been hoping Evin would meet someone that
meant as much to her as Carole did to him. The comment had stunned Sydney. Was it
really possible that Evin feels the way I feel?
She had met Tom. He
had greeted her with "So youre the infamous Sydney Parker thats brought
my girl to her knees." Evin had stared daggers at him. He had stuck out his tongue at
Evin and said, "Live with it, bitch!" Then he pulled Sydney into a chair next to
him and said, "Spill it. So, how is she on her knees? Do tell." She thought Evin
had turned redder than Sydney had. There was no other way to describe him but outrageous.
They had taken Evin down in a wheelchair to the cafeteria where he had proceeded to
comment on every person who came through the door. When he screamed "Girl, look at
her. She could scare cheese off a pizza!" Sydney had laughed so hard her stomach
muscles burned and tears poured out of her eyes.
Things between them
had changed. Evin hadnt seemed as scared as she had been of whatever was going on
between them, accepting without question that Sydney was there, at her side. Sydney had
been sure that as soon as Evin had awakened, she would send Sydney home, telling her she
was missing too much school or some other nonsense. But it hadnt happened.
A certain level of
comfort developed between them. They talked for hours about everything under the sun. They
played the games Sydney had bought. Evin read or worked logic puzzles while Sydney
studied. They played and teased with each other. They fought about things, mostly having
to do with Evins obstinate refusal to ask for help when she needed something.
Like the time Evin
hopped on one leg to the bathroom in the middle of the night in the dark. She made it to
the bathroom okay, but the return trip was another story. Off balance already because her
right arm was in a sling, she wobbled slightly to the side just as she was passing the
chair. An eerie growl, reminiscent of an animal mortally wounded, followed a split second
after Evins injured thigh came into contact with the chair.
Sydney was instantly
awake and aware that Evin was no longer in the bed next to her. A tug on the cord for the
light behind the bed, and the pale form of the attorney was visible to Sydney. Sydney
thought Evin was about to pass out. She couldnt decide if she wanted to help her or
kill her. The only thing she was sure of at that moment is that she had never met any
human being as frustrating as Evin Moran.
And the physical
attraction. Oh, thats definitely there. They couldnt keep their hands
off each other. Sounds so cliché, but its the truth. Hugs. Caresses. Rubs.
Touches. Kisses. Nips. Licks. Passionate. Tender. Soothing. Affectionate. Gentle.
Reassuring. Needing. Wanting. Giving. Taking. Sydney had half-expected some self-righteous
anti-homosexual preacher to show up to try to absolve them of their sins and show them
"the way."
When they left the
hospital, Evin had seemed relieved, a cat let out of its cage. The closer they got to New
Orleans, the more Evin had withdrawn, and Sydney couldnt find a way back in. She was
determined to allow the taller woman her space, knowing instinctively not to push her.
Sydney couldnt help but feel that every inch of progress gained in their
relationship was being lost with each mile they traveled. And when the tall attorney
requested that she be brought to her office, Sydney threw her mental hands up in
surrender.
Anger interrupted
Sydneys third study attempt. When Sydney got angry, no one was spared. Not the
Doleses, who had bought the damned land in the first place. Not Kevin Windham, that son of
a bitch law student who had pawned this case off on her. Not Hynes Industries, who had
killed two people. Not Professor Rayburn, who had called in Evin Moran. And especially not
the contemptuous, gorgeous, exasperating, devastatingly sexy, frustrating as hell Evin
Moran.
And what goods
a little anger if Sydney hadnt directed some at herself? Sydney cursed herself for
taking Law Clinic. Cursed herself for taking the case from Kevin. Cursed herself for
caring about the Dolese family. Cursed herself for not withdrawing when she was fighting
with Evin, before she had a chance to realize what was really going on between them.
Cursed herself for feeling that lightning bolt that was Evin find ground in her heart and
soul. Cursed herself for falling in love in three weeks time.
Sydney had decided to
throw in a little self-doubt. She didnt think it was possible to feel the way she
did about Evin in such a short span of time. I never felt this way about Kathy. It
wasnt possible to feel so comfortable with someone in so many ways, was it?
Impossible for her to want Evin as much as she wanted her, ached for her, needed her.
Impossible that anyone, much less Evin, would feel that way about her.
So this is it. My
fourth attempt to study. She found herself reaching for the telephone and dialing.
Andrew looked across
the table at Evin as the telephone rang for the fourth time. "You want me to get
it?"
"No," she
snapped.
"Okay,
sunshine."
Evin scowled at him.
The answering machine
picked up and Andrew could hear Sydneys voice, hesitant, uncertain, through the
speaker.
"Youre not
going to talk to her?" he asked, his voice colored by a mixture of disbelief and
anger.
"No," she
said coldly.
He studied her
intently for a moment. This is where I usually back off and leave it alone. Well, not
this time, Evin Moran. Not this time. "Why not?"
"Because I
dont want to."
"Responsive.
Adult. Thanks for answering my question." Andrew retorted.
"Fuck you."
Andrew exploded off
the chair. "When are you going to grow up? When are you going to quit running and
hiding?"
"I dont
run and hide!"
"Spare me!"
His voice thundered across the room. "What did you just do?"
"Im tired,
Andrew. I think you should leave."
"Not until I
finish saying what I have to say and you can just fucking sit there and listen to
it." He glared at her, daring her to move. "When you got hurt and I was holding
you, I begged God not to take you because you finally found someone you could let love
you. And now, for some reason, youre too scared."
Evin looked at him,
too stunned to speak.
"Its
written in your eyes. Youre falling in love with her. Shes falling in love
with you." His voice lowered as he pleaded with her. "Let her love you. Let
yourself love her."
"You dont
know what youre talking about," she snarled.
"Bullshit!
Youre lying to yourself, Evin." Andrews voice rose again.
"Youre lying. I want you to tell me right now that youre not falling in
love with her."
Silence greeted him
as pale blue eyes glared at him from behind steel doors.
"Youre
lying half-dead in a hospital bed and youre happier than Ive ever seen you.
Tell me its not true." I just want you to be happy. Cant you see that?
More silence.
"You think
Gisela wouldve been at your bedside so worried that she couldnt sleep? Or
whats her name, Jeanette, Lynette, some-ette?"
"Jeanine."
She spit the name at him.
His fist slammed the
table in anger as he shouted, "Well, do you?"
Deafening silence.
"Youre a
fool if you do this to yourself...to her. And Ive never thought you were a
fool." He turned and walked out the door.
Evin stared at the
door as it slammed behind him. He doesnt know a fucking thing.
The book flew across
the room, impacting the wall with a resounding thud, narrowly missing the clock.
"You need anger
management classes." Toms right eyebrow raised so high it disappeared as he
watched his friend. "Youd better not aim one of those at me, Miss Thing, or
youll learn first hand the meaning of bitch slap. I dont give a damn whether
youre injured or not."
Evin glared at him.
"Fuck you!"
"That ranks a
zero on the insult originality scale, but Ill give you a six for style." He
shook his head as his light brown eyes flashed. "Ding ding! Round over. You lose. Too
bad."
He knew he was
playing with fire. Most sane people dont antagonize her. Good thing for me
Ive never questioned my insanity. She has got to talk about this and the only way I
know how is to make her lose it.
"Round two,
folks. The lovely and talented Lillian leads one to nothing. Will the alpha bitch from
hell make a comeback this round? Inquiring minds want to know! How many roses is it going
to take to soothe your conscious over this one, my pretty? One truck load, perhaps
two?"
Silence as knuckles
turned white from gripping the edge of the table.
"What? No snappy
retort? Zero for content, zero for style. Ding ding! You lost again. Round two to Miss
Lillian." He raised both eyebrows and smiled nastily at her. "Three strikes and
youre out"
I either win big
by losing this next one or I walk out of here without my best friend. "Round
three. Winner takes all. Grand prize: love and happiness. Second place: a lifetime of
loneliness. Are you ready, big girl? Can you handle the pressure?"
A glare filled with
murderous intent met his.
"Tell me, girl.
Was Gisela really the cold one in that relationship?"
He watched as pain
chased anger through the brilliant blue eyes, tearing at his heart. The muscles in her jaw
twitched as she tried to maintain her composure. He waited what seemed like an
interminably long time as their eyes stayed locked in a battle of wills, the only movement
the twitches of muscles in response to the tension. He blinked once, then twice,
momentarily shocked as he watched pain win the battle with anger. Then the blue eyes
lowered and the strong hands relaxed their grip.
"That
hurt," she said softly.
"I wanted it
to." His voice held only love and warmth, the anger and sarcasm lacing his earlier
words gone.
"Im so out
of my league here, Tom." Her voice was plaintive. "Ive never...I
dont know how to do this. I cant figure out a way to not hurt her."
"What makes you
think youre going to hurt her?"
She looked at him,
her face tense with pain. "How could you of all people ask me that? You saw what
Gisela and I did to each other. And what about Jeanine? All I know how to do is destroy. I
do it for a living and I did it in every relationship Ive ever had. Christ, look
what I did to Eric and he was my brother."
"Youre not
going to make me yell at you again, are you?" he said with a gentle smile that belied
his words. "Evin, what happened with Eric is not your fault. And please dont
insult me by telling me that what happened between you and Gisela is all your fault."
"Cant say
the same thing for Jeanine, can you?"
"No. You were an
asshole. But did you feel the same way about Jeanine that you feel about Sydney?"
"Nothings
ever come close to what I feel for Sydney."
"Pumpkin,
loves a crap shoot. Youve rolled enough snake eyes. I think youre
due."
She rolled her eyes.
"I hate it when you call me pumpkin. Are you ever going to let me live that
down?"
He smiled wickedly at
her. "No. That was one of your better costume ideas. Ill never forget that look
on their faces when you told them what you were."
Every year, a local
non-profit AIDS organization gave a huge costume party during Halloween. Attendance
numbered in the thousands. Wearing jeans and a t-shirt with one word written on the front,
she showed up in a limousine to pick Tom up for the party. She refused to tell him what
she was supposed to be.
When they had
arrived, they went in and got drinks. He soon found himself standing next to Evin in the
middle of a group of women dressed as pumpkins. One of the women asked Evin what she was
supposed to be dressed as, as she read the word Peter written on the front of
her shirt. "A pumpkin eater," was the dry response. He spit his drink out and
laughed until he cried. It proved to be a very interesting night. He never did find out
how she knew those women were going to the party dressed as pumpkins.
"Are you going
to call Sydney?"
"Yes."
"Better include
an Im sorry in every language you know and lots and lots of
groveling."
"I will, if
shell talk to me."
Evin stared at the
portable phone perched next to her on the end table. Why do I act like such an asshole?
Time to grovel, beg, plead. All those things I have no idea how to do. She picked the
phone up and stared at it for another long minute. You ready to take the plunge, Moran?
If, and thats a big if, shell still talk to you. She let out a breath,
dialed and counted the rings.
At ring five, she was
about to hang up when she heard Sydneys hello.
"Hi. Its,
uh, Evin." Strong intro there, big girl. Having trouble remembering your name?
No response.
This isnt
good. Dont panic. "Um, so how are you?" Evin could hear Sydney
breathe, but she wasnt making a sound.
Lets try
again. "I got beat up pretty bad today by..."
"What
happened?" A panicked voice broke in. "Are you okay?"
I am an asshole.
"Im fine, Sydney. I didnt mean to scare you. I didnt mean
physically beaten up."
"Wonderful
choice of words." Her voice was a mixture of sarcasm and relief.
"Im
sorry." Evin mumbled. This is really going so well, dont ya think, big girl?
"Um, Andrew and Tom.
Did you know they really like you?"
"Theyre
both very nice people," Sydney replied in an even tone.
"Yeah...uh...theyre
really, really big fans of yours."
There was dead
silence on the phone.
I wish I could see
her face. "Could you maybe yell at me or something?"
"Why? Did you do
something wrong that you deserved to be yelled at for?" Sydney couldnt keep a
touch of anger from creeping into her voice.
"Yeah, I think
so." Shes not going to make this easy.
"Think so?"
"Know so.
Definitely know so." This is a little better, I think. At least shes
talking.
"And what is it
that you know you did wrong?"
"Could you
please just come over here and yell at me?" Evin pleaded. "Id be over
there right now letting you yell at me if I could drive."
Sydneys voice
was firm. "No. No more yelling and fighting. Thats not how to solve a problem,
and we have a problem."
"Yeah, we
do." I wish shed yell. "Its called me being an idiot."
"No one with a
brain half as brilliant as yours could be called an idiot. Clueless and a jerk, now that
might come closer." Sydneys voice softened. "It hurts."
"I dont
want to hurt you." Evin sighed disgustedly. "It seems to be the only thing
Im good at."
She can be so
brilliant at times and then at other times...God. "What do you think not
returning my phone calls would accomplish? Make me feel good?" She blew out an angry
breath. "I was worried about you."
I am such an
asshole. "Im sorry." It sounds so lame. "I really am. What
can I do to make it up to you?"
"Why did you do
it?"
"I get scared
for you...You dont know how I am. Ive told you before...Im not a nice
person, Sydney."
"I dont
buy that."
"I am not nice.
Theres legions of people out there wholl testify against me."
"Thats not
what Im talking about. I dont buy it that youre scared for me. I think
youre scared of me."
Evin laughed
nervously. "I am not scared of you."
"Then exactly
what are you scared of?"
It was Evins
turn to be silent. Its decision time, big girl. Speak up now or forever hold your
peace.
Sydney pleaded
softly, "Evin, honey, if we cant talk about this..."
Sydneys soft
voice reached deep into her and calmed her soul. "I know. I miss you." A long
pause. "Im...scared of me...and...of what you make me feel."
"Why?"
"It feels
good...right...I cant deal with that."
"Youll
just have to learn how." Sydney replied softly. "Where are you? I need to see
you."
"At the
boathouse."
"Give me
directions. Im coming over."
Evin protested
feebly. "You have to study. You took way too much time off from school."
"Ive sat
here all day and couldnt study. Ill bring my books with me."
"Okay."
Evin gave Sydney directions to the boathouse.
"Is there
anything I can pick up on my way over?"
"No, but
thanks."
"Okay, Ill
see you in a little while."
"Mi dispiace,
non volevo ferirti."
"You can explain
that to me when I get there." Sydney responded, her smile unseen by relieved blue
eyes.
"Hello?"
"Shes
leaving the house now."
"Stay with her.
Dont lose her or hell will seem like a great place to move to."
"I know."
He sighed.
Monday morning.
This one really sucks. Evin closed her eyes and leaned back in her leather chair. And
Im so glad to be here. A grin crossed her face. She had already worked her way
through a huge stack of correspondence and documents that Rachel had placed on her desk.
It felt good to Evin to be back in familiar surroundings, doing what she did best, the
activities settling and centering her.
Sydney. She
had walked into the boathouse Saturday evening, wrapped her arms around Evin and kissed
her soundly. Then the green eyes had looked into hers, a soft voice stating, "Please,
dont ever do that to me again."
A constriction in her
throat at the sight of the pain she had caused reflected in Sydneys eyes allowed
only a solemn nod in response. Sydney had held her gaze for a long moment, studying Evin.
Then she had laid her head on Evins chest and stayed there silently for a few
minutes. The relief Evin felt at seeing Sydney and holding her in her arms was
overwhelming. She silently cursed herself, then thanked the universe that her stupidity
had not been fatal.
Shortly thereafter,
Sydney spotted the book Evin had thrown earlier in anger and frustration laying on the
ground, a hollowed impression in the plaster wall above it. Putting her hands on her hips,
she had cocked her head, green eyes twinkling at Evin and said, "Id love to be
your maintenance man. He must be rich. You want to tell me what thats about?"
Evin had briefly
thought of saying no, but it hadnt worked any other time with Sydney. Somehow,
Sydney always managed to get whatever she wanted to know out of her. Being the practical
and logical person she was, Evin decided to forego the verbal sparring that usually
accompanied these discussions and told Sydney what she wanted to know. It ended up being
pretty painless and taking a third of the time it normally would have. Which left a lot
more time for kissing. Not a bad decision, Moran.
The intercom buzzed,
interrupting her thoughts. Got to focus, big girl. Youve got work to do. A
long finger tapped the button. "Yeah."
"Professor
Rayburn is on two. You ready for some more coffee?"
"Okay. More
coffee would be great, Rachel. And can you get me the Davis file, please?"
"Sure thing. Be
there in a minute."
Evin picked up line
two. "Richard. How are you this morning?"
"Fine." Shes
in a good mood. "And how are you feeling?
"Ill live.
Im sure a few people will be disappointed," she chuckled. "But
theyll just have to deal with it."
"You sound well.
Thats good to hear. I was very worried about you."
"Thanks,
Richard. I appreciate the concern. Kind of hard to kill bad grass, you know. Besides, I
cant go anywhere yet." A low, evil sounding chuckle escaped her throat.
"Theres so many people left to aggravate."
Rayburn chuckled.
"Speaking of aggravation, I was calling to tell you that we were served this morning
with a Rule for Contempt in the Dolese case. Have you received yours yet?"
Evin started
laughing. "No, not yet. I wondered what was taking them so long."
"Its set
for two weeks from Wednesday. Would you like me to fax you my copy?"
"Please.
Ill start preparing our responsive pleadings and get out my checkbook if Im
going in front of Keller again."
Richard Rayburn
chuckled warmly. "When are you going to file the complaint against him?"
The door opened and
Rachel walked in, carrying a carafe, files, and a plate with something on it. She set the
carafe and the plate in front of Evin.
"I havent
decided yet." A dark eyebrow raised. She looked questioningly at Rachel as she saw
the bagel on the plate. Evin mouthed the word "wait." "He really did us a
huge favor. I almost feel bad about it." She laughed. "Wed have lost that
Summary Judgment if it hadnt been for his stupidity. Richard, hang on a
second."
Evin looked at the
plate for a moment, then the pale blue eyes tracked up to meet Rachels.
"Rachel, whats this?"
"A bagel with
pineapple cream cheese."
"I can see that.
Whats it doing on my desk?"
"Sydney called
and asked me to make sure you had breakfast. She told me that the pineapple cream cheese
was your favorite. So I got one." Rachel tried to keep the smile off her face as Evin
shifted in her chair, looking somewhat flustered.
"Oh." Evin
felt a tender warmth fill her heart as a smile crossed her face. Wow.
"Anything else
you need?"
"Um, no.
Thanks."
Rachel left the
office, suppressing a smile.
"Richard,
Im back. Sorry."
"If youd
like for me to file the complaint from this end, Ill be happy to do so. Just let me
know."
Evin stared at the
bagel and replied absently, "Ill think about it and let you know."
"Everything
okay?"
"Yeah, its
fine. Everythings fine." And it really is. "If you, uh, happen to
see Sydney, ask her to give me a call please. I want to, um, discuss the case with
her."
"Im sure
Ill see her sometime this morning. Ill give her the message."
"Thanks. And fax
me the Rule. Ill talk to you later, Richard."
"Will do. Bye,
Evin."
Evin hung up the
phone and picked up the bagel. Pineapple. A warm pleasant feeling spread throughout
her body. She really cares about me. Her little voice said Ive been
trying to tell you that. She took a bite and began chewing. This is really
good. Glancing at the clock, she noted that it was after nine. Time to make some
phone calls.
Sydney looked up as
she heard the door creak. Waynes head poked through the opening into the study room.
"Hey, Syd. I
knew Id find you here."
"Hey
I just
had to get away for a little while."
Wayne pulled a chair
out and sat across the table from Sydney, observing his friend carefully.
"So
things have been pretty wild, huh? You doing okay?"
"Yeah
no
I
dont know." She looked at him with a frown. "Two people murdered and one
almost killed
and these people
everybody, even the professors, wants to know
whats going on."
"Youve got
to admit that this is something out of the ordinary."
"You know, I had
this exact same discussion with Evin. I said this is so unbelievable, people willing to
kill other people over a stupid piece of land. And you know what she said?"
Wayne shook his head.
"Well, first she
gave me one of those raised eyebrow, knowing looks that said Sydney, how naïve are
you? Then she told me that people have been doing this to each other since the
beginning of time." Sydney looked frustrated. "And you know what? As much as I
hate to admit it, its true. Youd think that after, what, thousands of years of
civilization progressing, we would have developed a little further as a race."
"Thats a
disgustingly sobering thought. Youre depressing me."
"It is
depressing." She blew out a disgusted breath. "I dont understand it at
all. I dont know if I can. And everybody around here is acting like this is some
sort of
hell, I dont know
some kind of great adventure or some murder
mystery. And it seems like the concept of attorney-client privilege and ethics has flown
out the window. I cant answer the questions people are asking. I thought I took the
same ethics class they did. Do you know what that bitch, Karen Junius, asked?"
Wayne rolled his
eyes. "I can only imagine."
"Oh no, you
cant. This was an all-time low for her. After I told her I couldnt talk about
the case, she wanted to know how much press coverage did I think this was going to get. I
told her I didnt even know if this was going to get any press coverage and then she
said that shed be happy to help as long as she could be added as co-counsel. When I
told her that we didnt need any help, she accused me of wanting the spotlight all to
myself."
"Ouch. That is
an all-time low." Wayne winced. "Of course, we always knew shed be voted
"Most Likely to Inspire Lawyer Jokes" in our class."
"Definitely."
Sydney chuckled, then her expression turned serious. "I just dont understand
people, Wayne. Two people have died. This is real life, not some game." Her voice
broke slightly. She looked down at the table for a long moment. Pain-filled green eyes
looked back up and met his. "Evin was almost killed. She had to struggle for her life
because she chose to help me defend a case I couldnt handle and she could care less
about. Its
its not a game at all."
"I dont
think its a game, Syd," he agreed softly. "And I think youre being a
little hard on yourself."
"Thanks
but
I dont think so. If I had just done a couple of things differently, Evin
wouldnt have even been involved and she never would have gotten hurt and those two
people would still be alive."
Okay, time to call
a spade a spade. "Great thought, Sydney, but it didnt happen that way and
you dont know if it would have, even if you had done a couple of things differently.
The truth is, no matter what you might have done, we could still be sitting here having
this conversation. You can beat yourself up over this "what if" crap all you
want if it makes you feel better. But I suspect it doesnt. Speculation sucks."
"All of it
sucks," she acknowledged ruefully.
"Yeah, it sure
does. "Youve got a good heart, Sydney. Its in the right place. And
youre really smart and you care about your clients and about this case. Sometimes
too much for your own good, I think. It will all work out. You keep doing what youre
doing and be careful. I worry about you, ya know."
Sydney gave Wayne a
small smile. "Ill take that under advisement."
Wayne glanced at his
watch. "Ive got to get to class. You want to grab lunch later?"
She shrugged. "I
dont know. Im so far behind, I think I might just stay here and try to catch
up."
"How about if I
check back later? See if you change your mind?"
"Ill be
here."
"Okay."
Wayne stood and looked at Sydney for a moment. "Ill see you later." He
turned to leave.
"Wayne?"
Sydney continued when he stopped. "Thanks
youre a good friend."
"Anything for
you, Syd." Wayne smiled. "Bye."
Evin closed the case
file and stared at it for a long moment before looking at Andrew.
"It was a long
shot, but we had to try it."
"Yall did
an excellent job with the follow-up, Andrew. Excellent."
"It was, um,
Sydneys idea."
A dark brow raised.
"It was a very good idea."
"Yeah,
shes
when the Lafayette Sheriffs Department came to the hospital
Thursday, Sydney mentioned the case and suggested that it might not have been an accident
and that there may be some evidence at the Hynes office." He chuckled.
"Willies cousins on the job down there. So Sydney made a phone call and
talked to Willie, who talked to his cousin. When the search warrant came through, he
happened to be assigned to execute the warrant. He looked, but no checks."
"Those checks
were gone long before that."
"Yeah, we
figured they would be, but it was worth a shot. Probably shook em up pretty good,
though. I still dont know how they came up with probable cause for the warrant. You
should have seen those guys. Im telling you, she could have talked them into
searching the White House. Ken Starr needed her."
"Shes
really good at that. I cant wait to see her in front of a jury." Evin smiled at
that. Shes going to be so very good.
"If I was
opposing counsel, Id settle. When she bats those eyelashes
she can be very
persuasive when she wants to be."
Dont I know
it. "Yes, she can be. Its that
she
." Evins brow
furrowed. "Its disarming. You want to trust her. Just looking into those green
eyes
."
"Do you?"
"Do I
what?" Evin looked puzzled.
"Trust
her?"
"Yes," Evin
answered without hesitation. Holy shit. I trust her. Im in so much trouble here. Her
voice softened. "Yeah, I do."
They had danced
around what happened on Saturday. Andrew knew from Jeffrey and Rachel that Sydney had
called this morning with instructions to bring Evin breakfast, so things must have worked
out. "So how was breakfast?"
"You know,
Andrew
you, Rachel, Jeffrey
yall are about as subtle as a ton of
bricks." Evin leaned back in her chair. "Let me save you the trouble.
Sydneys fine. I apologized for being a total asshole. She forgave me. Case
closed."
"Good
good.
Im glad." He nodded. "Um, Carole said were going to try for that
barbecue again this Sunday afternoon. You interested?
"Ill ask
Sydney and let you know."
"Good
Carole
will be excited. She really likes Sydney." He stood. "Whats the next move
with the case, boss?"
"Time, Andrew.
We need to buy more time to shake something loose on this." And how the hell
Im gonna do that remains to be seen.
"Weve
still got people out tracking down Battistes friends and talking to them. Maybe
well shake something loose from that end."
"I need a name,
Andrew." The blue eyes turned dark. "One name. Thats all."
He looked at his
boss. Im glad its not going to be my name. "Will do."
Andrew turned and
started to walk out of the office. "Got to meet Carole for dinner. Ill catch
you later."
"Andrew?"
He stopped and looked
back. "Yeah?"
"Thanks
for
kicking my ass on Saturday."
He smiled warmly.
"Anytime, pumpkin, anytime."
He left, smiling, as
he heard an audible groan. I love that pumpkin thing.
Carole and Sydney
were in the kitchen, cleaning the dishes and putting away the leftovers. Looking out the
kitchen window as she scrubbed a pot, Carole smiled reflexively as she saw a broad grin
cross Andrews face in response to something the tall lawyer said.
"Hows she
doing, Sydney?"
Sydney tore off
another piece of aluminum foil as she prepared to wrap up the rest of the chicken.
"Physically, shes doing fine. I think the physical therapy for her leg is
pretty painful, not that shed admit it, but its helping. My God, theres
enough left here to feed an army," Sydney declared as she finished wrapping the
chicken. "Shes having nightmares, though, and she wont talk about
it."
"Andrew is, too.
That
I cant even imagine going through that. He loves her so much and hes
been through so much with her. It shook him to his core."
"Hes a
good man, Carole. Youre really lucky."
"Dont I
know it. He and Evin do that tough as nails routine," she chuckled. "But
hes a big old softie, really."
"How did you
meet him?"
She started laughing.
"Oh, thats a story." She put the pot in the dish rack and grabbed a
dishtowel, drying her hands. "You ready for some coffee? We can sit and Ill
tell you the story. Youll enjoy this one."
Sydney saw the
laughter in the hazel eyes. "I think Im gonna like this."
Carole handed Sydney
a cup and poured the coffee. "Grab a seat." Carole poured her own coffee, put
the pot back and took a seat at the table as well. "When I was in grad school, I was
working weekends as a waitress at Merediths. Have you been there?"
"No. Its
that steak place, right?"
"Yeah. The power
place. Some of those customers were real assholes but, girl, you could make some money on
tips. It was a Friday night and Evin and Andrew had come in about five-thirty. The hostess
seated them in my section. They had won a big case and were celebrating. Anyway, when I
walked over to the table to take their drink order, I dont know, it was so
strange."
Sydney looked into
slightly wondrous hazel eyes.
"It still amazes
me. I handed him his menu and I looked at those beautiful green eyes of his and I just
felt something. He turned red and smiled this adorable shy smile and mumbled thanks. I
couldnt tear my eyes off of him and I didnt look as I handed the menu to Evin.
The result was a nice cold glass of water dumped in her lap."
Sydney started
laughing. "Oh, no! What did she do?"
"Well, she stood
up and you could hear the ice cubes hitting the table. I was about as red as you could get
and stammering apologies left and right. I was soaking up the water off the table with a
napkin and I looked up and kept looking up. I hadnt realized how tall she was. And
then I saw those eyes. She really does have amazing eyes."
"Oh, yeah. I
know about those eyes." God, those eyes. What they do to me.
"I couldnt
tell if she was going to scream or what. Her face was expressionless. I was just staring
at her and thanking God that it hadnt been a glass of wine because the suit she had
on must have cost more than I made in a month. Then her face broke out in this rakish grin
and her eyes twinkled and she said, Thats one way to get me wet."
Sydneys body
shook with laughter. "Oh my God
I cant believe
shes
incorrigible. What did you do?"
"I stood there
catching flies. I mean, Im not naïve or anything, but shes so
."
"Yeah."
Sydney murmured in agreement. "So
."
"Well, Andrew
jumped up and he knocked into the table and the other water glass toppled over. I
dont think Ive ever been so embarrassed in my entire life. I wanted to die
right then and there. Hes as red as I am and hes apologizing to me and telling
Evin to behave. Shes just grinning at both of us. She finally tells me not to worry
about it and to bring them a bottle of the Taittingers. I was so glad to get out of
there that I practically ran to get the champagne. That was when I noticed that everyone,
and I mean everyone, was staring at us."
"Oh,
Carole
I would have died."
"Oh, believe me,
thats exactly what I was praying for. When I got back with the bottle of champagne,
the hostess had moved them to a new table. One that was dry." She started laughing
again. "But it wasnt in my section, so I gave the bottle to the waiter that had
that section and went and hid in the kitchen. The next thing I know, he comes and finds me
in the kitchen and tells me that shes requesting me as their waitress. I just knew
it was some kind of sadistic ploy to get back at me."
"I think I would
have quit," Sydney said, laughing.
"Hmmm
didnt
even think of that option. I went back and suffered the humiliation. Those two
they
kept ordering drinks all night long. I was at their table every ten minutes. I had no idea
where they were putting all that alcohol. I expected them to pass out. But neither one of
them were even looking remotely tipsy. They stayed at that table all night long. Finally,
we were closing and I brought them the bill. It was over seven hundred dollars. Drinks
arent cheap at that place. I brought her the credit card receipt back and they got
up to leave. I ran back to the kitchen. I think I was still red and they had been there
about seven hours.
"I know she
likes to take her time at dinner, but seven hours? How in the world could they even walk
after that?"
"Thats
what I wanted to know. Some of those customers can drink, but I had never seen anything
like that in my life. Im in the kitchen, finally turning back to my normal color,
when Evin comes walking into the kitchen like she owned the place. One of the kitchen
staff told her she couldnt be back there. That was the first time I saw The Look.
She stops in front of me and says, His names Andrew. Hes been pouring
our drinks into that plant next to the table all night just so youd have to come to
the table. When do you get off? I was floored. I barely managed to get out the fact
that Id be off in a half an hour. Then she said, Well be waiting out
front, and she turned around and walked out. She didnt even wait for my
answer."
"What did you
do?"
"I think at that
point in time, I was in shock. Another one of the waitresses came running up to me and
hands me the receipt from their bill. She left me a five hundred dollar tip. She wrote a
note on the receipt, apologizing for tying up the table all night and figured that ought
to cover the missed seatings. I couldnt even think. I went outside and there they
were, waiting for me. And Andrew. Poor baby. He was absolutely livid at her. He
couldnt believe she had actually told me that he was dumping the drinks. I knew
right then that I loved him."
"Wow,
thats such a wonderful story."
"Not exactly a
sweep you off your feet romantic tale, but it worked for me. Ill be grateful for her
brashness until I take my last breath. If left to our own devices, I dont think
anything would have happened, and that would have been the biggest mistake I ever
made."
"I
the more
I learn about her, the more Im
I guess amazed would be the word. On our first
date, she took me to the most romantic little restaurant. And this story
she does
that Im so tough and I dont give a damn about anything attitude so well. She
hardly ever shows the other side of herself."
"Shes
tough, thats for sure. That dont give a damn part, Im not so sure about.
You seem to be doing a pretty good job of figuring her out."
The door opened and
Evin came in, stopping and leaning on the crutches. "Hey, whats taking
yall
." Uh oh. Pale blue eyes looked back and forth between the two
women. Theyve been talking.
Sydney got up and
walked by her, stopping to pat her on the stomach. "We were just coming back
outside."
Evins eyes
narrowed as she took in the Cheshire grin on the law students face.
"What
"
"Nothing for you
to worry about, baby." Sydney headed out the door.
Evin shot a look at
Carole, who started laughing. Oh, not good at all. "Sydney! Hey, wait
up." Evin turned and hopped out the door after her. "Sydney!"
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