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Growing Up “Livia”

Written by:  Caina Q. Fuller

Cainaq@Yahoo.Com

 

Chapter Eight

 

Augustus Caesar emerged from his tent.  The day was warming up nicely, even though they were in the shadows of the mountains and the sun had yet to melt the dew covering the grass.  He’d stayed up late the night before, studying the map of the landscape his scouts had made for him, so the fresh morning air was just what he needed to open his eyes.

 

The forests were surrounded by hills that were nothing short of treacherous to traverse.  Getting artillery set up around the Amazon’s land would be suicidal, so he decided to have every catapult he owned dismantled and hauled piece by piece into he hills on pack mules. It would take a couple of days to get everything situated, but once it was, he would be halfway ready to attack.

 

After the catapults were in position, he would have his men split up, and under the cover of night, move in closer to the forests.  They would hide under camouflage of grass mats. Once two of his legions had surrounded the hills, the remaining two he’d brought with him would make a grand display of camping in the battlefield just outside of their forests.

 

He would try diplomacy first, and if they refused to give up Livia, or if they told him she and her men were dead, he would obliterate them. 

 

Augustus thought of Xena, and how much she and Gabrielle had respected the Amazons. It was because of their memory he’d respected the warrior women’s territory, but now that they had overstepped their bounds and possibly killed someone he was falling in love with…well, they would pay for it with their lives.

 

Augustus looked around for the commander of his private guard, but could find him nowhere.  “Where is Ledricles?”

 

A passing foot soldier saluted his emperor.  “I will get him for you my lord.”

 

“Very good.  Tell him to come to my tent.”

 

He hated having to wait on his men to learn and implement his orders, but it was a necessary irritation in the art of war.  He had no way of knowing how many Amazon warriors lived in the forest, so he would have to fight as if he were hopelessly outnumbered. Only then, with that mindset, would he be able to plan wisely for the battle ahead.

 

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Three Days Later

 

“Are you sure about this Brigid?”

 

It was the second time Livia had asked her in only a couple of minutes, and Brigid had to fight to keep the smile from her lips as well as her voice.  Livia was genuinely concerned for her safety. Though she was a long, long way from being reformed, Brigid could see she’d made a lot of progress over the past couple of days in breaking down some of the walls surrounding Livia’s heart.

 

“I’m sure that I’m surprised Linara is ready so quickly.  I have to do this Livie. Not just for you, but for my reign as well.  Even if I have to travel from town to town and rebuild my tribe with new recruits, I will not have disloyal warriors in my camp.”

 

“That’s the kind of talk I like to hear.”

 

“Funny,” Brigid said, her voice reflecting the pain in her heart at what she was preparing to do. “It’s the kind of talk I hate to hear.”

 

Livia’s smile faded, and she strapped Brigid’s sword to her back.  “You could name me your champion and I could fight Linara for you. We both know I can beat her.”

 

“That’s just it Livie. I can’t.  This is something I have to do on my own.  For the sake of my honor.”

 

“Then for the sake of mine, I’ll be there.  I won’t abandon you like I did when we were kids.”

 

“You didn’t abandon me Livia.  I was taken from-“

 

“It’s time!”

 

A warrior’s voice Brigid didn’t readily recognize sounded from outside her door, and she took in a deep breath.  If she won, she’d have the forest all to herself.  If she lost, she’d probably have to watch Livia be executed, unless they could fight through enough of the Amazon’s to escape, and that was highly unlikely.

 

“Livie, if I lose, I want you to fight your way free.  Kill as many of my women as you have to.”

 

“Even if it means leaving you?”

 

“Even if. You’re an Amazon citizen now Livie.  I’m your Queen, and I’m making this an order.  A good soldier always follows practical orders.”

 

“Not always.”

 

“This time you will.  Give me your word of honor.”

 

Livia didn’t want to even think of leaving Brigid behind, but she knew that she was selfish enough to do so if the time should come.  She nodded and in a moment of weakness, she grabbed Brigid up in a final hug.

 

“Let’s do this, huh?”

 

“I’m right there with you Spider.”

 

 

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Guard duty was never fun, especially on the perimeter.  Today, Gighi had been stuck with just those responsibilities. As she and her sisters sat in watch for foes that would probably never come, she knew she was missing out on the fight of the century, between Queen Hanai and Princess Linara. 

 

Her biggest question was why?  Why was her queen so determined to make the enemy one of their own?  Livia of Rome had tried to destroy them on their own turf, showing she was lacking in brains. 

 

All Gighi knew was that their tribe was divided and she wanted to go back to normal.  She didn’t really care one way or another whether or not Livia was a citizen, as long as she didn’t have to take orders from her.

 

As Gighi contemplated these things, her eyes wandered over the empty field leading up to their forests, and what she saw astounded her.

 

Over twenty thousand Roman soldiers were heading their way, and as they neared, she could hear the collective sound of their marching feet.  Her blood ran cold in her veins.  Even with all of her sisters fighting on their home turf, they only had five thousand warriors since the sisters from the other tribe had returned to their respective territories weeks ago.

 

Another Roman soldier was approaching with three times that many. That meant one Amazon warrior for every three Roman soldiers coming their way.

 

They were dead.

 

 

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Brigid emerged from her tent to find that about four of the five thousand sisters remaining in the camp since they’d defeated Livia’s legion had gathered in the main village to witness this historical event. What was worse was almost all of them were against Brigid.

 

The sacred Challenge Circle had been prepared, and Linara waited inside.  This wasn’t a battle to the death per se, but the winner would hold the power of life and death in her hands.  That wasn’t what bothered Brigid however.

 

What bothered her was that a woman who’d become her friend had turned on her. This battle just shouldn’t be happening.

 

“Linara.”

 

“Hanai.”

 

“I told you, my name is Brigid.”

 

“I will always know you as Hanai.  Are you sure you won’t execute Livia, so we can avoid this mess?”

 

“Would you execute your little sister if she went astray?”


“That’s different,” Linara said, her eyes going to the fifteen year old girl in the crowd that was as much a daughter to Linara as a sister. “She’s one of us.”


“So is Livia, now that I’ve made her a citizen.”

 

Linara shook her head in disappointment.  “This conversation is pointless.  Let’s fight.”

 

The two women faced off, circling one another and looking for an opening in defenses.  Linara started off with a volley of well-executed jabs, but Brigid easily dodged them.

 

Livia watched the crowd as their eyes were glued to the two combatants.  Deep in her heart, she knew Brigid would win.  When she did, Brigid would lose everything she had come to know and love.

 

All for her.

 

Linara threw another punch, and Brigid caught her hand. When she had a firm grip, she jerked Linara’s arm straight and rammed her other fist into Linara’s elbow, making the other woman scream in pain.  Linara retreated and cradled her wounded arm to her side, and even though it was a victory for Brigid, Livia could see it wounded her to her heart to hurt an old friend.

 

Brigid wasted no time in following through. Now that she was on the attack, she gave her best war cry and went after Linara.  She threw several punches, most of which Brigid’s opponent was able to block, but because of her wounded elbow, some of Brigid’s punches made it through.

 

Linara forced herself to work past her pain.  She flipped over Brigid’s head, landed behind her and kicked Brigid in the back, dangerously close to her kidneys. 

 

Brigid went down, face first, and the crowd went wild.  As she hit the dirt, Brigid brought her right foot up and into Linara’s stomach, sending her flying against the staffs the warrior’s were holding to mark the edge of the Challenge Circle.

 

Brigid all but flew back up onto her feet, and executed a perfect drop kick that Linara ducked.  Another warrior, a spectator, took the full force of the kick to her face, and went down for the count.

 

Linara came at Brigid again.  Now that she’d adjusted to the pain in her elbow, she was stronger, and ready for action.  She threw some impressive kicks, all of which Brigid either dodged or blocked, except for the last one. 

 

Livia watched in near panic as Brigid fell back into the crowd, which then pushed her forward again and straight into Linara’s waiting fist.  Anger burned in Livia she saw the so-called honorable Amazon’s cheat to help Linara win.

 

It began to look as if Linara would indeed win the fight.  She was punching and kicking, and Brigid was taking it all. Livia could see her friend was nearly punch drunk, and on the verge of losing.  Well, if the Amazon’s could cheat, so could she.

 

“Spider? Do you remember Mom’s face?  Do you remember Odessa? It was because of her we lost each other. Odessa took our mother from us, and now Linara’s trying to take me away from you.  Don’t let another Odessa separate us again.”

 

That was all Brigid needed to hear. She came up off the dirt and turned on Linara with a ferocity that was frightening and worthy of a Roman soldier.  Linara was good, but she was neither woman enough, nor warrior enough to come between family.

 

Brigid deliviered kick after kick, punch after punch, mercilessly beating Linara down until she lay on the ground with Brigid’s foot on her throat.

 

“Who,” Brigid said, breathless from her efforts, “has won this fight today?”

 

It didn’t take long to get a choked answer from Linara.  “You have…my Queen.”

 

Brigid took her foot off Linara’s throat to let her breathe, and held out her hand to Livia, who entered the circle to join her.

 

“Those of you who cannot accept my sister as one of us, can pack up their things and get out.  Now.”

 

“And what about me?”

 

Brigid hauled Linara to her feet.  “Whether or not you stay is up to you, but you are no longer Princess of this tribe.  I strip you of your right of caste.”

 

It took her a moment to absorb the news, and when she did, Linara stepped away from Brigid with hate in her eyes.  “I’m leaving this camp for as long as you are Queen. I will never call you sister again.”

 

Brigid watched as the women dispersed, heading to their huts to pack up, but before she could return to her own hut to patch up her wounds, three ram’s horns sounded in the silent forest air. 

 

They were under attack.

 

A warrior flipped from the trees and came running into the camp.  As she neared, Brigid could see it was a perimeter guard, Gighi. 

 

“Roman’s!  Two legions are moving in on us!”

 

Every woman stopped in her tracks and turned to Brigid.  She was, after all, still their Queen, and in times of battle Amazon’s swore to always stick together.  It looked like their exodus from the First Tribe would have to wait.

 

“Alright women.  It looks like we have an emergency on our hands.  Gather your weapons and prepare our artillery.  When that is done, move up.  Linara, I want you to meet with the children that are returning from the Northern tribe.  Tell them to go back.”

 

“But what about-“


“Linara! Now is not the time to oppose me. The tribe needs to be unified now more than ever.  Do as I say.”

 

Linara stood up stiffly and mounted a horse to carry out her orders, knowing Brigid was robbing her of her chance to fight for her tribe. Yet another grudge for her to hold against Brigid.  Brigid decided she would care later. Right now, she had a tribe to defend.

 

 

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Livia rode through the forest alongside her sister Brigid.  It felt strange, going out to battle against Rome.  She wondered, not for the first time, just how deeply her loyalty to Rome was.

 

“If you fight against them, there’s no going back,” Brigid said.  She pulled her Queens’ mask up, exposing her beautifully freckled face.  “You could be killed.”


“I know.  I was defeated and captured.  Now Caesar has sent men to retrieve me. I’ve already been shamed.  It will take me years to recover from that.”

 

Brigid reached out to Livia, taking her by the hand.  “I have to know.  Where do your loyalties lie?”

 

“I don’t know that myself.  Augustus Caesar sponsored me. He’s the closest thing to a father I’ve ever had.  And you’re my sister.”

 

“I’ll tell you what. Don’t decide now. Let your heart chose for you, when the time comes.”

 

Livia nodded, but didn’t like the idea of allowing her heart to choose anything for her. Her heart, she’d learned, was a traitor.  She couldn’t trust it to lead her on the right path, only on the path that promised power and wealth. It was the way Ares had taught her.

 

 

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Augustus Caesar mounted his horse as Ledricles emerged from his tent.  “Caesar, the men are all in position. You just give the signal, and the battle is on.”

 

Augustus nodded.  Ledricles was a good soldier. He was intelligent, capable and fierce.  All good qualities in a Roman leader, but he would think about the young man’s rank later.  Right now it was time to meet the enemy, and retrieve his prize from their hands:  Livia.

 

**********

 

 

Livia waited back in the trees as she noticed one brave soldier riding toward the forest. When he was close enough, she recognized who it was.

 

“By the gods, Brigid.”

 

“What?”

 

“That’s Caesar himself.”

 

Livia couldn’t believe it.  Augustus Caesar had come all the way from Rome to retrieve her, but why?  Did he do it out of love or for some other reason?  And would he be willing to spare the Amazon’s after he discovered they’d killed almost every man in the entire Alpha legion?

 

“He has at least two legions with him from what I can see,” Brigid said, looking over at her.  Livia could hear the understandable fear in her voice.  Her tribe was in peril of being wiped off the face of the earth.

 

“He controls many more than that.  Chances are Brigid, these forests are surrounded and your warrior’s don’t even know it.  Augustus Caesar is a smart, deadly opponent.  He’ll plan his battles on two assumptions.”

 

“What?”

 

Livia watched the man who had become an enigma to her, ride her way.  Was he to be her father, her general or her husband?  She didn’t know exactly how Augustus viewed his relationship to her, and because of that uncertainty, she didn’t know which way she would plead for the Amazon’s lives.  Not because she cared about them, but because Brigid cared about them, and she cared about Brigid.

 

“He will assume that he is hopelessly outnumbered.  That way he will utilize his forces better. He will also assume your warriors are superior to his. That’s why he’s not the average Roman, and that’s what makes him so deadly.”

 

Brigid looked down at the approaching warrior with a new respect.  “Once he knows we’ve killed his men, he will wipe us off the face of the god’s green earth.”

 

“Not if I can help it,” Livia said with determination.

 

Before Brigid could object, Livia took off out of the forest and rode straight for Augustus. She just didn’t know she was about to receive the surprise of her life in the form of her own decisions.

 

 

 

 

 

The End of Chapter Eight.

Continued